第11章

Hewas,indeed,walkingwithawilloverthefurze,asstraightasaline,asifhislifedependeduponit。

Hismotherdrewalongbreath,and,abandoningthevisittoThomasin,turnedback。Theeveningfilmsbegantomakenebulouspicturesofthevalleys,butthehighlandsstillwererakedbythedecliningraysofthewintersun,whichglancedonClymashewalkedforward,eyedbyeveryrabbitandfield—farearound,alongshadowadvancinginfrontofhim。

Ondrawingneartothefurze—coveredbankandditchwhichfortifiedthecaptain’sdwellinghecouldhearvoiceswithin,signifyingthatoperationshadbeenalreadybegun。

Attheside—entrancegatehestoppedandlookedover。

Halfadozenable—bodiedmenwerestandinginalinefromthewell—mouth,holdingaropewhichpassedoverthewell—rollerintothedepthsbelow。Fairway,withapieceofsmallerroperoundhisbody,madefasttooneofthestandards,toguardagainstaccidents,wasleaningovertheopening,hisrighthandclaspingtheverticalropethatdescendedintothewell。

"Now,silence,folks,"saidFairway。

Thetalkingceased,andFairwaygaveacircularmotiontotherope,asifhewerestirringbatter。Attheendofaminuteadullsplashingreverberatedfromthebottomofthewell;thehelicaltwisthehadimpartedtotheropehadreachedthegrapnelbelow。

"Haul!"saidFairway;andthemenwhoheldtheropebegantogatheritoverthewheel。

"Ithinkwe’vegotsommat,"saidoneofthehaulers—in。

"Thenpullsteady,"saidFairway。

Theygatheredupmoreandmore,tillaregulardrippingintothewellcouldbeheardbelow。Itgrewsmarterwiththeincreasingheightofthebucket,andpresentlyahundredandfiftyfeetofropehadbeenpulledin。

Fairwaythenlitalantern,tiedittoanothercord,andbeganloweringitintothewellbesidethefirst:

Clymcameforwardandlookeddown。Strangehumidleaves,whichknewnothingoftheseasonsoftheyear,andquaint—naturedmosseswererevealedonthewellsideasthelanterndescended;tillitsraysfelluponaconfusedmassofropeandbucketdanglinginthedank,darkair。

"We’veonlygotenbytheedgeofthehoop——steady,forGod’ssake!"saidFairway。

Theypulledwiththegreatestgentleness,tillthewetbucketappearedabouttwoyardsbelowthem,likeadeadfriendcometoearthagain。Threeorfourhandswerestretchedout,thenjerkwenttherope,whizzwentthewheel,thetwoforemosthaulersfellbackward,thebeatingofafallingbodywasheard,recedingdownthesidesofthewell,andathunderousuproararoseatthebottom。

Thebucketwasgoneagain。

"Damnthebucket!"saidFairway。

"Loweragain,"saidSam。

"I’masstiffasaram’shornstoopingsolong,"

saidFairway,standingupandstretchinghimselftillhisjointscreaked。

"Restafewminutes,Timothy,"saidYeobright。

"I’lltakeyourplace。"

Thegrapnelwasagainlowered。Itssmartimpactuponthedistantwaterreachedtheirearslikeakiss,whereuponYeobrightkneltdown,andleaningoverthewellbegandraggingthegrapnelroundandroundasFairwayhaddone。

"Tiearoperoundhim——itisdangerous!"criedasoftandanxiousvoicesomewhereabovethem。

Everybodyturned。Thespeakerwasawoman,gazingdownuponthegroupfromanupperwindow,whosepanesblazedintheruddyglarefromthewest。Herlipswerepartedandsheappearedforthemomenttoforgetwhereshewas。

Theropewasaccordinglytiedroundhiswaist,andtheworkproceeded。Atthenexthaultheweightwasnotheavy,anditwasdiscoveredthattheyhadonlysecuredacoiloftheropedetachedfromthebucket。Thetangledmasswasthrownintothebackground。HumphreytookYeobright’splace,andthegrapnelwasloweredagain。

Yeobrightretiredtotheheapofrecoveredropeinameditativemood。Oftheidentitybetweenthelady’svoiceandthatofthemelancholymummerhehadnotamoment’sdoubt。

"Howthoughtfulofher!"hesaidtohimself。

Eustacia,whohadreddenedwhensheperceivedtheeffectofherexclamationuponthegroupbelow,wasnolongertobeseenatthewindow,thoughYeobrightscanneditwistfully。Whilehestoodtherethemenatthewellsucceededingettingupthebucketwithoutamishap。

Oneofthemwenttoinquireforthecaptain,tolearnwhatordershewishedtogiveformendingthewell—tackle。

Thecaptainprovedtobeawayfromhome,andEustaciaappearedatthedoorandcameout。Shehadlapsedintoaneasyanddignifiedcalm,farremovedfromtheintensityoflifeinherwordsofsolicitudeforClym’ssafety。

"Willitbepossibletodrawwaterheretonight?"

sheinquired。

"No,miss;thebottomofthebucketiscleanknockedout。

Andaswecandonomorenowwe’llleaveoff,andcomeagaintomorrowmorning。"

"Nowater,"shemurmured,turningaway。

"IcansendyouupsomefromBlooms—End,"saidClym,comingforwardandraisinghishatasthemenretired。

YeobrightandEustacialookedateachotherforoneinstant,asifeachhadinmindthosefewmomentsduringwhichacertainmoonlightscenewascommontoboth。

Withtheglancethecalmfixityofherfeaturessublimeditselftoanexpressionofrefinementandwarmth;

itwaslikegarishnoonrisingtothedignityofsunsetinacoupleofseconds。

"Thankyou;itwillhardlybenecessary,"shereplied。

"Butifyouhavenowater?"

"Well,itiswhatIcallnowater,"shesaid,blushing,andliftingherlong—lashedeyelidsasiftoliftthemwereaworkrequiringconsideration。"Butmygrandfathercallsitwaterenough。I’llshowyouwhatImean。"

Shemovedawayafewyards,andClymfollowed。Whenshereachedthecorneroftheenclosure,wherethestepswereformedformountingtheboundarybank,shesprangupwithalightnesswhichseemedstrangeafterherlistlessmovementtowardsthewell。Itincidentallyshowedthatherapparentlanguordidnotarisefromlackofforce。

Clymascendedbehindher,andnoticedacircularburntpatchatthetopofthebank。"Ashes?"hesaid。

"Yes,"saidEustacia。"WehadalittlebonfireherelastFifthofNovember,andthosearethemarksofit。"

OnthatspothadstoodthefireshehadkindledtoattractWildeve。

"That’stheonlykindofwaterwehave,"shecontinued,tossingastoneintothepool,whichlayontheoutsideofthebanklikethewhiteofaneyewithoutitspupil。

Thestonefellwithaflounce,butnoWildeveappearedontheotherside,asonapreviousoccasionthere。

"Mygrandfathersayshelivedformorethantwentyyearsatseaonwatertwiceasbadasthat,"shewenton,"andconsidersitquitegoodenoughforushereonanemergency。"

"Well,asamatteroffacttherearenoimpuritiesinthewaterofthesepoolsatthistimeoftheyear。

Ithasonlyjustrainedintothem。"

Sheshookherhead。"Iammanagingtoexistinawilderness,butIcannotdrinkfromapond,"shesaid。

Clymlookedtowardsthewell,whichwasnowdeserted,themenhavinggonehome。"Itisalongwaytosendforspring—water,"hesaid,afterasilence。

"Butsinceyoudon’tlikethisinthepond,I’lltrytogetyousomemyself。"Hewentbacktothewell。

"Yes,IthinkIcoulddoitbytyingonthispail。"

"But,sinceIwouldnottroublethementogetit,Icannotinconscienceletyou。"

"Idon’tmindthetroubleatall。"

Hemadefastthepailtothelongcoilofrope,putitoverthewheel,andallowedittodescendbylettingtheropeslipthroughhishands。Beforeithadgonefar,however,hecheckedit。

"Imustmakefasttheendfirst,orwemaylosethewhole,"

hesaidtoEustacia,whohaddrawnnear。"Couldyouholdthisamoment,whileIdoit——orshallIcallyourservant?"

"Icanholdit,"saidEustacia;andheplacedtheropeinherhands,goingthentosearchfortheend。

"IsupposeImayletitslipdown?"sheinquired。

"Iwouldadviseyounottoletitgofar,"saidClym。

"Itwillgetmuchheavier,youwillfind。"

However,Eustaciahadbeguntopayout。Whilehewastyingshecried,"Icannotstopit!"

Clymrantoherside,andfoundhecouldonlychecktheropebytwistingtheloosepartroundtheuprightpost,whenitstoppedwithajerk。"Hasithurtyou?"

"Yes,"shereplied。

"Verymuch?"

"No;Ithinknot。"Sheopenedherhands。Oneofthemwasbleeding;theropehaddraggedofftheskin。

Eustaciawrappeditinherhandkerchief。

"Youshouldhaveletgo,"saidYeobright。"Whydidn’tyou?"

"YousaidIwastoholdon……ThisisthesecondtimeIhavebeenwoundedtoday。"

"Ah,yes;Ihaveheardofit。IblushformynativeEgdon。

Wasitaseriousinjuryyoureceivedinchurch,MissVye?"

TherewassuchanabundanceofsympathyinClym’stonethatEustaciaslowlydrewuphersleeveanddisclosedherroundwhitearm。Abrightredspotappearedonitssmoothsurface,likearubyonParianmarble。

"Thereitis,"shesaid,puttingherfingeragainstthespot。

"Itwasdastardlyofthewoman,"saidClym。"WillnotCaptainVyegetherpunished?"

"Heisgonefromhomeonthatverybusiness。IdidnotknowthatIhadsuchamagicreputation。"

"Andyoufainted?"saidClym,lookingatthescarletlittlepunctureasifhewouldliketokissitandmakeitwell。

"Yes,itfrightenedme。Ihadnotbeentochurchforalongtime。AndnowIshallnotgoagainforeversolong——perhapsnever。Icannotfacetheireyesafterthis。

Don’tyouthinkitdreadfullyhumiliating?IwishedIwasdeadforhoursafter,butIdon’tmindnow。"

"Ihavecometocleanawaythesecobwebs,"saidYeobright。

"Wouldyouliketohelpme——byhigh—classteaching?Wemightbenefitthemmuch。"

"Idon’tquitefeelanxiousto。Ihavenotmuchloveformyfellow—creatures。SometimesIquitehatethem。"

"StillIthinkthatifyouweretohearmyschemeyoumighttakeaninterestinit。Thereisnouseinhatingpeople——ifyouhateanything,youshouldhatewhatproducedthem。"

"DoyoumeanNature?Ihateheralready。ButIshallbegladtohearyourschemeatanytime。"

Thesituationhadnowworkeditselfout,andthenextnaturalthingwasforthemtopart。Clymknewthiswellenough,andEustaciamadeamoveofconclusion;

yethelookedatherasifhehadonewordmoretosay。

PerhapsifhehadnotlivedinParisitwouldneverhavebeenuttered。

"Wehavemetbefore,"hesaid,regardingherwithrathermoreinterestthanwasnecessary。

"Idonotownit,"saidEustacia,witharepressed,stilllook。

"ButImaythinkwhatIlike。"

"Yes。"

"Youarelonelyhere。"

"Icannotenduretheheath,exceptinitspurpleseason。

Theheathisacrueltaskmastertome。"

"Canyousayso?"heasked。"Tomyminditismostexhilarating,andstrengthening,andsoothing。Iwouldratherliveonthesehillsthananywhereelseintheworld。"

"Itiswellenoughforartists;butIneverwouldlearntodraw。"

"Andthereisaverycuriousdruidicalstonejustoutthere。"

Hethrewapebbleinthedirectionsignified。"Doyouoftengotoseeit?"

"Iwasnotevenawarethereexistedanysuchcuriousdruidicalstone。IamawarethatthereareboulevardsinParis。"

Yeobrightlookedthoughtfullyontheground。

"Thatmeansmuch,"hesaid。

"Itdoesindeed,"saidEustacia。

"IrememberwhenIhadthesamelongingfortownbustle。

Fiveyearsofagreatcitywouldbeaperfectcureforthat。"

"Heavensendmesuchacure!Now,Mr。Yeobright,Iwillgoindoorsandplastermywoundedhand。"

Theyseparated,andEustaciavanishedintheincreasingshade。

Sheseemedfullofmanythings。Herpastwasablank,herlifehadbegun。TheeffectuponClymofthismeetinghedidnotfullydiscovertillsometimeafter。

Duringhiswalkhomehismostintelligiblesensationwasthathisschemehadsomehowbecomeglorified。

Abeautifulwomanhadbeenintertwinedwithit。

Onreachingthehousehewentuptotheroomwhichwastobemadehisstudy,andoccupiedhimselfduringtheeveninginunpackinghisbooksfromtheboxesandarrangingthemonshelves。Fromanotherboxhedrewalampandacanofoil。Hetrimmedthelamp,arrangedhistable,andsaid,"Now,Iamreadytobegin。"

Heroseearlythenextmorning,readtwohoursbeforebreakfastbythelightofhislamp——readallthemorning,alltheafternoon。Justwhenthesunwasgoingdownhiseyesfeltweary,andheleantbackinhischair。

Hisroomoverlookedthefrontofthepremisesandthevalleyoftheheathbeyond。Thelowestbeamsofthewintersunthrewtheshadowofthehouseoverthepalings,acrossthegrassmarginoftheheath,andfarupthevale,wherethechimneyoutlinesandthoseofthesurroundingtree—topsstretchedforthinlongdarkprongs。Havingbeenseatedatworkallday,hedecidedtotakeaturnuponthehillsbeforeitgotdark;and,goingoutforthwith,hestruckacrosstheheathtowardsMistover。

Itwasanhourandahalflaterwhenheagainappearedatthegardengate。Theshuttersofthehousewereclosed,andChristianCantle,whohadbeenwheelingmanureaboutthegardenallday,hadgonehome。Onenteringhefoundthathismother,afterwaitingalongtimeforhim,hadfinishedhermeal。

"Wherehaveyoubeen,Clym?"sheimmediatelysaid。

"Whydidn’tyoutellmethatyouweregoingawayatthistime?"

"Ihavebeenontheheath。"

"You’llmeetEustaciaVyeifyougoupthere。"

Clympausedaminute。"Yes,Imetherthisevening,"

hesaid,asthoughitwerespokenunderthesheernecessityofpreservinghonesty。

"Iwonderedifyouhad。"

"Itwasnoappointment。"

"No;suchmeetingsneverare。"

"Butyouarenotangry,Mother?"

"IcanhardlysaythatIamnot。Angry?No。ButwhenI

considertheusualnatureofthedragwhichcausesmenofpromisetodisappointtheworldIfeeluneasy。"

"Youdeservecreditforthefeeling,Mother。ButIcanassureyouthatyouneednotbedisturbedbyitonmyaccount。"

"WhenIthinkofyouandyournewcrotchets,"saidMrs。Yeobright,withsomeemphasis,"Inaturallydon’tfeelsocomfortableasIdidatwelvemonthago。ItisincredibletomethatamanaccustomedtotheattractivewomenofParisandelsewhereshouldbesoeasilyworkeduponbyagirlinaheath。Youcouldjustaswellhavewalkedanotherway。"

"Ihadbeenstudyingallday。"

"Well,yes,"sheaddedmorehopefully,"Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoumightgetonasaschoolmaster,andrisethatway,sinceyoureallyaredeterminedtohatethecourseyouwerepursuing。"

Yeobrightwasunwillingtodisturbthisidea,thoughhisschemewasfarenoughremovedfromonewhereintheeducationofyouthshouldbemadeamerechannelofsocialascent。

Hehadnodesiresofthatsort。Hehadreachedthestageinayoungman’slifewhenthegrimnessofthegeneralhumansituationfirstbecomesclear;andtherealizationofthiscausesambitiontohaltawhile。InFranceitisnotuncustomarytocommitsuicideatthisstage;

inEnglandwedomuchbetter,ormuchworse,asthecasemaybe。

Thelovebetweentheyoungmanandhismotherwasstrangelyinvisiblenow。Ofloveitmaybesaid,thelessearthlythelessdemonstrative。Initsabsolutelyindestructibleformitreachesaprofundityinwhichallexhibitionofitselfispainful。Itwassowiththese。

Hadconversationsbetweenthembeenoverheard,peoplewouldhavesaid,"Howcoldtheyaretoeachother!"

HistheoryandhiswishesaboutdevotinghisfuturetoteachinghadmadeanimpressiononMrs。Yeobright。

Indeed,howcoulditbeotherwisewhenhewasapartofher——whentheirdiscourseswereasifcarriedonbetweentherightandthelefthandsofthesamebody?

Hehaddespairedofreachingherbyargument;anditwasalmostasadiscoverytohimthathecouldreachherbyamagnetismwhichwasassuperiortowordsaswordsaretoyells。

Strangelyenoughhebegantofeelnowthatitwouldnotbesohardtopersuadeherwhowashisbestfriendthatcomparativepovertywasessentiallythehighercourseforhim,astoreconciletohisfeelingstheactofpersuadingher。Fromeveryprovidentpointofviewhismotherwassoundoubtedlyright,thathewasnotwithoutasicknessofheartinfindinghecouldshakeher。

Shehadasingularinsightintolife,consideringthatshehadnevermixedwithit。Thereareinstancesofpersonswho,withoutclearideasofthethingstheycriticizehaveyethadclearideasoftherelationsofthosethings。

Blacklock,apoetblindfromhisbirth,coulddescribevisualobjectswithaccuracy;ProfessorSanderson,whowasalsoblind,gaveexcellentlecturesoncolour,andtaughtothersthetheoryofideaswhichtheyhadandhehadnot。Inthesocialspherethesegiftedonesaremostlywomen;theycanwatchaworldwhichtheyneversaw,andestimateforcesofwhichtheyhaveonlyheard。

Wecallitintuition。

WhatwasthegreatworldtoMrs。Yeobright?Amultitudewhosetendenciescouldbeperceived,thoughnotitsessences。

Communitieswereseenbyherasfromadistance;

shesawthemasweseethethrongswhichcoverthecanvasesofSallaert,VanAlsloot,andothersofthatschool——vastmassesofbeings,jostling,zigzagging,andprocessioningindefinitedirections,butwhosefeaturesareindistinguishablebytheverycomprehensivenessoftheview。

Onecouldseethat,asfarasithadgone,herlifewasverycompleteonitsreflectiveside。Thephilosophyofhernature,anditslimitationbycircumstances,wasalmostwritteninhermovements。Theyhadamajesticfoundation,thoughtheywerefarfrombeingmajestic;andtheyhadaground—workofassurance,buttheywerenotassured。

Asheronceelasticwalkhadbecomedeadenedbytime,sohadhernaturalprideoflifebeenhinderedinitsbloomingbyhernecessities。

ThenextslighttouchintheshapingofClym’sdestinyoccurredafewdaysafter。Abarrowwasopenedontheheath,andYeobrightattendedtheoperation,remainingawayfromhisstudyduringseveralhours。IntheafternoonChristianreturnedfromajourneyinthesamedirection,andMrs。Yeobrightquestionedhim。

"Theyhavedugahole,andtheyhavefoundthingslikeflowerpotsupsidedown,Mis’essYeobright;andinsidetheseberealcharnelbones。Theyhavecarried’emofftomen’shouses;

butIshouldn’tliketosleepwheretheywillbide。

Deadfolkshavebeenknowntocomeandclaimtheirown。

Mr。Yeobrighthadgotonepotofthebones,andwasgoingtobring’emhome——realskellingtonbones——but’twasorderedotherwise。You’llberelievedtohearthathegaveawayhispotandall,onsecondthoughts;andablessedthingforye,Mis’essYeobright,consideringthewindo’nights。"

"Gaveitaway?"

"Yes。ToMissVye。Shehasacannibaltasteforsuchchurchyardfurnitureseemingly。"

"MissVyewastheretoo?"

"Ay,’ab’lieveshewas。"

WhenClymcamehome,whichwasshortlyafter,hismothersaid,inacurioustone,"Theurnyouhadmeantformeyougaveaway。"

Yeobrightmadenoreply;thecurrentofherfeelingwastoopronouncedtoadmitit。

Theearlyweeksoftheyearpassedon。Yeobrightcertainlystudiedathome,buthealsowalkedmuchabroad,andthedirectionofhiswalkwasalwaystowardssomepointofalinebetweenMistoverandRainbarrow。

ThemonthofMarcharrived,andtheheathshoweditsfirstsignsofawakeningfromwintertrance。Theawakeningwasalmostfelineinitsstealthiness。ThepooloutsidethebankbyEustacia’sdwelling,whichseemedasdeadanddesolateasevertoanobserverwhomovedandmadenoisesinhisobservation,wouldgraduallydiscloseastateofgreatanimationwhensilentlywatchedawhile。

Atimidanimalworldhadcometolifefortheseason。

Littletadpolesandeftsbegantobubbleupthroughthewater,andtoracealongbeneathit;toadsmadenoiseslikeveryyoungducks,andadvancedtothemarginintwosandthrees;overhead,bumblebeesflewhitherandthitherinthethickeninglight,theirdronecomingandgoinglikethesoundofagong。

OnaneveningsuchasthisYeobrightdescendedintotheBlooms—Endvalleyfrombesidethatverypool,wherehehadbeenstandingwithanotherpersonquitesilentlyandquitelongenoughtohearallthispunystirofresurrectioninnature;yethehadnotheardit。