第10章

TheseSunday—morninghair—cuttingswereperformedbyFairway;

thevictimsittingonachopping—blockinfrontofthehouse,withoutacoat,andtheneighboursgossipingaround,idlyobservingthelocksofhairastheyroseuponthewindafterthesnip,andflewawayoutofsighttothefourquartersoftheheavens。Summerandwinterthescenewasthesame,unlessthewindweremorethanusuallyblusterous,whenthestoolwasshiftedafewfeetroundthecorner。

Tocomplainofcoldinsittingoutofdoors,hatlessandcoatless,whileFairwaytoldtruestoriesbetweenthecutsofthescissors,wouldhavebeentopronounceyourselfnomanatonce。Toflinch,exclaim,ormoveamuscleofthefaceatthesmallstabsundertheearreceivedfromthoseinstruments,oratscarificationsoftheneckbythecomb,wouldhavebeenthoughtagrossbreachofgoodmanners,consideringthatFairwaydiditallfornothing。AbleedingaboutthepollonSundayafternoonswasamplyaccountedforbytheexplanation。

"Ihavehadmyhaircut,youknow。"

TheconversationonYeobrighthadbeenstartedbyadistantviewoftheyoungmanramblingleisurelyacrosstheheathbeforethem。

"Amanwhoisdoingwellelsewherewouldn’tbideheretwoorthreeweeksfornothing,"saidFairway。

"He’sgotsomeprojectin’shead——dependuponthat。"

"Well,’acan’tkeepadimentshophere,"saidSam。

"Idon’tseewhyheshouldhavehadthemtwoheavyboxeshomeifhehadnotbeengoingtobide;andwhatthereisforhimtodoheretheLordinheavenknows。"

BeforemanymoresurmisescouldbeindulgedinYeobrighthadcomenear;andseeingthehair—cuttinggroupheturnedasidetojointhem。Marchingup,andlookingcriticallyattheirfacesforamoment,hesaid,withoutintroduction,"Now,folks,letmeguesswhatyouhavebeentalkingabout。"

"Ay,sure,ifyouwill,"saidSam。

"Aboutme。"

"Now,itisathingIshouldn’thavedreamedofdoing,otherwise,"saidFairwayinatoneofintegrity;"butsinceyouhavenamedit,MasterYeobright,I’llownthatwewastalkingabout’ee。Wewerewonderingwhatcouldkeepyouhomeheremollyhorningaboutwhenyouhavemadesuchaworld—widenameforyourselfinthenick—nacktrade——now,that’sthetrutho’t。"

"I’lltellyou,"saidYeobright。withunexpectedearnestness。

"Iamnotsorrytohavetheopportunity。I’vecomehomebecause,allthingsconsidered,Icanbeatriflelessuselessherethananywhereelse。ButIhaveonlylatelyfoundthisout。WhenIfirstgotawayfromhomeIthoughtthisplacewasnotworthtroublingabout。Ithoughtourlifeherewascontemptible。Tooilyourbootsinsteadofblackingthem,todustyourcoatwithaswitchinsteadofabrush——wasthereeveranythingmoreridiculous?Isaid。"

"So’tis;so’tis!"

"No,no——youarewrong;itisn’t。"

"Begyourpardon,wethoughtthatwasyourmaning?"

"Well,asmyviewschangedmycoursebecameverydepressing。

IfoundthatIwastryingtobelikepeoplewhohadhardlyanythingincommonwithmyself。Iwasendeavouringtoputoffonesortoflifeforanothersortoflife,whichwasnotbetterthanthelifeIhadknownbefore。

Itwassimplydifferent。"

"True;asightdifferent,"saidFairway。

"Yes,Parismustbeatakingplace,"saidHumphrey。

"Grandshop—winders,trumpets,anddrums;andherebeweoutofdoorsinallwindsandweathers——"

"Butyoumistakeme,"pleadedClym。"Allthiswasverydepressing。ButnotsodepressingassomethingI

nextperceived——thatmybusinesswastheidlest,vainest,mosteffeminatebusinessthateveramancouldbeputto。

Thatdecidedme——IwouldgiveitupandtrytofollowsomerationaloccupationamongthepeopleIknewbest,andtowhomIcouldbeofmostuse。Ihavecomehome;

andthisishowImeantocarryoutmyplan。IshallkeepaschoolasneartoEgdonaspossible,soastobeabletowalkoverhereandhaveanight—schoolinmymother’shouse。ButImuststudyalittleatfirst,togetproperlyqualified。Now,neighbours,Imustgo。"

AndClymresumedhiswalkacrosstheheath。

"He’llnevercarryitoutintheworld,"saidFairway。

"Inafewweekshe’lllearntoseethingsotherwise。"

"’Tisgood—heartedoftheyoungman,"saidanother。

"But,formypart,Ithinkhehadbettermindhisbusiness。"

2—TheNewCourseCausesDisappointmentYeobrightlovedhiskind。Hehadaconvictionthatthewantofmostmenwasknowledgeofasortwhichbringswisdomratherthanaffluence。Hewishedtoraisetheclassattheexpenseofindividualsratherthanindividualsattheexpenseoftheclass。Whatwasmore,hewasreadyatoncetobethefirstunitsacrificed。

Inpassingfromthebucolictotheintellectuallifetheintermediatestagesareusuallytwoatleast,frequentlymanymore;andoneofthosestagesisalmostsuretobeworldlyadvanced。Wecanhardlyimaginebucolicplacidityquickeningtointellectualaimswithoutimaginingsocialaimsasthetransitionalphase。

Yeobright’slocalpeculiaritywasthatinstrivingathighthinkinghestillcleavedtoplainliving——nay,wildandmeagrelivinginmanyrespects,andbrotherlinesswithclowns。

HewasaJohntheBaptistwhotookennoblementratherthanrepentanceforhistext。Mentallyhewasinaprovincialfuture,thatis,hewasinmanypointsabreastwiththecentraltownthinkersofhisdate。MuchofthisdevelopmenthemayhaveowedtohisstudiouslifeinParis,wherehehadbecomeacquaintedwithethicalsystemspopularatthetime。

Inconsequenceofthisrelativelyadvancedposition,Yeobrightmighthavebeencalledunfortunate。

Theruralworldwasnotripeforhim。Amanshouldbeonlypartiallybeforehistime——tobecompletelytothevanwardinaspirationsisfataltofame。

HadPhilip’swarlikesonbeenintellectuallysofaraheadastohaveattemptedcivilizationwithoutbloodshed,hewouldhavebeentwicethegodlikeherothatheseemed,butnobodywouldhaveheardofanAlexander。

Intheinterestsofrenowntheforwardnessshouldliechieflyinthecapacitytohandlethings。Successfulpropagandistshavesucceededbecausethedoctrinetheybringintoformisthatwhichtheirlistenershaveforsometimefeltwithoutbeingabletoshape。Amanwhoadvocatesaestheticeffortanddeprecatessocialeffortisonlylikelytobeunderstoodbyaclasstowhichsocialefforthasbecomeastalematter。Toargueuponthepossibilityofculturebeforeluxurytothebucolicworldmaybetoarguetruly,butitisanattempttodisturbasequencetowhichhumanityhasbeenlongaccustomed。YeobrightpreachingtotheEgdoneremitesthattheymightrisetoaserenecomprehensivenesswithoutgoingthroughtheprocessofenrichingthemselveswasnotunlikearguingtoancientChaldeansthatinascendingfromearthtothepureempyreanitwasnotnecessarytopassfirstintotheinterveningheavenofether。

WasYeobright’smindwell—proportioned?No。Awellproportionedmindisonewhichshowsnoparticularbias;

oneofwhichwemaysafelysaythatitwillnevercauseitsownertobeconfinedasamadman,torturedasaheretic,orcrucifiedasablasphemer。Also,ontheotherhand,thatitwillnevercausehimtobeapplaudedasaprophet,reveredasapriest,orexaltedasaking。

Itsusualblessingsarehappinessandmediocrity。

ItproducesthepoetryofRogers,thepaintingsofWest,thestatecraftofNorth,thespiritualguidanceofTomline;

enablingitspossessorstofindtheirwaytowealth,towindupwell,tostepwithdignityoffthestage,todiecomfortablyintheirbeds,andtogetthedecentmonumentwhich,inmanycases,theydeserve。ItneverwouldhaveallowedYeobrighttodosucharidiculousthingasthrowuphisbusinesstobenefithisfellow—creatures。

Hewalkedalongtowardshomewithoutattendingtopaths。

IfanyoneknewtheheathwellitwasClym。Hewaspermeatedwithitsscenes,withitssubstance,andwithitsodours。

Hemightbesaidtobeitsproduct。Hiseyeshadfirstopenedthereon;withitsappearanceallthefirstimages,ofhismemoryweremingled,hisestimateoflifehadbeencolouredbyit:histoyshadbeentheflintknivesandarrow—headswhichhefoundthere,wonderingwhystonesshould"grow"tosuchoddshapes;hisflowers,thepurplebellsandyellowfurze:hisanimalkingdom,thesnakesandcroppers;hissociety,itshumanhaunters。

TakeallthevaryinghatesfeltbyEustaciaVyetowardstheheath,andtranslatethemintoloves,andyouhavetheheartofClym。Hegazeduponthewideprospectashewalked,andwasglad。

TomanypersonsthisEgdonwasaplacewhichhadslippedoutofitscenturygenerationsago,tointrudeasanuncouthobjectintothis。Itwasanobsoletething,andfewcaredtostudyit。Howcouldthisbeotherwiseinthedaysofsquarefields,plashedhedges,andmeadowswateredonaplansorectangularthatonafinedaytheylookedlikesilvergridirons?Thefarmer,inhisride,whocouldsmileatartificialgrasses,lookwithsolicitudeatthecomingcorn,andsighwithsadnessatthefly—eatenturnips,bestoweduponthedistantuplandofheathnothingbetterthanafrown。

ButasforYeobright,whenhelookedfromtheheightsonhiswayhecouldnothelpindulginginabarbaroussatisfactionatobservingthat,insomeoftheattemptsatreclamationfromthewaste,tillage,afterholdingonforayearortwo,hadrecededagainindespair,thefernsandfurze—tuftsstubbornlyreassertingthemselves。

Hedescendedintothevalley,andsoonreachedhishomeatBlooms—End。Hismotherwassnippingdeadleavesfromthewindow—plants。Shelookedupathimasifshedidnotunderstandthemeaningofhislongstaywithher;

herfacehadwornthatlookforseveraldays。Hecouldperceivethatthecuriositywhichhadbeenshownbythehair—cuttinggroupamountedinhismothertoconcern。

Butshehadaskednoquestionwithherlips,evenwhenthearrivalofhistrunksuggestedthathewasnotgoingtoleavehersoon。Hersilencebesoughtanexplanationofhimmoreloudlythanwords。

"IamnotgoingbacktoParisagain,Mother,"hesaid。

"Atleast,inmyoldcapacity。Ihavegivenupthebusiness。"

Mrs。Yeobrightturnedinpainedsurprise。"Ithoughtsomethingwasamiss,becauseoftheboxes。Iwonderyoudidnottellmesooner。"

"Ioughttohavedoneit。ButIhavebeenindoubtwhetheryouwouldbepleasedwithmyplan。Iwasnotquiteclearonafewpointsmyself。Iamgoingtotakeanentirelynewcourse。"

"Iamastonished,Clym。Howcanyouwanttodobetterthanyou’vebeendoing?"

"Veryeasily。ButIshallnotdobetterinthewayyoumean;Isupposeitwillbecalleddoingworse。

ButIhatethatbusinessofmine,andIwanttodosomeworthythingbeforeIdie。AsaschoolmasterIthinktodoit——aschool—mastertothepoorandignorant,toteachthemwhatnobodyelsewill。"

"Afterallthetroublethathasbeentakentogiveyouastart,andwhenthereisnothingtodobuttokeepstraightontowardsaffluence,yousayyouwillbeapoorman’sschoolmaster。Yourfancieswillbeyourruin,Clym。"

Mrs。Yeobrightspokecalmly,buttheforceoffeelingbehindthewordswasbuttooapparenttoonewhoknewheraswellashersondid。Hedidnotanswer。

Therewasinhisfacethathopelessnessofbeingunderstoodwhichcomeswhentheobjectorisconstitutionallybeyondthereachofalogicthat,evenunderfavouringconditions,isalmosttoocoarseavehicleforthesubtletyoftheargument。

Nomorewassaidonthesubjecttilltheendofdinner。

Hismotherthenbegan,asiftherehadbeennointervalsincethemorning。"Itdisturbsme,Clym,tofindthatyouhavecomehomewithsuchthoughtsasthose。

Ihadn’ttheleastideathatyoumeanttogobackwardintheworldbyyourownfreechoice。Ofcourse,Ihavealwayssupposedyouweregoingtopushstraighton,asothermendo——allwhodeservethename——whentheyhavebeenputinagoodwayofdoingwell。"

"Icannothelpit,"saidClym,inatroubledtone。

"Mother,Ihatetheflashybusiness。Talkaboutmenwhodeservethename,cananymandeservingthenamewastehistimeinthateffeminateway,whenheseeshalftheworldgoingtoruinforwantofsomebodytobuckletoandteachthemhowtobreastthemiserytheyarebornto?Igetupeverymorningandseethewholecreationgroaningandtravailinginpain,asSt。Paulsays,andyetthereamI,traffickinginglitteringsplendourswithwealthywomenandtitledlibertines,andpanderingtothemeanestvanities——I,whohavehealthandstrengthenoughforanything。Ihavebeentroubledinmymindaboutitalltheyear,andtheendisthatIcannotdoitanymore。"

"Whycan’tyoudoitaswellasothers?"

"Idon’tknow,exceptthattherearemanythingsotherpeoplecareforwhichIdon’t;andthat’spartlywhyI

thinkIoughttodothis。Foronething,mybodydoesnotrequiremuchofme。Icannotenjoydelicacies;

goodthingsarewasteduponme。Well,Ioughttoturnthatdefecttoadvantage,andbybeingabletodowithoutwhatotherpeoplerequireIcanspendwhatsuchthingscostuponanybodyelse。"

Now,Yeobright,havinginheritedsomeoftheseveryinstinctsfromthewomanbeforehim,couldnotfailtoawakenareciprocityinherthroughherfeelings,ifnotbyarguments,disguiseitasshemightforhisgood。

Shespokewithlessassurance。"Andyetyoumighthavebeenawealthymanifyouhadonlypersevered。

Managertothatlargediamondestablishment——whatbettercanamanwishfor?Whatapostoftrustandrespect!

Isupposeyouwillbelikeyourfather;likehim,youaregettingwearyofdoingwell。"

"No,"saidherson,"Iamnotwearyofthat,thoughIamwearyofwhatyoumeanbyit。Mother,whatisdoingwell?"

Mrs。Yeobrightwasfartoothoughtfulawomantobecontentwithreadydefinitions,and,likethe"Whatiswisdom?"ofPlato’sSocrates,andthe"Whatistruth?"

ofPontiusPilate,Yeobright’sburningquestionreceivednoanswer。

Thesilencewasbrokenbytheclashofthegardengate,atapatthedoor,anditsopening。ChristianCantleappearedintheroominhisSundayclothes。

ItwasthecustomonEgdontobegintheprefacetoastorybeforeabsolutelyenteringthehouse,soastobewellinforthebodyofthenarrativebythetimevisitorandvisitedstoodfacetoface。Christianhadbeensayingtothemwhilethedoorwasleavingitslatch,"TothinkthatI,whogofromhomebutonceinawhile,andhardlythen,shouldhavebeentherethismorning!"

"’Tisnewsyouhavebroughtus,then,Christian?"

saidMrs。Yeobright。

"Ay,sure,aboutawitch,andyemustoverlookmytimeo’

day;for,saysI,’Imustgoandtell’em,thoughtheywon’thavehalfdonedinner。’Iassureyeitmademeshakelikeadrivenleaf。Doyethinkanyharmwillcomeo’t?"

"Well——what?"

"Thismorningatchurchwewasallstandingup,andthepa’sonsaid,’Letuspray。’’Well,’thinksI,’onemayaswellkneelasstand’;sodownIwent;and,morethanthat,alltherestwereaswillingtoobligethemanasI。Wehadn’tbeenhardatitformorethanaminutewhenamostterriblescreechsoundedthroughchurch,asifsomebodyhadjustgieduptheirheart’sblood。

AllthefolkjumpedupandthenwefoundthatSusanNunsuchhadprickedMissVyewithalongstocking—needle,asshehadthreatenedtodoassoonasevershecouldgettheyoungladytochurch,whereshedon’tcomeveryoften。She’vewaitedforthischanceforweeks,soastodrawherbloodandputanendtothebewitchingofSusan’schildrenthathasbeencarriedonsolong。

Suefollowedherintochurch,satnexttoher,andassoonasshecouldfindachanceinwentthestocking—needleintomylady’sarm。"

"Goodheaven,howhorrid!"saidMrs。Yeobright。

"Sueprickedherthatdeepthatthemaidfaintedaway;

andasIwasafeardtheremightbesometumultamongus,Igotbehindthebassviolanddidn’tseenomore。

Buttheycarriedheroutintotheair,’tissaid;

butwhentheylookedroundforSueshewasgone。

Whatascreamthatgirlgied,poorthing!Therewerethepa’soninhissurpliceholdinguphishandandsaying,’Sitdown,mygoodpeople,sitdown!’Butthedeuceabitwouldtheysitdown。O,andwhatd’yethinkIfoundout,Mrs。Yeobright?Thepa’sonwearsasuitofclothesunderhissurplice!——Icouldseehisblacksleeveswhenhehelduphisarm。"

"’Tisacruelthing,"saidYeobright。

"Yes,"saidhismother。

"Thenationoughttolookintoit,"saidChristian。

"Here’sHumphreycoming,Ithink。"

IncameHumphrey。"Well,haveyeheardthenews?

ButIseeyouhave。’TisaverystrangethingthatwheneveroneofEgdonfolkgoestochurchsomerumjoborotherissuretobedoing。ThelasttimeoneofuswastherewaswhenneighbourFairwaywentinthefall;

andthatwasthedayyouforbadthebanns,Mrs。Yeobright。"

"Hasthiscruellytreatedgirlbeenabletowalkhome?"

saidClym。

"Theysayshegotbetter,andwenthomeverywell。

AndnowI’vetolditImustbemovinghomewardmyself。"

"AndI,"saidHumphrey。"Trulynowweshallseeifthere’sanythinginwhatfolkssayabouther。"

WhentheyweregoneintotheheathagainYeobrightsaidquietlytohismother,"DoyouthinkIhaveturnedteachertoosoon?"

"Itisrightthatthereshouldbeschoolmasters,andmissionaries,andallsuchmen,"shereplied。

"Butitisright,too,thatIshouldtrytoliftyououtofthislifeintosomethingricher,andthatyoushouldnotcomebackagain,andbeasifIhadnottriedatall。"

LaterinthedaySam,theturf—cutter,entered。

"I’vecomea—borrowing,Mrs。Yeobright。Isupposeyouhaveheardwhat’sbeenhappeningtothebeautyonthehill?"

"Yes,Sam:halfadozenhavebeentellingus。"

"Beauty?"saidClym。

"Yes,tolerablywell—favoured,"Samreplied。"Lord!allthecountryownsthat’tisoneofthestrangestthingsintheworldthatsuchawomanshouldhavecometoliveupthere。"

"Darkorfair?"

"Now,thoughI’veseenhertwentytimes,that’sathingIcannotcalltomind。"

"DarkerthanTamsin,"murmuredMrs。Yeobright。

"Awomanwhoseemstocarefornothingatall,asyoumaysay。"

"Sheismelancholy,then?"inquiredClym。

"Shemopesaboutbyherself,anddon’tmixinwiththepeople。"

"Issheayoungladyinclinedforadventures?"

"Nottomyknowledge。"

"Doesn’tjoininwiththeladsintheirgames,togetsomesortofexcitementinthislonelyplace?"

"No。"

"Mumming,forinstance?"

"No。Hernotionsbedifferent。Ishouldrathersayherthoughtswerefarawayfromhere,withlordsandladiesshe’llneverknow,andmansionsshe’llneverseeagain。"

ObservingthatClymappearedsingularlyinterestedMrs。YeobrightsaidratheruneasilytoSam,"Youseemoreinherthanmostofusdo。MissVyeistomymindtooidletobecharming。Ihaveneverheardthatsheisofanyusetoherselfortootherpeople。

Goodgirlsdon’tgettreatedaswitchesevenonEgdon。"

"Nonsense——thatprovesnothingeitherway,"saidYeobright。

"Well,ofcourseIdon’tunderstandsuchniceties,"

saidSam,withdrawingfromapossiblyunpleasantargument;

"andwhatsheiswemustwaitfortimetotellus。

ThebusinessthatIhavereallycalledaboutisthis,toborrowthelongestandstrongestropeyouhave。

Thecaptain’sbuckethasdroppedintothewell,andtheyareinwantofwater;andasallthechapsareathometodaywethinkwecangetitoutforhim。

Wehavethreecart—ropesalready,buttheywon’treachtothebottom。"

Mrs。Yeobrighttoldhimthathemighthavewhateverropeshecouldfindintheouthouse,andSamwentouttosearch。

WhenhepassedbythedoorClymjoinedhim,andaccompaniedhimtothegate。

"Isthisyoungwitch—ladygoingtostaylongatMistover?"

heasked。

"Ishouldsayso。"

"Whatacruelshametoill—useher,Shemusthavesufferedgreatly——moreinmindthaninbody。"

"’Twasagracelesstrick——suchahandsomegirl,too。

Yououghttoseeher,Mr。Yeobright,beingayoungmancomefromfar,andwithalittlemoretoshowforyouryearsthanmostofus。"

"Doyouthinkshewouldliketoteachchildren?"

saidClym。

Samshookhishead。"Quiteadifferentsortofbodyfromthat,Ireckon。"

"O,itwasmerelysomethingwhichoccurredtome。

Itwouldofcoursebenecessarytoseeherandtalkitover——notaneasything,bytheway,formyfamilyandhersarenotveryfriendly。"

"I’lltellyouhowyoumidseeher,Mr。Yeobright,"

saidSam。"Wearegoingtograppleforthebucketatsixo’clocktonightatherhouse,andyoucouldlendahand。

There’sfiveorsixcoming,butthewellisdeep,andanothermightbeuseful,ifyoudon’tmindappearinginthatshape。

She’ssuretobewalkinground。"

"I’llthinkofit,"saidYeobright;andtheyparted。

Hethoughtofitagooddeal;butnothingmorewassaidaboutEustaciainsidethehouseatthattime。

Whetherthisromanticmartyrtosuperstitionandthemelancholymummerhehadconversedwithunderthefullmoonwereoneandthesamepersonremainedasyetaproblem。

3—TheFirstActinaTimewornDramaTheafternoonwasfine,andYeobrightwalkedontheheathforanhourwithhismother。WhentheyreachedtheloftyridgewhichdividedthevalleyofBlooms—Endfromtheadjoiningvalleytheystoodstillandlookedround。

TheQuietWomanInnwasvisibleonthelowmarginoftheheathinonedirection,andafarontheotherhandroseMistoverKnap。

"YoumeantocallonThomasin?"heinquired。

"Yes。Butyouneednotcomethistime,"saidhismother。

"InthatcaseI’llbranchoffhere,Mother。IamgoingtoMistover。"

Mrs。Yeobrightturnedtohiminquiringly。

"Iamgoingtohelpthemgetthebucketoutofthecaptain’swell,"hecontinued。"AsitissoverydeepImaybeuseful。AndIshouldliketoseethisMissVye——notsomuchforhergoodlooksasforanotherreason。"

"Mustyougo?"hismotherasked。

"Ithoughtto。"

Andtheyparted。"Thereisnohelpforit,"murmuredClym’smothergloomilyashewithdrew。"Theyaresuretoseeeachother。IwishSamwouldcarryhisnewstootherhousesthanmine。"

Clym’sretreatingfiguregotsmallerandsmallerasitroseandfelloverthehillocksonhisway。

"Heistender—hearted,"saidMrs。Yeobrighttoherselfwhileshewatchedhim;"otherwiseitwouldmatterlittle。

Howhe’sgoingon!"