第9章

Thisdidnotoriginateininherentshamelessness,butinherlivingtoofarfromtheworldtofeeltheimpactofpublicopinion。ZenobiainthedesertcouldhardlyhavecaredwhatwassaidaboutheratRome。AsfarassocialethicswereconcernedEustaciaapproachedthesavagestate,thoughinemotionshewasallthewhileanepicure。

Shehadadvancedtothesecretrecessesofsensuousness,yethadhardlycrossedthethresholdofconventionality。

11—TheDishonestyofanHonestWomanThereddlemanhadleftEustacia’spresencewithdespondingviewsonThomasin’sfuturehappiness;buthewasawakenedtothefactthatoneotherchannelremaineduntriedbyseeing,ashefollowedthewaytohisvan,theformofMrs。YeobrightslowlywalkingtowardstheQuietWoman。

Hewentacrosstoher;andcouldalmostperceiveinheranxiousfacethatthisjourneyofherstoWildevewasundertakenwiththesameobjectashisowntoEustacia。

Shedidnotconcealthefact。"Then,"saidthereddleman,"youmayaswellleaveitalone,Mrs。Yeobright。"

"Ihalfthinksomyself,"shesaid。"Butnothingelseremainstobedonebesidespressingthequestionuponhim。"

"Ishouldliketosayawordfirst,"saidVennfirmly。

"Mr。WildeveisnottheonlymanwhohasaskedThomasintomarryhim;andwhyshouldnotanotherhaveachance?

Mrs。Yeobright,Ishouldbegladtomarryyourniece。

andwouldhavedoneitanytimetheselasttwoyears。

There,nowitisout,andIhavenevertoldanybodybeforebutherself。"

Mrs。Yeobrightwasnotdemonstrative,buthereyesinvoluntarilyglancedtowardshissingularthoughshapelyfigure。

"Looksarenoteverything,"saidthereddleman,noticingtheglance。"There’smanyacallingthatdon’tbringinsomuchasmine,ifitcomestomoney;andperhapsIamnotsomuchworseoffthanWildeve。Thereisnobodysopoorastheseprofessionalfellowswhohavefailed;

andifyoushouldn’tlikemyredness——well,Iamnotredbybirth,youknow;Ionlytooktothisbusinessforafreak;

andImightturnmyhandtosomethingelseingoodtime。"

"Iammuchobligedtoyouforyourinterestinmyniece;

butIfeartherewouldbeobjections。Morethanthat,sheisdevotedtothisman。"

"True;orIshouldn’thavedonewhatIhavethismorning。"

"Otherwisetherewouldbenopaininthecase,andyouwouldnotseemegoingtohishousenow。WhatwasThomasin’sanswerwhenyoutoldherofyourfeelings?"

"Shewrotethatyouwouldobjecttome;andotherthings。"

"Shewasinameasureright。Youmustnottakethisunkindly——Imerelystateitasatruth。Youhavebeengoodtoher,andwedonotforgetit。Butasshewasunwillingonherownaccounttobeyourwife,thatsettlesthepointwithoutmywishesbeingconcerned。"

"Yes。Butthereisadifferencebetweenthenandnow,ma’am。Sheisdistressednow,andIhavethoughtthatifyouweretotalktoheraboutme,andthinkfavourablyofmeyourself,theremightbeachanceofwinningherround,andgettingherquiteindependentofthisWildeve’sbackwardandforwardplay,andhisnotknowingwhetherhe’llhaveherorno。"

Mrs。Yeobrightshookherhead。"Thomasinthinks,andI

thinkwithher,thatsheoughttobeWildeve’swife,ifshemeanstoappearbeforetheworldwithoutasluruponhername。Iftheymarrysoon,everybodywillbelievethatanaccidentdidreallypreventthewedding。Ifnot,itmaycastashadeuponhercharacter——atanyratemakeherridiculous。Inshort,ifitisanyhowpossibletheymustmarrynow。"

"Ithoughtthattillhalfanhourago。But,afterall,whyshouldhergoingoffwithhimtoAngleburyforafewhoursdoheranyharm?Anybodywhoknowshowpuresheiswillfeelanysuchthoughttobequiteunjust。

IhavebeentryingthismorningtohelponthismarriagewithWildeve——yes,I,ma’am——inthebeliefthatIoughttodoit,becauseshewassowrappedupinhim。ButImuchquestionifIwasright,afterall。However,nothingcameofit。

AndnowIoffermyself。"

Mrs。Yeobrightappeareddisinclinedtoenterfurtherintothequestion。"IfearImustgoon,"shesaid。

"Idonotseethatanythingelsecanbedone。"

Andshewenton。ButthoughthisconversationdidnotdivertThomasin’sauntfromherpurposedinterviewwithWildeve,itmadeaconsiderabledifferenceinhermodeofconductingthatinterview。ShethankedGodfortheweaponwhichthereddlemanhadputintoherhands。

Wildevewasathomewhenshereachedtheinn。Heshowedhersilentlyintotheparlour,andclosedthedoor。

Mrs。Yeobrightbegan——

"Ihavethoughtitmydutytocalltoday。Anewproposalhasbeenmadetome,whichhasratherastonishedme。

ItwillaffectThomasingreatly;andIhavedecidedthatitshouldatleastbementionedtoyou。"

"Yes?Whatisit?"hesaidcivilly。

"Itis,ofcourse,inreferencetoherfuture。YoumaynotbeawarethatanothermanhasshownhimselfanxioustomarryThomasin。Now,thoughIhavenotencouragedhimyet,Icannotconscientiouslyrefusehimachanceanylonger。

Idon’twishtobeshortwithyou;butImustbefairtohimandtoher。"

"Whoistheman?"saidWildevewithsurprise。

"Onewhohasbeeninlovewithherlongerthanshehaswithyou。Heproposedtohertwoyearsago。

Atthattimesherefusedhim。"

"Well?"

"Hehasseenherlately,andhasaskedmeforpermissiontopayhisaddressestoher。Shemaynotrefusehimtwice。"

"Whatishisname?"

Mrs。Yeobrightdeclinedtosay。"HeisamanThomasinlikes,"

sheadded,"andonewhoseconstancysherespectsatleast。

Itseemstomethatwhatsherefusedthenshewouldbegladtogetnow。Sheismuchannoyedatherawkwardposition。"

"Sheneveroncetoldmeofthisoldlover。"

"ThegentlestwomenarenotsuchfoolsastoshowEVERYcard。"

"Well,ifshewantshimIsupposeshemusthavehim。"

"Itiseasyenoughtosaythat;butyoudon’tseethedifficulty。Hewantshermuchmorethanshewantshim;

andbeforeIcanencourageanythingofthesortImusthaveaclearunderstandingfromyouthatyouwillnotinterferetoinjureanarrangementwhichIpromoteinthebeliefthatitisforthebest。Suppose,whentheyareengaged,andeverythingissmoothlyarrangedfortheirmarriage,thatyoushouldstepbetweenthemandrenewyoursuit?Youmightnotwinherback,butyoumightcausemuchunhappiness。"

"OfcourseIshoulddonosuchthing,"saidWildeve"Buttheyarenotengagedyet。HowdoyouknowthatThomasinwouldaccepthim?"

"That’saquestionIhavecarefullyputtomyself;

anduponthewholetheprobabilitiesareinfavourofheracceptinghimintime。IflattermyselfthatI

havesomeinfluenceoverher。Sheispliable,andI

canbestronginmyrecommendationsofhim。"

"Andinyourdisparagementofmeatthesametime。"

"Well,youmaydependuponmynotpraisingyou,"

shesaiddrily。"Andifthisseemslikemanoeuvring,youmustrememberthatherpositionispeculiar,andthatshehasbeenhardlyused。Ishallalsobehelpedinmakingthematchbyherowndesiretoescapefromthehumiliationofherpresentstate;andawoman’sprideinthesecaseswillleadheraverygreatway。

Alittlemanagingmayberequiredtobringherround;

butIamequaltothat,providedthatyouagreetotheonethingindispensable;thatis,tomakeadistinctdeclarationthatsheistothinknomoreofyouasapossiblehusband。

Thatwillpiqueherintoacceptinghim。"

"Icanhardlysaythatjustnow,Mrs。Yeobright。

Itissosudden。"

"Andsomywholeplanisinterferedwith!Itisveryinconvenientthatyourefusetohelpmyfamilyeventothesmallextentofsayingdistinctlyyouwillhavenothingtodowithus。"

Wildevereflecteduncomfortably。"IconfessIwasnotpreparedforthis,"hesaid。"OfcourseI’llgiveherupifyouwish,ifitisnecessary。ButIthoughtImightbeherhusband。"

"Wehaveheardthatbefore。"

"Now,Mrs。Yeobright,don’tletusdisagree。Givemeafairtime。Idon’twanttostandinthewayofanybetterchanceshemayhave;onlyIwishyouhadletmeknowearlier。Iwillwritetoyouorcallinadayortwo。

Willthatsuffice?"

"Yes,"shereplied,"providedyoupromisenottocommunicatewithThomasinwithoutmyknowledge。"

"Ipromisethat,"hesaid。Andtheinterviewthenterminated,Mrs。Yeobrightreturninghomewardasshehadcome。

Byfarthegreatesteffectofhersimplestrategyonthatdaywas,asoftenhappens,inaquarterquiteoutsideherviewwhenarrangingit。Inthefirstplace,hervisitsentWildevethesameeveningafterdarktoEustacia’shouseatMistover。

Atthishourthelonelydwellingwascloselyblindedandshutteredfromthechillanddarknesswithout。

Wildeve’sclandestineplanwithherwastotakealittlegravelinhishandandholdittothecreviceatthetopofthewindowshutter,whichwasontheoutside,sothatitshouldfallwithagentlerustle,resemblingthatofamouse,betweenshutterandglass。

Thisprecautioninattractingherattentionwastoavoidarousingthesuspicionsofhergrandfather。

Thesoftwords,"Ihear;waitforme,"inEustacia’svoicefromwithintoldhimthatshewasalone。

Hewaitedinhiscustomarymannerbywalkingroundtheenclosureandidlingbythepool,forWildevewasneveraskedintothehousebyhisproudthoughcondescendingmistress。

Sheshowednosignofcomingoutinahurry。Thetimeworeon,andhebegantogrowimpatient。Inthecourseoftwentyminutessheappearedfromroundthecorner,andadvancedasifmerelytakinganairing。

"YouwouldnothavekeptmesolonghadyouknownwhatI

comeabout,"hesaidwithbitterness。"Still,youareworthwaitingfor。"

"Whathashappened?"saidEustacia。"Ididnotknowyouwereintrouble。Itooamgloomyenough。"

"Iamnotintrouble,"saidhe。"Itismerelythataffairshavecometoahead,andImusttakeaclearcourse。"

"Whatcourseisthat?"sheaskedwithattentiveinterest。

"AndcanyouforgetsosoonwhatIproposedtoyoutheothernight?Why,takeyoufromthisplace,andcarryyouawaywithmeabroad。"

"Ihavenotforgotten。Butwhyhaveyoucomesounexpectedlytorepeatthequestion,whenyouonlypromisedtocomenextSaturday?IthoughtIwastohaveplentyoftimetoconsider。"

"Yes,butthesituationisdifferentnow。"

"Explaintome。"

"Idon’twanttoexplain,forImaypainyou。"

"ButImustknowthereasonofthishurry。"

"Itissimplymyardour,dearEustacia。Everythingissmoothnow。"

"Thenwhyareyousoruffled?"

"Iamnotawareofit。Allisasitshouldbe。

Mrs。Yeobright——butsheisnothingtous。"

"Ah,Iknewshehadsomethingtodowithit!Come,Idon’tlikereserve。"

"No——shehasnothing。SheonlysaysshewishesmetogiveupThomasinbecauseanothermanisanxioustomarryher。

Thewoman,nowshenolongerneedsme,actuallyshowsoff!"

Wildeve’svexationhasescapedhiminspiteofhimself。

Eustaciawassilentalongwhile。"Youareintheawkwardpositionofanofficialwhoisnolongerwanted,"

shesaidinachangedtone。

"Itseemsso。ButIhavenotyetseenThomasin。"

"Andthatirritatesyou。Don’tdenyit,Damon。Youareactuallynettledbythisslightfromanunexpectedquarter。"

"Well?"

"Andyoucometogetmebecauseyoucannotgether。

Thisiscertainlyanewpositionaltogether。Iamtobeastop—gap。"

"PleaserememberthatIproposedthesamethingtheotherday。"

Eustaciaagainremainedinasortofstupefiedsilence。

Whatcuriousfeelingwasthiscomingoverher?WasitreallypossiblethatherinterestinWildevehadbeensoentirelytheresultofantagonismthatthegloryandthedreamdepartedfromthemanwiththefirstsoundthathewasnolongercovetedbyherrival?Shewas,then,secureofhimatlast。Thomasinnolongerrequiredhim。

Whatahumiliatingvictory!Helovedherbest,shethought;

andyet——daredshetomurmursuchtreacherouscriticismeversosoftly?——whatwasthemanworthwhomawomaninferiortoherselfdidnotvalue?Thesentimentwhichlurksmoreorlessinallanimatenature——thatofnotdesiringtheundesiredofothers——waslivelyasapassioninthesupersubtle,epicureanheartofEustacia。Hersocialsuperiorityoverhim,whichhithertohadscarcelyeverimpressedher,becameunpleasantlyinsistent,andforthefirsttimeshefeltthatshehadstoopedinlovinghim。

"Well,darling,youagree?"saidWildeve。

"IfitcouldbeLondon,orevenBudmouth,insteadofAmerica,"

shemurmuredlanguidly。"Well,Iwillthink。

Itistoogreatathingformetodecideoffhand。

IwishIhatedtheheathless——orlovedyoumore。"

"Youcanbepainfullyfrank。Youlovedmeamonthagowarmlyenoughtogoanywherewithme。"

"AndyoulovedThomasin。"

"Yes,perhapsthatwaswherethereasonlay,"hereturned,withalmostasneer。"Idon’thatehernow。"

"Exactly。Theonlythingisthatyoucannolongergether。"

"Come——notaunts,Eustacia,orweshallquarrel。

Ifyoudon’tagreetogowithme,andagreeshortly,Ishallgobymyself。"

"OrtryThomasinagain。Damon,howstrangeitseemsthatyoucouldhavemarriedherormeindifferently,andonlyhavecometomebecauseIam——cheapest!Yes,yes——itistrue。TherewasatimewhenIshouldhaveexclaimedagainstamanofthatsort,andbeenquitewild;

butitisallpastnow。"

"Willyougo,dearest?ComesecretlywithmetoBristol,marryme,andturnourbacksuponthisdog—holeofEnglandforever?SayYes。"

"Iwanttogetawayfromhereatalmostanycost,"

shesaidwithweariness,"butIdon’tliketogowithyou。

Givememoretimetodecide。"

"Ihavealready,"saidWildeve。"Well,Igiveyouonemoreweek。"

"Alittlelonger,sothatImaytellyoudecisively。

Ihavetoconsidersomanythings。FancyThomasinbeinganxioustogetridofyou!Icannotforgetit。"

"Nevermindthat。SayMondayweek。Iwillbeherepreciselyatthistime。"

"LetitbeatRainbarrow,"saidshe。"Thisistoonearhome;

mygrandfathermaybewalkingout。"

"Thankyou,dear。OnMondayweekatthistimeIwillbeattheBarrow。Tillthengood—bye。"

"Good—bye。No,no,youmustnottouchmenow。

ShakinghandsisenoughtillIhavemadeupmymind。"

Eustaciawatchedhisshadowyformtillithaddisappeared。

Sheplacedherhandtoherforeheadandbreathedheavily;

andthenherrich,romanticlipspartedunderthathomelyimpulse——ayawn。Shewasimmediatelyangryathavingbetrayedeventoherselfthepossibleevanescenceofherpassionforhim。ShecouldnotadmitatoncethatshemighthaveoverestimatedWildeve,fortoperceivehismediocritynowwastoadmitherowngreatfollyheretofore。

Andthediscoverythatshewastheownerofadispositionsopurelythatofthedoginthemangerhadsomethinginitwhichatfirstmadeherashamed。

ThefruitofMrs。Yeobright’sdiplomacywasindeedremarkable,thoughnotasyetofthekindshehadanticipated。

IthadappreciablyinfluencedWildeve,butitwasinfluencingEustaciafarmore。Herloverwasnolongertoheranexcitingmanwhommanywomenstrovefor,andherselfcouldonlyretainbystrivingwiththem。

Hewasasuperfluity。

Shewentindoorsinthatpeculiarstateofmiserywhichisnotexactlygrief,andwhichespeciallyattendsthedawningsofreasoninthelatterdaysofanill—judged,transientlove。Tobeconsciousthattheendofthedreamisapproaching,andyethasnotabsolutelycome,isoneofthemostwearisomeaswellasthemostcuriousstagesalongthecoursebetweenthebeginningofapassionanditsend。

Hergrandfatherhadreturned,andwasbusilyengagedinpouringsomegallonsofnewlyarrivedrumintothesquarebottlesofhissquarecellaret。WheneverthesehomesupplieswereexhaustedhewouldgototheQuietWoman,and,standingwithhisbacktothefire,groginhand,tellremarkablestoriesofhowhehadlivedsevenyearsunderthewaterlineofhisship,andothernavalwonders,tothenatives,whohopedtooearnestlyforatreatofalefromthetellertoexhibitanydoubtsofhistruth。

Hehadbeentherethisevening。"IsupposeyouhaveheardtheEgdonnews,Eustacia?"hesaid,withoutlookingupfromthebottles。"ThemenhavebeentalkingaboutitattheWomanasifitwereofnationalimportance。"

"Ihaveheardnone,"shesaid。

"YoungClymYeobright,astheycallhim,iscominghomenextweektospendChristmaswithhismother。

Heisafinefellowbythistime,itseems。Isupposeyourememberhim?"

"Ineversawhiminmylife。"

"Ah,true;heleftbeforeyoucamehere。Iwellrememberhimasapromisingboy。"

"Wherehashebeenlivingalltheseyears?"

"Inthatrookeryofpompandvanity,Paris,Ibelieve。"

bookthreeTHEFASCINATION

1—"MyMindtoMeaKingdomIs"

InClymYeobright’sfacecouldbedimlyseenthetypicalcountenanceofthefuture。Shouldtherebeaclassicperiodtoarthereafter,itsPheidiasmayproducesuchfaces。

Theviewoflifeasathingtobeputupwith,replacingthatzestforexistencewhichwassointenseinearlycivilizations,mustultimatelyentersothoroughlyintotheconstitutionoftheadvancedracesthatitsfacialexpressionwillbecomeacceptedasanewartisticdeparture。Peoplealreadyfeelthatamanwholiveswithoutdisturbingacurveoffeature,orsettingamarkofmentalconcernanywhereuponhimself,istoofarremovedfrommodernperceptivenesstobeamoderntype。Physicallybeautifulmen——thegloryoftheracewhenitwasyoung——arealmostananachronismnow;

andwemaywonderwhether,atsometimeorother,physicallybeautifulwomenmaynotbeananachronismlikewise。

ThetruthseemstobethatalonglineofdisillusivecenturieshaspermanentlydisplacedtheHellenicideaoflife,orwhateveritmaybecalled。WhattheGreeksonlysuspectedweknowwell;whattheirAeschylusimaginedournurserychildrenfeel。Thatold—fashionedrevellinginthegeneralsituationgrowslessandlesspossibleasweuncoverthedefectsofnaturallaws,andseethequandarythatmanisinbytheiroperation。

ThelineamentswhichwillgetembodiedinidealsbaseduponthisnewrecognitionwillprobablybeakintothoseofYeobright。Theobserver’seyewasarrested,notbyhisfaceasapicture,butbyhisfaceasapage;

notbywhatitwas,butbywhatitrecorded。Hisfeatureswereattractiveinthelightofsymbols,assoundsintrinsicallycommonbecomeattractiveinlanguage,andasshapesintrinsicallysimplebecomeinterestinginwriting。

Hehadbeenaladofwhomsomethingwasexpected。

Beyondthisallhadbeenchaos。Thathewouldbesuccessfulinanoriginalway,orthathewouldgotothedogsinanoriginalway,seemedequallyprobable。

Theonlyabsolutecertaintyabouthimwasthathewouldnotstandstillinthecircumstancesamidwhichhewasborn。

Hence,whenhisnamewascasuallymentionedbyneighbouringyeomen,thelistenersaid,"Ah,ClymYeobright——whatishedoingnow?"Whentheinstinctivequestionaboutapersonis,Whatishedoing?itisfeltthathewillbefoundtobe,likemostofus,doingnothinginparticular。Thereisanindefinitesensethathemustbeinvadingsomeregionofsingularity,goodorbad。Thedevouthopeisthatheisdoingwell。Thesecretfaithisthatheismakingamessofit。Halfadozencomfortablemarket—men,whowerehabitualcallersattheQuietWomanastheypassedbyintheircarts,werepartialtothetopic。Infact,thoughtheywerenotEgdonmen,theycouldhardlyavoiditwhiletheysuckedtheirlongclaytubesandregardedtheheaththroughthewindow。Clymhadbeensoinwovenwiththeheathinhisboyhoodthathardlyanybodycouldlookuponitwithoutthinkingofhim。Sothesubjectrecurred:ifheweremakingafortuneandaname,somuchthebetterforhim;ifheweremakingatragicalfigureintheworld,somuchthebetterforanarrative。

ThefactwasthatYeobright’sfamehadspreadtoanawkwardextentbeforehelefthome。"Itisbadwhenyourfameoutrunsyourmeans,"saidtheSpanishJesuitGracian。

AttheageofsixhehadaskedaScriptureriddle:"Whowasthefirstmanknowntowearbreeches?"andapplausehadresoundedfromtheveryvergeoftheheath。AtsevenhepaintedtheBattleofWaterloowithtiger—lilypollenandblack—currantjuice,intheabsenceofwater—colours。Bythetimehereachedtwelvehehadinthismannerbeenheardofasartistandscholarforatleasttwomilesround。

Anindividualwhosefamespreadsthreeorfourthousandyardsinthetimetakenbythefameofotherssimilarlysituatedtotravelsixoreighthundred,mustofnecessityhavesomethinginhim。PossiblyClym’sfame,likeHomer’s,owedsomethingtotheaccidentsofhissituation;

neverthelessfamoushewas。

Hegrewupandwashelpedoutinlife。ThatwaggeryoffatewhichstartedCliveasawritingclerk,Gayasalinen—draper,Keatsasasurgeon,andathousandothersinathousandotheroddways,banishedthewildandasceticheathladtoatradewhosesoleconcernwaswiththeespecialsymbolsofself—indulgenceandvainglory。

Thedetailsofthischoiceofabusinessforhimitisnotnecessarytogive。Atthedeathofhisfatheraneighbouringgentlemanhadkindlyundertakentogivetheboyastart,andthisassumedtheformofsendinghimtoBudmouth。

Yeobrightdidnotwishtogothere,butitwastheonlyfeasibleopening。ThencehewenttoLondon;andthence,shortlyafter,toParis,wherehehadremainedtillnow。

Somethingbeingexpectedofhim,hehadnotbeenathomemanydaysbeforeagreatcuriosityastowhyhestayedonsolongbegantoariseintheheath。Thenaturaltermofaholidayhadpassed,yethestillremained。

OntheSundaymorningfollowingtheweekofThomasin’smarriageadiscussiononthissubjectwasinprogressatahair—cuttingbeforeFairway’shouse。Herethelocalbarberingwasalwaysdoneatthishouronthisday,tobefollowedbythegreatSundaywashoftheinhabitantsatnoon,whichinitsturnwasfollowedbythegreatSundaydressinganhourlater。OnEgdonHeathSundayproperdidnotbegintilldinner—time,andeventhenitwasasomewhatbatteredspecimenoftheday。