第6章

MorninghadbeenforsomewhileastirinMedicineBowbeforeI

leftmyquilts。Thenewdayanditsdoingsbeganaroundmeinthestore,chieflyatthegrocerycounter。Dry-goodswerenotingreatrequest。Theearlyrisingcow-boyswereoffagaintotheirwork;andthosetowhomtheirnight’sholidayhadleftanydollarswerespendingthesefortobacco,orcartridges,orcannedprovisionsforthejourneytotheirdistantcamps。Sardineswerecalledfor,andpottedchicken,anddevilledham:asophisticatednourishment,atfirstsight,forthesesonsofthesage-brush。

Butportableready-madefoodplaysofnecessityagreatpartintheopeningofanewcountry。ThesepicnicpotsandcanswerethefirstofhertrophiesthatCivilizationdroppeduponWyoming’svirginsoil。Thecow-boyisnowgonetoworldsinvisible;thewindhasblownawaythewhiteashesofhiscamp-fires;buttheemptysardineboxliesrustingoverthefaceoftheWesternearth。

SothroughmyeyeshalfclosedIwatchedthesaleofthesetins,andgrewfamiliarwiththeham’sinevitabletrade-mark——thatlabelwiththedevilandhishornsandhoofsandtailverypronounced,allcoloredasultryprodigiousscarlet。Andwheneachhorsemanhadmadehispurchase,hewouldtrailhisspursoverthefloor,andpresentlythesoundofhishorse’shoofswouldbethelastofhim。Throughmydozingattentioncamevariousfragmentsoftalk,andsometimesusefulbitsofknowledge。Forinstance,Ilearnedthetruevalueoftomatoesinthiscountry。Onefellowwasbuyingtwocansofthem。

“MeadowCreekdryalready?“commentedtheproprietor。

“Beendrytendays,“theyoungcow-boyinformedhim。Anditappearedthatalongtheroadhewasgoing,waterwouldnotbereachedmuchbeforesundown,becausethisMeadowCreekhadceasedtorun。Histomatoeswerefordrink。Andthustheyhaverefreshedmemanytimessince。

“Nobeer?“suggestedtheproprietor。

Theboymadeashudderingface。“Don’tsayitsnametome!“heexclaimed。“Icouldn’tholdmybreakfastdown。“Heranghissilvermoneyuponthecounter。“I’vesworeoffforthreemonths,“

hestated。“I’mgoingtobeaspureasthesnow!“Andawayhewentjinglingoutofthedoor,torideseventy-fivemiles。Threemoremonthsofhard,unshelteredwork,andhewouldrideintotownagain,withhisadolescentbloodcryingaloudforitsown。

“I’mobliged,“saidanewvoice,rousingmefromanewdoze。

“She’seasierthismorning,sincethemedicine。“Thiswastheengineer,whosesickwifehadbroughtahushoverMedicineBow’srioting。“I’llgiveherthemflowerssoonasshewakes,“headded。

“Flowers?“repeatedtheproprietor。

“Youdidn’tleavethatbunchatourdoor?“

“WishI’dthoughttodoit。“

“Shelikestoseeflowers,“saidtheengineer。Andhewalkedoutslowly,withhisthanksunachieved。HereturnedatoncewiththeVirginian;forinthebandoftheVirginian’shatweretwoorthreeblossoms。

“Itdon’tneedmentioning,“theSouthernerwassaying,embarrassedbyanyexpressionofthanks。“Ifwehadknowedlastnight——“

“Youdidn’tdisturbherany,“brokeintheengineer。“She’seasierthismorning。I’lltellheraboutthemflowers。“

“Why,itdon’tneedmentioning,“theVirginianagainprotested,almostcrossly。“Thelittlethingslookedkindo’fresh,andI

justpickedthem。“Hiseyenowfelluponme,whereIlayuponthecounter。“Ireckonbreakfastwillbegettingthrough,“heremarked。

Iwassoonatthewashtrough。Itwasonlyhalf-pastsix,butmanyhadbeenbeforeme,——oneglanceattheroller-toweltoldmethat。Iwasafraidtoaskthelandladyforacleanone,andsoI

foundafreshhandkerchief,andaccomplishedasparingtoilet。Inthemidstofthisthedrummersjoinedme,onebyone,andtheyusedthedegradedtowelwithouthesitation。Inawaytheyhadthebestofme;filthwasnothingtothem。

ThelatestrisersinMedicineBow,wesatatbreakfasttogether;

andtheyessayedsomelightfamiliaritieswiththelandlady。Buttheseexperimentswerefailures。Hereyesdidnotsee,nordidherearshearthem。Shebroughtthecoffeeandthebaconwithasedatenessthatproprietyitselfcouldscarcehavesurpassed。Yetimproprietylurkednoiselesslyalloverher。Youcouldnothavespecifiedhow;itwasinterblendedwithhersumtotal。Silencewasherapparenthabitandherweapon;buttheAmericandrummerfoundthatshecouldspeaktothepointwhenneedcameforthis。

Duringthemealhehadpraisedhergoldenhair。Itwasgoldenindeed,andworthahighcompliment;buthiskinddispleasedher。

Shehadletitpass,however,withnomorethanacoolstare。Butontakinghisleave,whenhecametopayforthemeal,hepushedittoofar。

“Pitythismustbeourlast,“hesaid;andasitbroughtnoanswer,“Evertravel?“heinquired。“WhereIgo,there’sroomforapairofus。“

“Thenyou’dbetterfindanotherjackass,“sherepliedquietly。

IwasgladthatIhadnotaskedforacleantowel。

FromthecommercialtravellersInowseparatedmyself,andwanderedaloneinpleasurableaimlessness。Itwasseveno’clock。

MedicineBowstoodvoicelessandunpeopled。Thecow-boyshadmeltedaway。Theinhabitantswereindoors,pursuingthebusinessortheidlenessoftheforenoon。Visiblemotiontherewasnone。

NoshelluponthedrysandscouldliemorelifelessthanMedicineBow。Lookinginatthestore,Isawtheproprietorsittingwithhispipeextinct。Lookinginatthesaloon,Isawthedealerdealingdumblytohimself。Upintheskytherewasnotacloudnorabird,andontheearththelighteststrawlaybecalmed。

OnceIsawtheVirginianatanopendoor,wherethegolden-hairedlandladystoodtalkingwithhim。SometimesIstrolledinthetown,andsometimesoutontheplainIlaydownwithmydaydreamsinthesagebrush。Paleherdsofantelopewereinthedistance,andnearbythedemureprairie-dogssatupandscrutinizedme。Steve,Trampas,theriotofhorsemen,mylosttrunk,UncleHughey,withhisabortivebrides——allthingsmergedinmythoughtsinahuge,deliciousindifference。Itwaslikeswimmingslowlyatrandominanoceanthatwassmooth,andneithertoocoolnortoowarm。AndbeforeIknewit,fivelazyimperceptiblehourshadgonethus。TherewastheUnionPacifictrain,comingasiffromshoresforgotten。

Itsapproachwassilentandlongdrawnout。Ieasilyreachedtownandtheplatformbeforeithadfinishedwateringatthetank。Itmovedup,madeashorthalt,Isawmytrunkcomeoutofit,andthenitmovedawaysilentlyasithadcome,smokinganddwindlingintodistanceunknown。

Besidemytrunkwasoneother,tiedextravagantlywithwhiteribbon。Theflutteringbowscaughtmyattention,andnowI

suddenlysawaperfectlynewsight。TheVirginianwasfurtherdowntheplatform,doubledupwithlaughing。Itwasgoodtoknowthatwithsufficientcausehecouldlaughlikethis;asmilehadthusfarbeenhislimitofexternalmirth。Ricenowflewagainstmyhat,andhissinggustsofricespoutedontheplatform。AllthemenleftinMedicineBowappearedlikemagic,andmorericechokedtheatmosphere。Throughthegeneralclamoracrackedvoicesaid,“Don’thitherintheeye,boys!“andUncleHugheyrushedproudlybymewithanactualwifeonhisarm。Shecouldeasilyhavebeenhisgranddaughter。Theygotatonceintoavehicle。Thetrunkwasliftedinbehind。Andamidcheers,rice,shoes,andbroadfelicitations,thepairdroveoutoftown,UncleHugheyshriekingtothehorsesandthebridewavingunabashedadieus。

ThewordhadcomeoverthewiresfromLaramie:“UncleHugheyhasmadeitthistime。Expecthimonto-day’snumbertwo。“AndMedicineBowhadexpectedhim。

Manywordsaroseonthedepartureofthenew-marriedcouple。

“Who’sshe?“

“What’shegotforher?“

“GotagoldmineupBearCreek。“

Andaftercommentandprophecy,MedicineBowreturnedtoitsdinner。

Thismealwasmylasthereforalongwhile。TheVirginian’sresponsibilitynowreturned;dutydrovetheJudge’strustworthymantotakecareofmeagain。Hehadnotoncesoughtmysocietyofhisownaccord;hisdistasteforwhathesupposedmetobe(I

don’texactlyknowwhatthiswas)remainedunshaken。Ihavethoughtthatmattersofdressandspeechshouldnotcarrywiththemsomuchmistrustinourdemocracy;thievesarepresumedinnocentuntilprovedguilty,butastarchedcollariscondemnedatonce。PerfectcivilityandobligingnessIcertainlydidreceivefromtheVirginian,onlynotawordoffellowship。Heharnessedthehorses,gotmytrunk,andgavemesomeadviceabouttakingprovisionsforourjourney,somethingmorepalatablethanwhatfoodweshouldfindalongtheroad。Itwaswellthoughtof,andIboughtquiteaparcelofdainties,feelingthathewoulddespiseboththemandme。AndthusItookmyseatbesidehim,wonderingwhatweshouldmanagetotalkaboutfortwohundredandsixty-threemiles。

FarewellinthosedayswasnotsaidinCattleLand。Acquaintanceswatchedourdeparturewithanodorwithnothing,andthenearestapproachto“Good-by“wastheproprietor’s“So-long。“ButI

caughtsightofonefarewellgivenwithoutwords。

Aswedrovebytheeating-house,theshadeofasidewindowwasraised,andthelandladylookedherlastupontheVirginian。Herlipswerefaintlyparted,andnowoman’seyeseversaidmoreplainly,“Iamoneofyourpossessions。“Shehadforgottenthatitmightbeseen。Herglancecaughtmine,andshebackedintothedimnessoftheroom。Whatlookshemayhavereceivedfromhim,ifhegaveheranyatthistoopublicmoment,Icouldnottell。Hiseyesseemedtobeuponthehorses,andhedrovewiththesamemasteringeasethathadropedthewildponyyesterday。WepassedtherampartsofMedicineBow,——thickheapsandfringesoftincans,andshelvingmoundsofbottlescastoutofthesaloons。Thesunstrucktheseatahundredglitteringpoints。Andinamomentwewereinthecleanplains,withtheprairie-dogsandthepaleherdsofantelope。Thegreat,stillairbathedus,pureaswaterandstrongaswine;thesunlightfloodedtheworld;andshininguponthebreastoftheVirginian’sflannelshirtlayalonggoldthreadofhair!ThenoisyAmericandrummerhadmetdefeat,butthissilentfreelancehadbeeneasilyvictorious。

Itmusthavebeenfivemilesthatwetravelledinsilence,losingandseeingthehorizonamongtheceaselesswavesoftheearth。

ThenIlookedback,andtherewasMedicineBow,seeminglyastone’sthrowbehindus。Itwasafullhalf-hourbeforeIlookedbackagain,andtheresureenoughwasalwaysMedicineBow。Asizeortwosmaller,Iwilladmit,butvisibleineveryfeature,likesomethingseenthroughthewrongendofafieldglass。TheEast-boundexpresswasapproachingthetown,andInoticedthewhitesteamfromitswhistle;butwhenthesoundreachedus,thetrainhadalmoststopped。Andinreplytomycommentuponthis,theVirginiandeignedtoremarkthatitwasmoresoinArizona。

“AmancometoArizona,“hesaid,“withoneofthemtelescopestostudytheheavenlybodies。HewasaYankee,seh,andarightsmartone,too。Andonenightwewaswatchin’forsomelittleoldfallin’starsthathesaidwasdue,andIsawsomelightsmovin’

alongacrossthemesaprettylively,an’Isangout。Buthetoldmeitwasjustthetrain。AndItoldhimIdidn’tknowyu’couldseethecyarsthatplainfromhisplace,’Yu’canseethem,’hesaidtome,’butitislas’night’scyarsyou’relookin’at。’“AtthispointtheVirginianspokeseverelytooneofthehorses。“Ofcourse,“hethenresumedtome,“thatYankeemandidnotmeanquiteallhesaid——You,Buck!“heagainbrokeoffsuddenlytothehorse。“ButArizona,seh,“hecontinued,“itcert’nlyhasamos’deceivin’atmospheah。Anothermantoldmehehadseenaladycloseoneeyeathimwhenhewastwominuteshardrunfromher。“

ThistimetheVirginiangaveBuckthewhip。

“Whateffect,“Iinquiredwithagravityequaltohisown,“doesthisextraordinaryforeshorteninghaveuponaquartofwhiskey?“

“Whenit’soutsideyu’,seh,nodistancelookstoofartogotoit。“

Heglancedatmewithaneyethatheldmoreconfidencethanhithertohehadbeenabletofeelinme。Ihadmadeonestepinhisapproval。ButIhadmanyyettogo。Thisdayhepreferredhisownthoughtstomyconversation,andsohedidallthedaysofthisfirstjourney;whileIshouldhavegreatlypreferredhisconversationtomythoughts。HedismissedsomeattemptsthatI

madeuponthesubjectofUncleHugheysothatIhadnotthecouragetotouchuponTrampas,andthatchillbriefcollisionwhichmighthavestruckthesparkofdeath。Trampas!IhadforgottenhimtillthissilentdriveIwasbeginning。IwonderedifIshouldeverseehim,orSteve,oranyofthosepeopleagain。

AndthiswonderIexpressedaloud。