第4章

Onethingatleastwasobvious:shewasnotmadetobelookedatthus。Thereddlemanhadappearedconsciousofasmuch,and,whileMrs。Yeobrightlookedinuponher,hecasthiseyesasidewithadelicacywhichwellbecamehim。

Thesleeperapparentlythoughtsotoo,forthenextmomentsheopenedherown。

Thelipsthenpartedwithsomethingofanticipation,somethingmoreofdoubt;andherseveralthoughtsandfractionsofthoughts,assignalledbythechangesonherface,wereexhibitedbythelighttotheutmostnicety。

Aningenuous,transparentlifewasdisclosed,asiftheflowofherexistencecouldbeseenpassingwithinher。

Sheunderstoodthesceneinamoment。

"Oyes,itisI,Aunt,"shecried。"Iknowhowfrightenedyouare,andhowyoucannotbelieveit;butallthesame,itisIwhohavecomehomelikethis!"

"Tamsin,Tamsin!"saidMrs。Yeobright,stoopingovertheyoungwomanandkissingher。"Omydeargirl!"

Thomasinwasnowonthevergeofasob,butbyanunexpectedself—commandsheutterednosound。Withagentlepantingbreathshesatupright。

"Ididnotexpecttoseeyouinthisstate,anymorethanyoume,"shewentonquickly。"WhereamI,Aunt?"

"Nearlyhome,mydear。InEgdonBottom。Whatdreadfulthingisit?"

"I’lltellyouinamoment。Sonear,arewe?ThenI

willgetoutandwalk。Iwanttogohomebythepath。"

"Butthiskindmanwhohasdonesomuchwill,Iamsure,takeyourightontomyhouse?"saidtheaunt,turningtothereddleman,whohadwithdrawnfromthefrontofthevanontheawakeningofthegirl,andstoodintheroad。

"Whyshouldyouthinkitnecessarytoaskme?Iwill,ofcourse,"saidhe。

"Heisindeedkind,"murmuredThomasin。"Iwasonceacquaintedwithhim,Aunt,andwhenIsawhimtodayIthoughtIshouldpreferhisvantoanyconveyanceofastranger。

ButI’llwalknow。Reddleman,stopthehorses,please。"

Themanregardedherwithtenderreluctance,butstoppedthemAuntandniecethendescendedfromthevan,Mrs。Yeobrightsayingtoitsowner,"Iquiterecognizeyounow。

Whatmadeyouchangefromthenicebusinessyourfatherleftyou?"

"Well,Idid,"hesaid,andlookedatThomasin,whoblushedalittle。"Thenyou’llnotbewantingmeanymoretonight,ma’am?"

Mrs。Yeobrightglancedaroundatthedarksky,atthehills,attheperishingbonfires,andatthelightedwindowoftheinntheyhadneared。"Ithinknot,"shesaid,"sinceThomasinwishestowalk。Wecansoonrunupthepathandreachhome——weknowitwell。"

Andafterafewfurtherwordstheyparted,thereddlemanmovingonwardswithhisvan,andthetwowomenremainingstandingintheroad。Assoonasthevehicleanditsdriverhadwithdrawnsofarastobebeyondallpossiblereachofhervoice,Mrs。Yeobrightturnedtoherniece。

"Now,Thomasin,"shesaidsternly,"what’sthemeaningofthisdisgracefulperformance?"

5—PerplexityamongHonestPeopleThomasinlookedasifquiteovercomebyheraunt’schangeofmanner。"Itmeansjustwhatitseemstomean:I

am——notmarried,"sherepliedfaintly。"Excuseme——forhumiliatingyou,Aunt,bythismishap——Iamsorryforit。

ButIcannothelpit。"

"Me?Thinkofyourselffirst。"

"Itwasnobody’sfault。Whenwegottheretheparsonwouldn’tmarryusbecauseofsometriflingirregularityinthelicense。"

"Whatirregularity?"

"Idon’tknow。Mr。Wildevecanexplain。IdidnotthinkwhenIwentawaythismorningthatIshouldcomebacklikethis。"Itbeingdark,Thomasinallowedheremotiontoescapeherbythesilentwayoftears,whichcouldrolldownhercheekunseen。

"Icouldalmostsaythatitservesyouright——ifIdidnotfeelthatyoudon’tdeserveit,"continuedMrs。Yeobright,who,possessingtwodistinctmoodsinclosecontiguity,agentlemoodandanangry,flewfromonetotheotherwithouttheleastwarning。"Remember,Thomasin,thisbusinesswasnoneofmyseeking;fromtheveryfirst,whenyoubegantofeelfoolishaboutthatman,Iwarnedyouhewouldnotmakeyouhappy。IfeltitsostronglythatIdidwhatIwouldneverhavebelievedmyselfcapableofdoing——stoodupinthechurch,andmademyselfthepublictalkforweeks。Buthavingonceconsented,Idon’tsubmittothesefancieswithoutgoodreason。

Marryhimyoumustafterthis。"

"DoyouthinkIwishtodootherwiseforonemoment?"

saidThomasin,withaheavysigh。"Iknowhowwrongitwasofmetolovehim,butdon’tpainmebytalkinglikethat,Aunt!Youwouldnothavehadmestaytherewithhim,wouldyou?——andyourhouseistheonlyhomeI

havetoreturnto。Hesayswecanbemarriedinadayortwo。"

"Iwishhehadneverseenyou。"

"Verywell;thenIwillbethemiserablestwomanintheworld,andnotlethimseemeagain。No,Iwon’thavehim!"

"Itistoolatetospeakso。Comewithme。Iamgoingtotheinntoseeifhehasreturned。OfcourseIshallgettothebottomofthisstoryatonce。

Mr。Wildevemustnotsupposehecanplaytricksuponme,oranybelongingtome。"

"Itwasnotthat。Thelicensewaswrong,andhecouldn’tgetanotherthesameday。Hewilltellyouinamomenthowitwas,ifhecomes。"

"Whydidn’thebringyouback?"

"Thatwasme!"againsobbedThomasin。"WhenIfoundwecouldnotbemarriedIdidn’tliketocomebackwithhim,andIwasveryill。ThenIsawDiggoryVenn,andwasgladtogethimtotakemehome。Icannotexplainitanybetter,andyoumustbeangrywithmeifyouwill。"

"Ishallseeaboutthat,"saidMrs。Yeobright;andtheyturnedtowardstheinn,knownintheneighbourhoodastheQuietWoman,thesignofwhichrepresentedthefigureofamatroncarryingherheadunderherarm,beneathwhichgruesomedesignwaswrittenthecoupletsowellknowntofrequentersoftheinn:——

SINCETHEWOMAN’SQUIET

LETNOMANBREEDARIOT。[1]

[1]Theinnwhichreallyborethissignandlegendstoodsomemilestothenorthwestofthepresentscene,whereinthehousemoreimmediatelyreferredtoisnownolongeraninn;andthesurroundingsaremuchchanged。

Butanotherinn,someofwhosefeaturesarealsoembodiedinthisdescription,theREDLIONatWinfrith,stillremainsasahavenforthewayfarer(1912)。

ThefrontofthehousewastowardstheheathandRainbarrow,whosedarkshapeseemedtothreatenitfromthesky。

Uponthedoorwasaneglectedbrassplate,bearingtheunexpectedinscription,"Mr。Wildeve,Engineer"——auselessyetcherishedrelicfromthetimewhenhehadbeenstartedinthatprofessioninanofficeatBudmouthbythosewhohadhopedmuchfromhim,andhadbeendisappointed。

Thegardenwasattheback,andbehindthisranastilldeepstream,formingthemarginoftheheathinthatdirection,meadow—landappearingbeyondthestream。

Butthethickobscuritypermittedonlyskylinestobevisibleofanysceneatpresent。Thewateratthebackofthehousecouldbeheard,idlyspinningwhirpoolsinitscreepbetweentherowsofdryfeather—headedreedswhichformedastockadealongeachbank。Theirpresencewasdenotedbysoundsasofacongregationprayinghumbly,producedbytheirrubbingagainsteachotherintheslowwind。

Thewindow,whencethecandlelighthadshoneupthevaletotheeyesofthebonfiregroup,wasuncurtained,butthesilllaytoohighforapedestrianontheoutsidetolookoveritintotheroom。Avastshadow,inwhichcouldbedimlytracedportionsofamasculinecontour,blottedhalftheceiling。

"Heseemstobeathome,"saidMrs。Yeobright。

"MustIcomein,too,Aunt?"askedThomasinfaintly。

"Isupposenot;itwouldbewrong。"

"Youmustcome,certainly——toconfronthim,sothathemaymakenofalserepresentationstome。Weshallnotbefiveminutesinthehouse,andthenwe’llwalkhome。"

Enteringtheopenpassage,shetappedatthedooroftheprivateparlour,unfastenedit,andlookedin。

ThebackandshouldersofamancamebetweenMrs。Yeobright’seyesandthefire。Wildeve,whoseformitwas,immediatelyturned,arose,andadvancedtomeethisvisitors。

Hewasquiteayoungman,andofthetwoproperties,formandmotion,thelatterfirstattractedtheeyeinhim。Thegraceofhismovementwassingular——itwasthepantomimicexpressionofalady—killingcareer。

Nextcameintonoticethemorematerialqualities,amongwhichwasaprofusecropofhairimpendingoverthetopofhisface,lendingtohisforeheadthehigh—corneredoutlineofanearlyGothicshield;

andaneckwhichwassmoothandroundasacylinder。

Thelowerhalfofhisfigurewasoflightbuild。

Altogetherhewasoneinwhomnomanwouldhaveseenanythingtoadmire,andinwhomnowomanwouldhaveseenanythingtodislike。

Hediscernedtheyounggirl’sforminthepassage,andsaid,"Thomasin,then,hasreachedhome。

Howcouldyouleavemeinthatway,darling?"AndturningtoMrs。Yeobright——"Itwasuselesstoarguewithher。

Shewouldgo,andgoalone。"

"Butwhat’sthemeaningofitall?"demandedMrs。Yeobrighthaughtily。

"Takeaseat,"saidWildeve,placingchairsforthetwowomen。

"Well,itwasaverystupidmistake,butsuchmistakeswillhappen。ThelicensewasuselessatAnglebury。

ItwasmadeoutforBudmouth,butasIdidn’treaditI

wasn’tawareofthat。"

"ButyouhadbeenstayingatAnglebury?"

"No。IhadbeenatBudmouth——tilltwodaysago——andthatwaswhereIhadintendedtotakeher;butwhenIcametofetchherwedecideduponAnglebury,forgettingthatanewlicensewouldbenecessary。

TherewasnottimetogettoBudmouthafterwards。"

"Ithinkyouareverymuchtoblame,"saidMrs。Yeobright。

"ItwasquitemyfaultwechoseAnglebury,"Thomasinpleaded。

"IproposeditbecauseIwasnotknownthere。"

"IknowsowellthatIamtoblamethatyouneednotremindmeofit,"repliedWildeveshortly。

"Suchthingsdon’thappenfornothing,"saidtheaunt。

"Itisagreatslighttomeandmyfamily;andwhenitgetsknowntherewillbeaveryunpleasanttimeforus。

Howcanshelookherfriendsinthefacetomorrow?Itisaverygreatinjury,andoneIcannoteasilyforgive。

Itmayevenreflectonhercharacter。"

"Nonsense,"saidWildeve。

Thomasin’slargeeyeshadflownfromthefaceofonetothefaceoftheotherduringthisdiscussion,andshenowsaidanxiously,"Willyouallowme,Aunt,totalkitoveralonewithDamonforfiveminutes?Willyou,Damon?"

"Certainly,dear,"saidWildeve,"ifyourauntwillexcuseus。"

Heledherintoanadjoiningroom,leavingMrs。Yeobrightbythefire。

Assoonastheywerealone,andthedoorclosed,Thomasinsaid,turningupherpale,tearfulfacetohim,"Itiskillingme,this,Damon!IdidnotmeantopartfromyouinangeratAngleburythismorning;

butIwasfrightenedandhardlyknewwhatIsaid。

I’venotletAuntknowhowmuchIsufferedtoday;anditissohardtocommandmyfaceandvoice,andtosmileasifitwereaslightthingtome;butItrytodoso,thatshemaynotbestillmoreindignantwithyou。

Iknowyoucouldnothelpit,dear,whateverAuntmaythink。"

"Sheisveryunpleasant。"

"Yes,"Thomasinmurmured,"andIsupposeIseemsonow……Damon,whatdoyoumeantodoaboutme?"

"Doaboutyou?"

"Yes。Thosewhodon’tlikeyouwhisperthingswhichatmomentsmakemedoubtyou。Wemeantomarry,Isuppose,don’twe?"

"Ofcoursewedo。WehaveonlytogotoBudmouthonMonday,andwemarryatonce。"

"Thendoletusgo!——ODamon,whatyoumakemesay!"

Shehidherfaceinherhandkerchief。"HereamIaskingyoutomarryme,whenbyrightsyououghttobeonyourkneesimploringme,yourcruelmistress,nottorefuseyou,andsayingitwouldbreakyourheartifIdid。

Iusedtothinkitwouldbeprettyandsweetlikethat;

buthowdifferent!"

"Yes,reallifeisneveratalllikethat。"

"ButIdon’tcarepersonallyifitnevertakesplace,"

sheaddedwithalittledignity;"no,Icanlivewithoutyou。

ItisAuntIthinkof。Sheissoproud,andthinkssomuchofherfamilyrespectability,thatshewillbecutdownwithmortificationifthisstoryshouldgetabroadbefore——itisdone。MycousinClym,too,willbemuchwounded。"

"Thenhewillbeveryunreasonable。Infact,youareallratherunreasonable。"

Thomasincolouredalittle,andnotwithlove。Butwhateverthemomentaryfeelingwhichcausedthatflushinher,itwentasitcame,andshehumblysaid,"Inevermeantobe,ifIcanhelpit。Imerelyfeelthatyouhavemyaunttosomeextentinyourpoweratlast。"

"Asamatterofjusticeitisalmostduetome,"saidWildeve。

"ThinkwhatIhavegonethroughtowinherconsent;

theinsultthatitistoanymantohavethebannsforbidden——thedoubleinsulttoamanunluckyenoughtobecursedwithsensitiveness,andbluedemons,andHeavenknowswhat,asIam。Icanneverforgetthosebanns。

AharshermanwouldrejoicenowinthepowerIhaveofturninguponyourauntbygoingnofurtherinthebusiness。"

Shelookedwistfullyathimwithhersorrowfuleyesashesaidthosewords,andheraspectshowedthatmorethanonepersonintheroomcoulddeplorethepossessionofsensitiveness。

Seeingthatshewasreallysufferingheseemeddisturbedandadded,"Thisismerelyareflectionyouknow。

Ihavenottheleastintentiontorefusetocompletethemarriage,Tamsiemine——Icouldnotbearit。"

"Youcouldnot,Iknow!"saidthefairgirl,brightening。

"You,whocannotbearthesightofpaininevenaninsect,oranydisagreeablesound,orunpleasantsmelleven,willnotlongcausepaintomeandmine。"

"Iwillnot,ifIcanhelpit。"

"Yourhanduponit,Damon。"

Hecarelesslygaveherhishand。

"Ah,bymycrown,what’sthat?"hesaidsuddenly。

Therefellupontheirearsthesoundofnumerousvoicessinginginfrontofthehouse。Amongthese,twomadethemselvesprominentbytheirpeculiarity:onewasaverystrongbass,theotherawheezythinpiping。

ThomasinrecognizedthemasbelongingtoTimothyFairwayandGrandferCantlerespectively。

"Whatdoesitmean——itisnotskimmity—riding,Ihope?"

shesaid,withafrightenedgazeatWildeve。

"Ofcoursenot;no,itisthattheheath—folkhavecometosingtousawelcome。Thisisintolerable!"Hebeganpacingabout,themenoutsidesingingcheerily——

"Hetold’herthatshe’wasthejoy’ofhislife’,Andif’

she’dcon—sent’hewouldmakeherhiswife’;Shecould’

notrefuse’him;tochurch’sotheywent’,YoungWillwasforgot’,andyoungSue’wascontent’;Andthen’

wasshekiss’d’andsetdown’onhisknee’,Noman’

intheworld’wassolov’—ingashe’!"

Mrs。Yeobrightburstinfromtheouterroom。

"Thomasin,Thomasin!"shesaid,lookingindignantlyatWildeve;

"here’saprettyexposure!Letusescapeatonce。Come!"

Itwas,however,toolatetogetawaybythepassage。

Aruggedknockinghadbegunuponthedoorofthefrontroom。

Wildeve,whohadgonetothewindow,cameback。

"Stop!"hesaidimperiously,puttinghishanduponMrs。Yeobright’sarm。"Weareregularlybesieged。

Therearefiftyofthemoutthereifthere’sone。

YoustayinthisroomwithThomasin;I’llgooutandfacethem。Youmuststaynow,formysake,tilltheyaregone,sothatitmayseemasifallwasright。

Come,Tamsiedear,don’tgomakingascene——wemustmarryafterthis;thatyoucanseeaswellasI。Sitstill,that’sall——anddon’tspeakmuch。I’llmanagethem。

Blunderingfools!"

Hepressedtheagitatedgirlintoaseat,returnedtotheouterroomandopenedthedoor。Immediatelyoutside,inthepassage,appearedGrandferCantlesinginginconcertwiththosestillstandinginfrontofthehouse。

HecameintotheroomandnoddedabstractedlytoWildeve,hislipsstillparted,andhisfeaturesexcruciatinglystrainedintheemissionofthechorus。Thisbeingended,hesaidheartily,"Here’swelcometothenew—madecouple,andGodbless’em!"

"Thankyou,"saidWildeve,withdryresentment,hisfaceasgloomyasathunderstorm。

AttheGrandfer’sheelsnowcametherestofthegroup,whichincludedFairway,Christian,Samtheturf—cutter,Humphrey,andadozenothers。AllsmileduponWildeve,anduponhistablesandchairslikewise,fromageneralsenseoffriendlinesstowardsthearticlesaswellastowardstheirowner。

"WebenothereaforeMrs。Yeobrightafterall,"

saidFairway,recognizingthematron’sbonnetthroughtheglasspartitionwhichdividedthepublicapartmenttheyhadenteredfromtheroomwherethewomensat。

"Westruckdownacross,d’yesee,Mr。Wildeve,andshewentroundbythepath。"

"AndIseetheyoungbride’slittlehead!"saidGrandfer,peepinginthesamedirection,anddiscerningThomasin,whowaswaitingbesideherauntinamiserableandawkwardway。

"Notquitesettledinyet——well,well,there’splentyoftime。"

Wildevemadenoreply;andprobablyfeelingthatthesoonerhetreatedthemthesoonertheywouldgo,heproducedastonejar,whichthrewawarmhaloovermattersatonce。

"That’sadropoftherightsort,Icansee,"

saidGrandferCantle,withtheairofamantoowell—

manneredtoshowanyhurrytotasteit。

"Yes,"saidWildeve,"’tissomeoldmead。Ihopeyouwilllikeit。"

"Oay!"repliedtheguests,intheheartytonesnaturalwhenthewordsdemandedbypolitenesscoincidewiththoseofdeepestfeeling。"Thereisn’taprettierdrinkunderthesun。"

"I’lltakemyoaththereisn’t,"addedGrandferCantle。

"Allthatcanbesaidagainstmeadisthat’tisratherheady,andapttolieaboutamanagoodwhile。

Buttomorrow’sSunday,thankGod。"

"Ifeel’dforalltheworldlikesomeboldsoldierafterIhadhadsomeonce,"saidChristian。

"Youshallfeelsoagain,"saidWildeve,withcondescension,"Cupsorglasses,gentlemen?"

"Well,ifyoudon’tmind,we’llhavethebeaker,andpass’enround;’tisbetterthanhelingitoutindribbles。"

"Jowntheslipperyglasses,"saidGrandferCantle。

"What’sthegoodofathingthatyoucan’tputdownintheashestowarm,hey,neighbours;that’swhatIask?"

"Right,Grandfer,"saidSam;andthemeadthencirculated。

"Well,"saidTimothyFairway,feelingdemandsuponhispraiseinsomeformorother,"’tisaworthythingtobemarried,Mr。Wildeve;andthewomanyou’vegotisadimant,sosaysI。Yes,"hecontinued,toGrandferCantle,raisinghisvoicesoastobeheardthroughthepartition,"herfather(inclininghisheadtowardstheinnerroom)

wasasgoodafelleraseverlived。Healwayshadhisgreatindignationreadyagainstanythingunderhand。"

"Isthatverydangerous?"saidChristian。

"Andtherewerefewinthesepartsthatwereupsideswithhim,"

saidSam。"Wheneveraclubwalkedhe’dplaytheclarinetinthebandthatmarchedbefore’emasifhe’dnevertouchedanythingbutaclarinetallhislife。Andthen,whentheygottochurchdoorhe’dthrowdowntheclarinet,mountthegallery,snatchupthebassviol,androzumawayasifhe’dneverplayedanythingbutabassviol。

Folkwouldsay——folkthatknowedwhatatruestavewas——’Surely,surelythat’sneverthesamemanthatIsawhandlingtheclarinetsomasterlybynow!"

"Icanmindit,"saidthefurze—cutter。"’Twasawonderfulthingthatonebodycouldholditallandnevermixthefingering。"

"TherewasKingsberechurchlikewise,"Fairwayrecommenced,asoneopeninganewveinofthesamemineofinterest。

Wildevebreathedthebreathofoneintolerablybored,andglancedthroughthepartitionattheprisoners。

"HeusedtowalkoverthereofaSundayafternoontovisithisoldacquaintanceAndrewBrown,thefirstclarinetthere;

agoodmanenough,butratherscreechyinhismusic,ifyoucanmind?"

"’Awas。"

"AndneighbourYeobrightwouldtakeAndrey’splaceforsomepartoftheservice,toletAndreyhaveabitofanap,asanyfriendwouldnaturallydo。"

"Asanyfriendwould,"saidGrandferCantle,theotherlistenersexpressingthesameaccordbytheshorterwayofnoddingtheirheads。

"NosoonerwasAndreyasleepandthefirstwhiffofneighbourYeobright’swindhadgotinsideAndrey’sclarinetthaneveryoneinchurchfeeledinamomenttherewasagreatsoulamong’em。Allheadswouldturn,andthey’dsay,’Ah,Ithought’twashe!’OneSundayI

canwellmind——abassvioldaythattime,andYeobrighthadbroughthisown。’TwastheHundred—and—thirty—thirdto’Lydia’;andwhenthey’dcometo’Randownhisbeardando’erhisrobesitscostlymoistureshed,’

neighbourYeobright,whohadjustwarmedtohiswork,drovehisbowintothemstringsthatgloriousgrandthathee’ena’mostsawedthebassviolintotwopieces。

Everywinderinchurchrattledasif’twereathunderstorm。

OldPa’sonWilliamsliftedhishandsinhisgreatholysurpliceasnaturalasifhe’dbeenincommonclothes,andseemedtosayhisself,’Oforsuchamaninourparish!’

ButnotasoulinKingsberecouldholdacandletoYeobright。"

"Wasitquitesafewhenthewindershook?"Christianinquired。

Hereceivednoanswer,allforthemomentsittingraptinadmirationoftheperformancedescribed。

AswithFarinelli’ssingingbeforetheprincesses,Sheridan’srenownedBegumSpeech,andothersuchexamples,thefortunateconditionofitsbeingforeverlosttotheworldinvestedthedeceasedMr。Yeobright’stourdeforceonthatmemorableafternoonwithacumulativeglorywhichcomparativecriticism,hadthatbeenpossible,mightconsiderablyhaveshorndown。

"Hewasthelastyou’dhaveexpectedtodropoffintheprimeoflife,"saidHumphrey。

"Ah,well;hewaslookingfortheearthsomemonthsaforehewent。Atthattimewomenusedtorunforsmocksandgown—piecesatGreenhillFair,andmywifethatisnow,beingalong—leggedslitteringmaid,hardlyhusband—high,wentwiththerestofthemaidens,for’awasagood,runneraforeshegotsoheavy。

WhenshecamehomeIsaid——wewerethenjustbeginningtowalktogether——’Whathaveyegot,myhoney?’

’I’vewon——well,I’vewon——agown—piece,’saysshe,hercolourscomingupinamoment。’Tisasmockforacrown,Ithought;andsoitturnedout。Ay,whenIthinkwhatshe’llsaytomenowwithoutamosselofredinherface,itdoseemstrangethat’awouldn’tsaysuchalittlethingthen……However,thenshewenton,andthat’swhatmademebringupthestory。Well,whateverclothesI’vewon,whiteorfigured,foreyestoseeorforeyesnottosee’

(’acoulddoaprettystrokeofmodestyinthosedays),’I’dsoonerhavelostitthanhaveseenwhatIhave。