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第10章

Helookedthunderstruck。Theystoodfacingeachotherattheendofthesaloon。Anthonystuttered。”Ohno。Youwon’tdie。Youdon’tmeanit。Youhavetakenkindlytothesea。”

Shelaughed,butshefeltangry。”No,Idon’tmeanit。ItellyouIdon’tmeantoevademyobligations。Ishallliveon……feelingalittlecrushed,nevertheless。””Crushed!”herepeated。”What’scrushingyou?””Yourmagnanimity,”shesaidsharply。Buthervoicewassoftenedafteratime。”YetIdon’tknow。Thereisaperfectioninit——doyouunderstandme,Roderick?——whichmakesitalmostpossibletobear。”

Hesighed,lookedaway,andremarkedthatitwastimetoputoutthelampinthesaloon。Thepermissionwasonlytillteno’clock。”Butyouneedn’tmindthatsomuchinyourcabin。Justseethatthecurtainsoftheportsaredrawncloseandthat’sall。Thestewardmighthaveforgottentodoit。Helightedyourreadinglampintherebeforehewentashoreforalasteveningwithhiswife。I

don’tknowifitwaswisetogetridofMrs。Brown。Youwillhavetolookafteryourself,Flora。”

Hewasquiteanxious;butFloraasamatteroffactcongratulatedherselfontheabsenceofMrs。Brown。Nosoonerhadsheclosedthedoorofherstate-roomthanshemurmuredfervently,”Yes!Thankgoodness,sheisgone。”Therewouldbenogentleknock,followedbyherappearancewithherequivocalstareandtheintolerable:”CanI

doanythingforyou,ma’am?”whichpoorFlorahadlearnedtofearandhatemorethananyvoiceoranywordsonboardthatship——heronlyrefugefromtheworldwhichhadnouseforher,forherimperfectionsandforhertroubles。

Mrs。Brownhadbeenverymuchvexedatherdismissal。TheBrownswereachildlesscoupleandthearrangementhadsuitedthemperfectly。Theirresentmentwasverybitter。Mrs。Brownhadtoremainashorealonewithherrage,butthestewardwasnursinghisonboard。PoorFlorahadnogreaterenemy,theaggrievedmatehadnogreatersympathizer。AndMrs。Brown,withawoman’squickpowerofobservationandinference(theputtingoftwoandtwotogether)

hadcometoacertainconclusionwhichshehadimpartedtoherhusbandbeforeleavingtheship。ThemorosestewardpermittedhimselfoncetomakeanallusiontoitinPowell’shearing。Itwasintheofficers’mess-roomattheendofamealwhilehelingeredafterputtingafruitpieonthetable。Heandthechiefmatestartedadialogueaboutthealarmingchangeinthecaptain,thesallowstewardlookingdownwithasinisterfrown,Franklinrollingupwardshiseyes,sentimentalinaredface。YoungPowellhadheardalotofthatsortofthingbythattime。Itwasgrowingmonotonous;ithadalwayssoundedtohimalittleabsurd。Hestruckinimpatientlywiththeremarkthatsuchlamentationsoveramanmerelybecausehehadtakenawifeseemedtohimlikelunacy。

Franklinmuttered,”Dependsonwhatthewifeisupto。”ThestewardleaningagainstthebulkheadnearthedoorgloweredatPowell,thatnewcomer,thatignoramus,thatstrangerwithoutrightorprivileges。

Hesnarled:”Wife!Callherawife,doyou?””Whatthedevildoyoumeanbythis?”exclaimedyoungPowell。”IknowwhatIknow。Myoldwomanhasnotbeensixmonthsonboardfornothing。Youhadbetteraskherwhenwegetback。”

AndmeetingsullenlythewitheringstareofMr。Powellthestewardretreatedbackwards。

Ouryoungfriendturnedatonceuponthemate。”Andyouletthatconfoundedbottle-washertalklikethisbeforeyou,Mr。Franklin。

Well,Iamastonished。””Oh,itisn’twhatyouthink。Itisn’twhatyouthink。”Mr。

Franklinlookedmoreapoplecticthanever。”IfitcomestothatI

couldastonishyou。Butit’snouse。Imyselfcanhardly……Youcouldn’tunderstand。Ihopeyouwon’ttrytomakemischief。Therewasatime,youngfellow,whenIwouldhavedaredanyman——anyman,youhear?——tomakemischiefbetweenmeandCaptainAnthony。Butnotnow。Notnow。There’sachange!Notinmethough……”

YoungPowellrejectedwithindignationanysuggestionofmakingmischief。”Whodoyoutakemefor?”hecried。”OnlyyouhadbettertellthatstewardtobecarefulwhathesaysbeforemeorI’llspoilhisgoodlooksforhimforamonthandwillleavehimtoexplainthewhyofittothecaptainthebestwayhecan。”

ThisspeechestablishedPowellasachampionofMrs。Anthony。

Nothingmorebearingonthequestionwaseversaidbeforehim。Hedidnotcareforthesteward’sblacklooks;Franklin,neverconversationalevenatthebestoftimesandavoidingnowtheonlytopicnearhisheart,addressedhimonlyonmattersofduty。Andforthat,too,Powellcaredverylittle。Thewoesoftheapoplecticmatehadbeguntoborehimlongbefore。Yethefeltlonelyabitattimes。ThereforethelittleintercoursewithMrs。Anthonyeitherinonedog-watchortheotherwassomethingtobelookedforwardto。

Thecaptaindidnotmindit。Thatwasevidentfromhismanner。Onenightheinquired(theywerethenaloneonthepoop)whattheyhadbeentalkingaboutthatevening?Powellhadtoconfessthatitwasabouttheship。Mrs。Anthonyhadbeenaskinghimquestions。”Takesinterest——eh?”jerkedoutthecaptainmovingrapidlyupanddowntheweathersideofthepoop。”Yes,sir。Mrs。Anthonyseemstogetholdwonderfullyofwhatone’stellingher。””Sailor’sgranddaughter。Oneoftheoldschool。Oldsea-dogofthebestkind,Ibelieve,”ejaculatedthecaptain,swingingpasthismotionlesssecondofficerandleavingthewordsbehindhimlikeatrailofsparkssucceededbyaperfectconversationaldarkness,because,forthenexttwohourstillheleftthedeck,hedidn’topenhislipsagain。

Onanotheroccasion……wemustn’tforgetthattheshiphadcrossedthelineandwasaddingupsouthlatitudeeverydaybythen……onanotheroccasion,aboutsevenintheevening,Powellonduty,heardhisnameutteredsoftlyinthecompanion。Thecaptainwasonthestairs,thin-faced,hiseyessunk,onhisarmaShetlandwoolwrap。”Mr。Powell——here。””Yes,sir。””GivethistoMrs。Anthony。Eveningsaregettingchilly。”

Andthehaggardfacesankoutofsight。Mrs。Anthonywassurprisedonseeingtheshawl。”Thecaptainwantsyoutoputthison,”explainedyoungPowell,andassheraisedherselfinherseathedroppeditonhershoulders。

Shewrappedherselfupclosely。”Wherewasthecaptain?”sheasked。”Hewasinthecompanion。Calledmeonpurpose,”saidPowell,andthenretreateddiscreetly,becauseshelookedasthoughshedidn’twanttotalkanymorethatevening。Mr。Smith——theoldgentleman——

wasasusualsittingontheskylightnearherhead,broodingoverthelongchairbutbynomeansinimical,asfarashisunreadablefacewent,tothoseconversationsofthetwoyoungestpeopleonboard。Infacttheyseemedtogivehimsomepleasure。NowandthenhewouldraisehisfadedchinaeyestotheanimatedfaceofMr。

Powellthoughtfully。Whentheyoungsailorwasby,theoldmanbecamelessrigid,andwhenhisdaughter,onrareoccasions,smiledatsomeartlesstaleofMr。Powell,theinexpressivefaceofMr。

Smithreflecteddimlythatflashofevanescentmirth。ForMr。

Powellhadcomenowtoentertainhiscaptain’swifewithanecdotesfromthenotverydistantpastwhenhewasaboy,onboardvariousships,——funnythingsdohappenonboardship。Florawasquitesurprisedattimestofindherselfamused。Shewasevenheardtolaughtwiceinthecourseofamonth。Itwasnotaloudsoundbutitwasstartlingenoughattheafter-endoftheFerndalewherelowtonesorsilenceweretherule。Thesecondtimethishappenedthecaptainhimselfmusthavebeenstartledsomewheredownbelow;

becauseheemergedfromthedepthsofhisunobtrusiveexistenceandbeganhistrampingontheoppositesideofthepoop。

Almostimmediatelyhecalledhisyoungsecondofficerovertohim。

Thiswasnotdoneindispleasure。TheglancehefastenedonMr。

Powellconveyedasortofapprovingwonder。Heengagedhimindesultoryconversationasiffortheonlypurposeofkeepingamanwhocouldprovokesuchasound,nearhisperson。Mr。Powellfelthimselfliked。Hefeltit。Likedbythathaggard,restlessmanwhothrewathimdisconnectedphrasestowhichhisanswerswere,”Yes,sir,””No,sir,””Oh,certainly,””Isupposeso,sir,”——andmighthavebeenclearlyanythingelseforalltheothercared。

Itwasthen,Mr。Powelltoldme,thathediscoveredinhimselfanalreadyold-establishedlikingforCaptainAnthony。Healsofeltsorryforhimwithoutbeingabletodiscovertheoriginsofthatsympathyofwhichhehadbecomesosuddenlyaware。

MeantimeMr。Smith,bendingforwardstifflyasthoughhehadahingedback,wasspeakingtohisdaughter。

Shewasachildnolonger。Hewantedtoknowifshebelievedin——inhell。Ineternalpunishment?

Hispeculiarvoice,asiffilteredthroughcotton-woolwasinaudibleontheothersideofthedeck。PoorFlora,takenverymuchunawares,madeaninarticulatemurmur,shookherheadvaguely,andglancedinthedirectionofthepacingAnthonywhowasnotlookingherway。Itwasnouseglancinginthatdirection。OfyoungPowell,leaningagainstthemizzen-mastandfacinghiscaptainshecouldonlyseetheshoulderandpartofabluesergeback。

Andtheunworried,unaccentedvoiceofherfatherwentontormentingher。”Yousee,youmustunderstand。WhenIcameoutofjailitwaswithjoy。Thatis,mysoulwasfairlytornintwo——butanywaytoseeyouhappy——Ihadmadeupmymindtothat。OnceIcouldbesurethatyouwerehappythenofcourseIwouldhavehadnoreasontocareforlife——strictlyspeaking——whichisallrightforanoldman;thoughnaturally……noreasontowishfordeatheither。Butthissortoflife!Whatsense,whatmeaning,whatvaluehasiteitherforyouorforme?It’sjustsittingdowntolookatthedeath,that’scoming,coming。Whatelseisit?Idon’tknowhowyoucanputupwiththat。Idon’tthinkyoucanstanditforlong。Somedayyouwilljumpoverboard。”

CaptainAnthonyhadstoppedforamomentstaringaheadfromthebreakofthepoop,andpoorFlorasentathisbackalookofdespairingappealwhichwouldhavemovedaheartofstone。Butasthoughshehaddonenothinghedidnotstirintheleast。Shegotoutofthelongchairandwenttowardsthecompanion。Herfatherfollowedcarryingafewsmallobjects,ahandbag,herhandkerchief,abook。Theywentdowntogether。

ItwasonlythenthatCaptainAnthonyturned,lookedattheplacetheyhadvacatedandresumedhistramping,butnothisdesultoryconversationwithhissecondofficer。Hisnervousexasperationhadgrownsomuchthatnowveryoftenheusedtolosecontrolofhisvoice。Ifhedidnotwatchhimselfitwouldsuddenlydieinhisthroat。Hehadtomakesurebeforeheventuredonthesimplestsaying,anorder,aremarkonthewind,asimplegood-morning。

That’swhyhisutterancewasabrupt,hisanswerstopeoplestartlinglybrusqueandoftennotforthcomingatall。

Ithappenstothemostresoluteofmentofindhimselfatgripsnotonlywithunknownforces,butwithawell-knownforcetherealmightofwhichhehadnotunderstood。Anthonyhaddiscoveredthathewasnottheproudmasterbutthechafingcaptiveofhisgenerosity。Itroseinfrontofhimlikeawallwhichhisrespectforhimselfforbadehimtoscale。Hesaidtohimself:”Yes,Iwasafool——butshehastrustedme!”Trusted!Aterriblewordtoanymansomewhatexceptionalinaworldinwhichsuccesshasneverbeenfoundinrenunciationandgoodfaith。Anditmustalsobesaid,inordernottomakeAnthonymorestupidlysublimethanhewas,thatthebehaviourofFlorakepthimatadistance。Thegirlwasafraidtoaddtotheexasperationofherfather。Itwasherunhappylottobemademorewretchedbytheonlyaffectionwhichshecouldnotsuspect。Shecouldnotbeangrywithit,however,andoutofdeferenceforthatexaggeratedsentimentshehardlydaredtolookotherwisethanbystealthatthemanwhosemasterfulcompassionhadcarriedheroff。AndquiteunabletounderstandtheextentofAnthony’sdelicacy,shesaidtoherselfthat”hedidn’tcare。”Heprobablywasbeginningatbottomtodetesther——likethegoverness,likethemaidenlady,liketheGermanwoman,likeMrs。Fyne,likeMr。Fyne——onlyhewasextraordinary,hewasgenerous。Atthesametimeshehadmomentsofirritation。Hewasviolent,headstrong——

perhapsstupid。Well,hehadhadhisway。

Amanwhohashadhiswayisseldomhappy,forgenerallyhefindsthatthewaydoesnotleadveryfaronthisearthofdesireswhichcanneverbefullysatisfied。AnthonyhadenteredwithextremeprecipitationtheenchantedgardensofArmidasayingtohimself”Atlast!”AstoArmida,herself,hewasnotgoingtoofferheranyviolence。ButnowhehaddiscoveredthatalltheenchantmentwasinArmidaherself,inArmida’ssmiles。ThisArmidadidnotsmile。Sheexisted,unapproachable,behindtheblankwallofhisrenunciation。

Hisforce,fitforaction,experiencedtheimpatience,theindignation,almostthedespairofhisvitalityarrested,bound,stilled,progressivelyworndown,fritteredawaybyTime;bythatforceblindandinsensible,whichseemsinertandyetusesone’slifeupbyitsimperceptibleaction,droppingminuteafterminuteonone’slivingheartlikedropsofwaterwearingdownastone。

Heupbraidedhimself。Whatelsecouldhehaveexpected?Hehadrushedinlikearuffian;hehaddraggedthepoordefencelessthingbythehairofherhead,asitwere,onboardthatship。Itwasreallyatrocious。Nothingassuredhimthathispersoncouldbeattractivetothisoranyotherwoman。Andhisproceedingswereenoughinthemselvestomakeanyoneodious。Hemusthavebeenbereftofhissenses。Shemustfatallydetestandfearhim。

Nothingcouldmakeupforsuchbrutality。Andyetsomehowheresentedthisveryattitudewhichseemedtohimcompletelyjustifiable。Surelyhewasnottoomonstrous(morally)tobelookedatfranklysometimes。Butno!Shewouldn’t。Well,perhaps,someday……Onlyhewasnotgoingevertoattempttobegforforgiveness。Withtherepulsionshefeltforhispersonshewouldcertainlymisunderstandthemostguardedwords,themostcarefuladvances。Never!Never!

ItwouldoccurtoAnthonyattheendofsuchmeditationsthatdeathwasnotanunfriendlyvisitorafterall。NowonderthenthatevenyoungPowell,hisfacultieshavingbeenputonthealert,begantothinkthattherewassomethingunusualaboutthemanwhohadgivenhimhischanceinlife。Yes,decidedly,hiscaptainwas”strange。”

Therewassomethingwrongsomewhere,hesaidtohimself,neverguessingthathisyoungandcandideyeswereinthepresenceofapassionprofound,tyrannicalandmortal,discoveringitsownexistence,astoundedatfeelingitselfhelplessanddismayedatfindingitselfincurable。

PowellhadneverbeforefeltthismysteriousuneasinesssostronglyasonthateveningwhenithadbeenhisgoodfortunetomakeMrs。

Anthonylaughalittlebyhisartlessprattle。Standingoutoftheway,hehadwatchedhiscaptainwalktheweather-sideofthepoop,hetookfullcognizanceofhislikingforthatinexplicablystrangemanandsawhimswervetowardsthecompanionandgodownbelowwithsympatheticifutterlyuncomprehendingeyes。

Shortlyafterwards,Mr。Smithcameupaloneandmanifestedadesireforalittleconversation。He,too,ifnotsomysteriousasthecaptain,wasnotverycomprehensibletoMr。Powell’suninformedcandour。Heoftenfavouredthusthesecondofficer。HistalkalludedsomewhatenigmaticallyandoftenwithoutvisibleconnectiontoMr。Powell’sfriendlinesstowardshimselfandhisdaughter。”ForIamwellawarethatwehavenofriendsonboardthisship,mydearyoungman,”hewouldadd,”exceptyourself。Florafeelsthattoo。”

AndMr。Powell,flatteredandembarrassed,couldbutemitavaguemurmurofprotest。Forthestatementwastrueinasense,thoughthefactwasinitselfinsignificant。Thefeelingsoftheship’scompanycouldnotpossiblymattertothecaptain’swifeandtoMr。

Smith——herfather。WhythelattershouldsooftenalludetoitwaswhatsurprisedourMr。Powell。Thiswasbynomeansthefirstoccasion。Morelikethetwentiethrather。Andinhisweakvoice,withhismonotonousintonation,leaningovertherailandlookingatthewatertheothercontinuedthisconversation,orratherhisremarks,remarksofsuchamonstrousnaturethatMr。Powellhadnooptionbuttoacceptthemforgruesomejesting。”Forinstance,”saidMr。Smith,”thatmate,Franklin,Ibelievehewouldjustassoonseeusbothoverboardasnot。””It’snotsobadasthat,”laughedMr。Powell,feelinguncomfortable,becausehisminddidnotaccommodateitselfeasilytoexaggerationofstatement。”Heisn’tabadchapreally,”headded,veryconsciousofMr。Franklin’soffensivemannerofwhichinstanceswerenotfartoseek。”He’ssuchafoolastobejealous。Hehasbeenwiththecaptainforyears。It’snotformetosay,perhaps,butIthinkthecaptainhasspoiledallthatgangofoldservants。

Theyarelikealotofpetolddogs。Wouldn’tletanybodycomenearhimiftheycouldhelpit。I’veneverseenanythinglikeit。Andthesecondmate,Ibelieve,waslikethattoo。””Well,heisn’there,luckily。Therewouldhavebeenonemoreenemy,”saidMr。Smith。”There’senoughofthemwithouthim。Andyoubeinghereinsteadofhimmakesitmuchmorepleasantformydaughterandmyself。Onefeelstheremaybeafriendinneed。Forreally,forawomanallaloneonboardshipamongstalotofunfriendlymen……””ButMrsAnthonyisnotalone,”exclaimedPowell。”There’syou,andthere’sthe……”

Mr。Smithinterruptedhim。”Nobody’simmortal。Andtherearetimeswhenonefeelsashamedtolive。Suchaneveningasthisforinstance。”

Itwasalovelyevening;thecoloursofasplendidsunsethaddiedoutandthebreathofawarmbreezeseemedtohavesmoothedoutthesea。Awaytothesouththesheetlightningwasliketheflashingofanenormouslanternhiddenunderthehorizon。InordertochangetheconversationMr。Powellsaid:”AnywaynoonecanchargeyouwithbeingaJonah,Mr。Smith。Wehavehadamagnificentquickpassagesofar。Thecaptainoughttobepleased。AndIsupposeyouarenotsorryeither。”

Thisdiversionwasnotsuccessful。Mr。Smithemittedasortofbitterchuckleandsaid:”Jonah!That’sthefellowthatwasthrownoverboardbysomesailors。Itseemstomeit’sveryeasyatseatogetridofapersononedoesnotlike。Theseadoesnotgiveupitsdeadastheearthdoes。””Youforgetthewhale,sir,”saidyoungPowell。

Mr。Smithgaveastart。”Eh?Whatwhale?Oh!Jonah。Iwasn’tthinkingofJonah。Iwasthinkingofthispassagewhichseemssoquicktoyou。Butonlythinkwhatitistome?Itisn’talife,goingaboutthesealikethis。And,forinstance,ifoneweretofallill,thereisn’tadoctortofindoutwhat’sthematterwithone。It’sworrying。Itmakesmeanxiousattimes。””IsMrs。Anthonynotfeelingwell?”askedPowell。ButMr。Smith’sremarkwasnotmeantforMrs。Anthony。Shewaswell。Hehimselfwaswell。Itwasthecaptain’shealththatdidnotseemquitesatisfactory。HadMr。Powellnoticedhisappearance?

Mr。Powelldidn’tknowenoughofthecaptaintojudge。Hecouldn’ttell。ButheobservedthoughtfullythatMr。Franklinhadbeensayingthesamething。AndFranklinhadknownthecaptainforyears。Thematewasquiteworriedaboutit。

ThisintelligencestartledMr。Smithconsiderably。”Doeshethinkheisindangerofdying?”heexclaimedwithananimationquiteextraordinaryforhim,whichhorrifiedMr。Powell。”Heavens!Die!No!Don’tyoualarmyourself,sir。I’veneverheardawordaboutdangerfromMr。Franklin。””Well,well,”sighedMr。Smithandleftthepoopforthesaloonratherabruptly。

AsamatteroffactMr。Franklinhadbeenondeckforsomeconsiderabletime。HehadcometorelieveyoungPowell;butseeinghimengagedintalkwiththe”enemy”——withoneofthe”enemies”atleast——hadkeptatadistance,which,thepoopoftheFerndalebeingaverseventyfeetlong,hehadnodifficultyindoing。Mr。Powellsawhimattheheadoftheladderleaningonhiselbow,melancholyandsilent。”Oh!Hereyouare,sir。””HereIam。HereI’vebeeneversincesixo’clock。Didn’twanttointerruptthepleasantconversation。Ifyouliketoputinhalfofyourwatchbelowjawingwithadearfriend,that’snotmyaffair。

Funnytastethough。””Heisn’tabadchap,”saidtheimpartialPowell。

Thematesnortedangrily,tappingthedeckwithhisfoot;then:”Isn’the?Well,givehimmylovewhenyoucometogetheragainforanothernicelongyarn。””Isay,Mr。Franklin,Iwonderthecaptaindon’ttakeoffenceatyourmanners。””Thecaptain。Iwishtogoodnesshewouldstartarowwithme。

ThenIshouldknowatleastIamsomebodyonboard。I’dwelcomeit,Mr。Powell。I’drejoice。Anddam’meIwouldtalkbacktootillI

rousedhim。He’sashadowofhimself。Hewalksabouthisshiplikeaghost。He’sfadingawayrightbeforeoureyes。Butofcourseyoudon’tsee。Youdon’tcareahang。Whyshouldyou?”

Mr。Powelldidnotwaitformore。Hewentdownonthemaindeck。

Withouttakingthemate’sjeremiadsseriouslyheputthembesidethewordsofMr。Smith。HehadgrownalreadyattachedtoCaptainAnthony。Therewassomethingnotonlyattractivebutcompellingintheman。Onlyitisverydifficultforyouthtobelieveinthemenaceofdeath。Notinthefactitself,butinitsproximitytoabreathing,moving,talking,superiorhumanbeing,showingnosignofdisease。AndMr。Powellthoughtthatthistalkwasallnonsense。

Buthiscuriositywasawakened。Therewassomething,andatanytimesomecircumstancemightoccur……No,hewouldneverfindout……Therewasnothingtofindout,mostlikely。Mr。Powellwenttohisroomwherehetriedtoreadabookhehadalreadyreadagoodmanytimes。Presentlyabellrangfortheofficers’supper。

CHAPTERSIX……AMOONLESSNIGHT,THICKWITHSTARSABOVE,VERY

DARKONTHEWATER

Inthemess-roomPowellfoundMr。Franklinhackingatapieceofcoldsaltbeefwithatableknife。Themate,fieryinthefaceandrollinghiseyesoverthattask,explainedthatthecarverbelongingtothemess-roomcouldnotbefound。Thesteward,presentalso,complainedsavagelyofthecook。Thefellowgotthingsintohisgalleyandthenlostthem。Mr。Franklintriedtopacifyhimwithmournfulfirmness。”There,there!Thatwilldo。Wewhohavebeenalltheseyearstogetherintheshiphaveotherthingstothinkaboutthanquarrellingamongourselves。”

Mr。Powellthoughtwithexasperation:”Herehegoesagain,”forthisutterancehadnothingcrypticforhim。Thestewardhavingwithdrawnmorosely,hewasnotsurprisedtohearthematestriketheusualnote。Thatmorningthemizzentopsailtiehadcarriedaway(probablyadefectivelink)andsomethinglikefortyfeetofchainandwire-rope,mixedupwithafewheavyironblocks,hadcrasheddownfromaloftonthepoopwithaterrifyingracket。”Didyounoticethecaptainthen,Mr。Powell。Didyounotice?”

Powellconfessedfranklythathewastooscaredhimselfwhenallthatlotofgearcamedownondecktonoticeanything。”Thegin-blockmissedhisheadbyaninch,”wentonthemateimpressively。”Iwasn’tthreefeetfromhim。Andwhatdidhedo?

Didheshout,orjump,orevenlookalofttoseeiftheyardwasn’tcomingdowntooaboutourearsinadozenpieces?It’samarvelitdidn’t。No,hejuststoppedshort——nowonder;hemusthavefeltthewindofthatirongin-blockonhisface——lookeddownatit,there,lyingclosetohisfoot——andwentonagain。Ibelievehedidn’tevenblink。Itisn’tnatural。Themanisstupefied。”

HesighedridiculouslyandMr。Powellhadsuppressedagrin,whenthemateaddedasifhecouldn’tcontainhimself:”Hewillbetakingtodrinknext。Markmywords。That’sthenextthing。”

Mr。Powellwasdisgusted。”Youaresofondofthecaptainandyetyoudon’tseemtocarewhatyousayabouthim。Ihaven’tbeenwithhimforsevenyears,butI

knowheisn’tthesortofmanthattakestodrink。Andthen——whythedevilshouldhe?””Whythedevil,youask。Devil——eh?Well,nomanissafefromthedevil——andthat’sanswerenoughforyou,”wheezedMr。Franklinnotunkindly。”Therewasatime,alongtimeago,whenInearlytooktodrinkmyself。Whatdoyousaytothat?”

Mr。Powellexpressedapoliteincredulity。Thethick,congestedmateseemedonthepointofburstingwithdespondency。”Thatwasbadexamplethough。Iwasyoungandfellintodangerouscompany,madeafoolofmyself——yes,astrueasyouseemesittinghere。

Dranktoforget。Thoughtitagreatdodge。”

PowelllookedatthegrotesqueFranklinwithawakenedinterestandwiththathalf-amusedsympathywithwhichwereceiveunprovokedconfidencesfrommenwithwhomwehavenosortofaffinity。Andatthesametimehebegantolookuponhimmoreseriously。Experiencehasitsprestige。Andthematecontinued:”Ifithadn’tbeenfortheoldlady,Iwouldhavegonetothedevil。

Irememberedherintime。Nothinglikehavinganoldladytolookaftertosteadyachapandmakehimfacethings。Butasbadluckwouldhaveit,CaptainAnthonyhasnomotherliving,notablessedsoulbelongingtohimasfarasIknow。Oh,aye,Ifancyhesaidoncesomethingtomeofasister。Butshe’smarried。Shedon’tneedhim。Yes。Intheolddaysheusedtotalktomeasifwehadbeenbrothers,”exaggeratedthematesentimentally。”’Franklin,’——

hewouldsay——’thisshipismynearestrelationandsheisn’tlikelytoturnagainstme。AndIsupposeyouarethemanI’veknownthelongestintheworld。’That’showheusedtospeaktome。CanI

turnmybackonhim?Hehasturnedhisbackonhisship;that’swhatithascometo。HehasnoonenowbuthisoldFranklin。Butwhat’safellowtodotoputthingsbackastheywereandshouldbe。

Shouldbe——Isay!”

Hisstartingeyeshadaterriblefixity。Mr。Powell’sirresistiblethought,”heresemblesaboiledlobsterindistress,”wasfollowedbyannoyance。”GoodLord,”hesaid,”youdon’tmeantohintthatCaptainAnthonyhasfallenintobadcompany。Whatisityouwanttosavehimfrom?””Idomeanit,”affirmedthemate,andtheveryabsurdityofthestatementmadeitimpressive——becauseitseemedsoabsolutelyaudacious。”Well,youhaveacheek,”saidyoungPowell,feelingmentallyhelpless。”Ihaveanotionthecaptainwouldhalfkillyouifheweretoknowhowyoucarryon。””Andwelcome,”utteredtheferventlydevotedFranklin。”Iamwilling,ifhewouldonlycleartheshipafterwardsofthat……

Youarebutayoungsterandyoumaygoandtellhimwhatyoulike。

LethimknockthestuffingoutofhisoldFranklinfirstandthinkitoverafterwards。Anythingtopullhimtogether。Butofcourseyouwouldn’t。Youareallright。Onlyyoudon’tknowthatthingsaresometimesdifferentfromwhattheylook。Therearefriendshipsthatarenofriendships,andmarriagesthatarenomarriages。Phoo!

Likelytoberight——wasn’tit?Neverahinttome。IgooffonleaveandwhenIcomeback,thereitis——allover,settled!Notawordbeforehand。Nowarning。Ifonly:’Whatdoyouthinkofit,Franklin?’——oranythingofthesort。Andthat’samanwhohardlyeverdidanythingwithoutaskingmyadvice。Why!Hecouldn’ttakeoveranewcoatfromthetailorwithout……firstthing,directlythefellowcameonboardwithsomenewclothes,whetherinLondonorinChina,itwouldbe:’PassthewordalongthereforMr。Franklin。

Mr。Franklinwantedinthecabin。’InIwouldgo。’Justlookatmyback,Franklin。Fitsallright,doesn’tit?’AndIwouldsay:

’Firstrate,sir,’orwhateverwasthetruthofit。Thatoranythingelse。Alwaysthetruthofit。Always。Andwellheknewit;andthat’swhyhedarednotspeakrightout。Talkingaboutworkmen,alterations,cabins……Phoo!……insteadofastraightforward——’Wishmejoy,Mr。Franklin!’Yes,thatwasthewaytoletmeknow。Godonlyknowswhattheyare——perhapssheisn’thisdaughteranymorethansheis……Shedoesn’tresemblethatoldfellow。Notabit。Notabit。It’sveryawful。Youmaywellopenyourmouth,youngman。Butforgoodness’sake,youwhoaremixedupwiththatlot,keepyoureyesandearsopentooincase——incaseof……Idon’tknowwhat。Anything。Onewonderswhatcanhappenhereatsea!Nothing。Yetwhenamaniscalledajailerbehindhisback。”

Mr。FranklinhidhisfaceinhishandsforamomentandPowellshuthismouth,whichindeedhadbeenopen。Heslippedoutofthemess-

roomnoiselessly。”Themate’scrazy,”hethought。Itwashisfirmconviction。Nevertheless,thatevening,hefelthisinnertranquillitydisturbedatlastbytheforceandobstinacyofthiscraze。Hecouldn’tdismissitwiththecontemptitdeserved。Hadtheword”jailer”reallybeenpronounced?AstrangewordforthematetoevenIMAGINEhehadheard。Asenseless,unlikelyword。Butthiswordbeingtheonlyclearanddefinitestatementinthesegrotesqueanddismalravingswascomparativelyrestfultohismind。

Powell’smindrestedonitstillwhenhecameupateighto’clocktotakechargeofthedeck。Itwasamoonlessnight,thickwithstarsabove,verydarkonthewater。Asteadyairfromthewestkeptthesailsasleep。Franklinmusteredbothwatchesinlowtonesasifforafuneral,thenapproachingPowell:”Thecourseiseast-south-east,”saidthechiefmatedistinctly。”East-south-east,sir。””Everything’sset,Mr。Powell。””Allright,sir。”

Theotherlingered,hissentimentaleyesgleamedsilveryintheshadowyface。”Aquietnightbeforeus。Idon’tknowthatthereareanyspecialorders。Asettled,quietnight。Idaresayyouwon’tseethecaptain。Onceuponatimethiswasthewatchheusedtocomeupandstartachatwitheitherofusthenondeck。Butnowhesitsinthatinfernalstern-cabinandmopes。Jailer——eh?”

Mr。Powellwalkedawayfromthemateandwhenatsomedistancesaid,”Damn!”quiteheartily。Itwasaconfoundednuisance。Ithadceasedtobefunny;thathostileword”jailer”hadgiventhesituationanairofreality。

Franklin’sgrotesquemortalenvelopehaddisappearedfromthepooptoseekitsneedfulrepose,ifonlytheworriedsoulwouldletitrestawhile。Mr。Powell,halfsorryforthethicklittleman,wonderedwhetheritwouldlethim。Forhimself,herecognizedthatthecharmofaquietwatchondeckwhenonemayletone’sthoughtsroaminspaceandtimehadbeenspoiledwithoutremedy。WhatshockedhimmostwastheimpliedaspersionofcomplicityonMrs。

Anthony。Itangeredhim。Inhisownwordstome,hefeltvery”enthusiastic”aboutMrs。Anthony。”Enthusiastic”isgood;

especiallyashecouldn’texactlyexplaintomewhathemeantbyit。

Buthefeltenthusiastic,hesays。ThatsillyFranklinmusthavebeendreaming。Thatwasit。Hehaddreameditall。Ass。YettheinjuriouswordstuckinPowell’smindwithitsassociatedideasofprisoner,ofescape。Hebecameveryuncomfortable。Andjustthen(itmighthavebeenhalfanhourormoresincehehadrelievedFranklin)justthenMr。Smithcameuponthepoopalone,likeaglidingshadowandleanedovertherailbyhisside。YoungPowellwasaffecteddisagreeablybyhispresence。Hemadeamovementtogoawaybuttheotherbegantotalk——andPowellremainedwherehewasasifretainedbyamysteriouscompulsion。TheconversationstartedbyMr。Smithhadnothingpeculiar。Hebegantotalkofmail-boatsingeneralandintheendseemedanxioustodiscoverwhatweretheservicesfromPortElizabethtoLondon。Mr。PowelldidnotknowforcertainbutimaginedthattheremustbecommunicationwithEnglandatleasttwiceamonth。”Areyouthinkingofleavingus,sir;ofgoinghomebysteam?PerhapswithMrs。Anthony,”heaskedanxiously。”No!No!HowcanI?”Mr。Smithgotquiteagitated,forhim,whichdidnotamounttomuch。Hewasjustaskingforthesakeofsomethingtotalkabout。Noideaatallofgoinghome。Onecouldnotalwaysdowhatonewantedandthat’swhythereweremomentswhenonefeltashamedtolive。Thisdidnotmeanthatonedidnotwanttolive。Ohno!

Hespokewithcarelessslowness,pausingfrequentlyandinsuchalowvoicethatPowellhadtostrainhishearingtocatchthephrasesdroppedoverboardasitwere。Andindeedtheyseemednotworththeeffort。Itwasliketheaimlesstalkofamanpursuingasecrettrainofthoughtfarremovedfromtheidlewordswesooftenutteronlytokeepintouchwithourfellowbeings。Anhourpassed。ItseemedasthoughMr。Smithcouldnotmakeuphismindtogobelow。

Herepeatedhimself。Againhespokeofliveswhichonewasashamedof。Itwasnecessarytoputupwithsuchlivesaslongastherewasnowayout,nopossibleissue。Heevenalludedoncemoretomail-

boatservicesontheEastcoastofAfricaandyoungPowellhadtotellhimoncemorethatheknewnothingaboutthem。”Everyfortnight,Ithoughtyousaid,”insistedMr。Smith。Hestirred,seemedtodetachhimselffromtherailwithdifficulty。

Hislong,slenderfigurestraightenedintostiffness,asifhostiletotheenvelopingsoftpeaceofairandseaandsky,emittedintothenightaweakmurmurwhichMr。Powellfanciedwastheword,”Abominable”repeatedthreetimes,butwhichpassedintothefaintlylouderdeclaration:”Themomenthascome——togotobed,”followedbyajustaudiblesigh。”Isleepverywell,”addedMr。Smithinhisrestrainedtone。”Butitisthemomentoneopensone’seyesthatishorribleatsea。

Thesedays!Oh,thesedays!Iwonderhowanybodycan……””Ilikethelife,”observedMr。Powell。”Oh,you。Youhaveonlyyourselftothinkof。Youhavemadeyourbed。Well,it’sverypleasanttofeelthatyouarefriendlytous。

Mydaughterhastakenquitealikingtoyou,Mr。Powell。”

Hemurmured,”Good-night”andglidedawayrigidly。YoungPowellaskedhimselfwithsomedistastewhatwasthemeaningoftheseutterances。HismindhadbeenworriedatlastintothatquestioningattitudebynootherpersonthanthegrotesqueFranklin。Suspicionwasnotnaturaltohim。AndhetookgoodcaretocarefullyseparateinhisthoughtsMrs。Anthonyfromthismanofenigmaticwords——herfather。Presentlyheobservedthatthesheenofthetwodeckdead-

lightsofMr。Smith’sroomhadgoneout。Theoldgentlemanhadbeensurprisinglyquickingettingintobed。Shortlyafterwardsthelampintheforemostskylightofthesaloonwasturnedout;andthiswasthesignthatthestewardhadtakeninthetrayandhadretiredforthenight。

YoungPowellhadsettleddowntotheregularofficer-of-the-watchtrampinthedenseshadowoftheworlddecoratedwithstarshighabovehishead,andonearthonlyafewgleamsoflightabouttheship。Thelampintheafterskylightwaskeptburningthroughthenight。Therewerealsothedead-lightsofthestern-cabinsglimmeringdullyinthedeckfaraft,catchinghiseyewhenheturnedtowalkthatway。Thebrassesofthewheelglitteredtoo,withthedimlylitfigureofthemandetached,asifphosphorescent,againsttheblackandspangledbackgroundofthehorizon。

YoungPowell,inthesilenceoftheship,reinforcedbythegreatsilentstillnessoftheworld,saidtohimselfthattherewassomethingmysteriousinsuchbeingsastheabsurdFranklin,andeveninsuchbeingsashimself。Itwasastrangeandalmostimproperthoughttooccurtotheofficerofthewatchofashiponthehighseasonnomatterhowquietanight。Whyonearthwashebotheringhishead?Whycouldn’thedismissallthesepeoplefromhismind?

Itwasasifthematehadinfectedhimwithhisowndiseaseddevotion。Hewouldnothavebelieveditpossiblethatheshouldbesofoolish。Buthewas——clearly。Hewasfoolishinawaytotallyunforeseenbyhimself。Pushingthisself-analysisfurther,hereflectedthatthespringsofhisconductwerejustasobscure。”ImaybecatchingmyselfanytimedoingthingsofwhichIhavenoconception,”hethought。Andashewaspassingnearthemizzen-mastheperceivedacoilofropeleftlyingonthedeckbytheoversightofthesweepers。Byanimpulsewhichhadnothingmysteriousinit,hestoopedashewentbywiththeintentionofpickingitupandhangingituponitsproperpin。Thismovementbroughthisheaddowntotheleveloftheglazedendoftheafterskylight——thelightedskylightofthemostprivatepartofthesaloon,consecratedtotheexclusivenessofCaptainAnthony’smarriedlife;thepart,letmeremindyou,cutofffromtherestofthatforbiddenspacebyapairofheavycurtains。ImentionthesecurtainsbecauseatthispointMr。Powellhimselfrecalledtheexistenceofthatunusualarrangementtomymind。

Herecalledthemwithsimple-mindedcompunctionatthatdistanceoftime。Hesaid:”YouunderstandthatdirectlyIstoopedtopickupthatcoilofrunninggear——thespankerfoot-outhaul,itwas——I

perceivedthatIcouldseerightintothatpartofthesaloonthecurtainsweremeanttomakeparticularlyprivate。Doyouunderstandme?”heinsisted。

ItoldhimthatIunderstood;andheproceededtocallmyattentiontothewonderfullinkingupofsmallfacts,withsomethingofaweleftyet,afteralltheseyears,atthepreciseworkmanshipofchance,fate,providence,callitwhatyouwill!”For,observe,Marlow,”hesaid,makingatmeveryroundeyeswhichcontrastedfunnilywiththeausteretouchofgreyonhistemples,”observe,mydearfellow,thateverythingdependedonthemenwhoclearedupthepoopintheeveningleavingthatcoilofropeonthedeck,andonthetopsail-tiecarryingawayinamostincomprehensibleandsurprisingmannerearlierintheday,andtheendofthechainwhippingroundthecoamingandshiveringtobitsthecolouredglass-

paneattheendoftheskylight。IthadthearmsofthecityofLiverpoolonit;Idon’tknowwhyunlessbecausetheFerndalewasregisteredinLiverpool。Itwasverythickplateglass。Anyhow,theupperpartgotsmashed,anddirectlywehadattendedtothingsaloftMr。Franklinhadsetthecarpentertopatchupthedamagewithsomepiecesofplainglass。Idon’tknowwheretheygotthem;I

thinkthepeoplewhofittedupnewbookcasesinthecaptain’sroomhadleftsomesparepanes。Chipswastherethewholeafternoononhisknees,messingwithputtyandred-lead。Itwasn’taneatjobwhenitwasdone,notbyanymeans,butitwouldservetokeeptheweatheroutandletthelightin。Clearglass。AndofcourseIwasnotthinkingofit。Ijuststoopedtopickupthatropeandfoundmyheadwithinthreeinchesofthatclearglass,and——dashitall!

Ifoundmyselfout。NothalfanhourbeforeIwassayingtomyselfthatitwasimpossibletotellwhatwasinpeople’sheadsoratthebackoftheirtalk,orwhattheywerelikelytobeupto。AndhereIfoundmyselfuptoaslowatrickasyoucanwellthinkof。For,afterIhadstooped,thereIremainedprying,spying,anywaylooking,whereIhadnobusinesstolook。Notconsciouslyatfirst,maybe。Hewhohaseyes,youknow,nothingcanstophimfromseeingthingsaslongastherearethingstoseeinfrontofhim。WhatI

sawatfirstwastheendofthetableandthetrayclampedontoit,apatenttrayforseause,fittedwithholdersforacoupleofdecanters,water-jugandglasses。Theglitterofthesethingscaughtmyeyefirst;butwhatIsawnextwasthecaptaindownthere,aloneasfarasIcouldsee;andIcouldseeprettywellthewholeofthatpartuptothecottagepiano,darkagainstthesatin-woodpanellingofthebulkhead。AndIremainedlooking。Idid。AndI

don’tknowthatIwasashamedofmyselfeither,then。ItwasthefaultofthatFranklin,alwaystalkingoftheman,makingfreewithhimtothatextentthatreallyheseemedtohavebecomeourproperty,hisandmine,inaway。It’sfunny,butonehadthatfeelingaboutCaptainAnthony。TowatchhimwasnotsomuchworsethanlisteningtoFranklintalkinghimover。Well,it’snousemakingexcusesforwhat’sinexcusable。Iwatched;butIdaresayyouknowthattherecouldhavebeennothinginimicalinthislowbehaviourofmine。Onthecontrary。I’lltellyounowwhathewasdoing。Hewashelpinghimselfoutofadecanter。Isaweverymovement,andIsaidtomyselfmockinglyasthoughjeeringatFranklininmythoughts,’Hallo!Here’sthecaptaintakingtodrinkatlast。’Hepouredalittlebrandyorwhateveritwasintoalongglass,filleditwithwater,drankaboutafourthofitandstoodtheglassbackintotheholder。Everysignofabaddrinkingbout,Iwassayingtomyself,feelingquiteamusedatthenotionsofthatFranklin。Heseemedtomeanenormousass,withhisjealousyandhisfears。Atthatrateamonthwouldnothavebeenenoughforanybodytogetdrunk。Thecaptainsatdowninoneoftheswivelarm-chairsfixedaroundthetable;Ihadhimrightundermeandasheturnedthechairslightly,Iwaslooking,Imaysay,downhisback。Hetookanotherlittlesipandthenreachedforabookwhichwaslyingonthetable。Ihadnotnoticeditbefore。Altogethertheproceedingsofadesperatedrunkard——weren’tthey?Heopenedthebookandhelditbeforehisface。Ifthiswasthewayhetooktodrink,thenIneedn’tworry。Hewasinnodangerfromthat,andastoanyother,Iassureyounohumanbeingcouldhavelookedsaferthanhediddownthere。IfeltthegreatestcontemptforFranklinjustthen,whileIlookedatCaptainAnthonysittingtherewithaglassofweakbrandy-and-waterathiselbowandreadinginthecabinofhisship,onaquietnight——thequietest,perhapsthefinest,ofaprosperouspassage。AndifyouwonderwhyIdidn’tleaveoffmyuglyspyingIwilltellyouhowitwas。CaptainAnthonywasagreatreaderjustaboutthattime;andI,too,Ihaveagreatlikingforbooks。TothisdayIcan’tcomenearabookbutImustknowwhatitisabout。Itwasathickishvolumehehadthere,smallcloseprint,doublecolumns——Icanseeitnow。WhatIwantedtomakeoutwasthetitleatthetopofthepage。Ihaveverygoodeyesbuthewasn’tholdingitconveniently——Imeanformeupthere。Well,itwasahistoryofsomekind,thatmuchIreadandthensuddenlyhebangsthebookfacedownonthetable,jumpsupasifsomethinghadbittenhimandwalksawayaft。”Funnythingshameis。Ihadbeenbehavingbadlyandawareofitinaway,butIdidn’tfeelreallyashamedtillthefrightofbeingfoundoutinmyhonourableoccupationdrovemefromit。Islunkawaytotheforwardendofthepoopandloungedaboutthere,myfaceandearsburningandgladitwasadarknight,expectingeverymomenttohearthecaptain’sfootstepsbehindme。ForImadesurehewascomingondeck。PresentlyIthoughtIhadrathermeethimfacetofaceandIwalkedslowlyaftpreparedtoseehimemergefromthecompanionbeforeIgotthatfar。Ieventhoughtofhishavingdetectedmebysomemeans。Butitwasimpossible,unlesshehadeyesinthetopofhishead。Ihadneverhadaviewofhisfacedownthere。Itwasimpossible;Iwassafe;andIfeltverymean,yet,explainitasyoumay,Iseemednottocare。Andthecaptainnotappearingondeck,Ihadtheimpulsetogoonbeingmean。I

wantedanotherpeep。Ireallydon’tknowwhatwasthebeastlyinfluenceexceptthatMr。Franklin’stalkwasenoughtodemoralizeanymanbyraisingasortofunhealthycuriositywhichdidawayinmycasewithalltherestraintsofcommondecency。”Ididnotmeantoruntheriskofbeingcaughtsquattinginasuspiciousattitudebythecaptain。Therewasalsothehelmsmantoconsider。SowhatIdid——Iamsurprisedatmylowcunning——wastositdownnaturallyontheskylight-seatandthenbybendingforwardIfoundthat,asIexpected,Icouldlookdownthroughtheupperpartoftheend-pane。Theworstthatcouldhappentomethen,ifI

remainedtoolonginthatposition,wastobesuspectedbytheseamanaftatthewheelofhavinggonetosleepthere。Fortherestmyearswouldgivemesufficientwarningofanymovementsinthecompanion。”Butinthatwaymyangleofviewwaschanged。Thefieldtoowassmaller。Theendofthetable,thetrayandtheswivel-chairIhadrightundermyeyes。Thecaptainhadnotcomebackyet。ThepianoIcouldnotseenow;butontheotherhandIhadaveryobliquedownwardviewofthecurtainsdrawnacrossthecabinandcuttingofftheforwardpartofitjustabouttheleveloftheskylight-endandonlyaninchorsofromtheendofthetable。Theywereheavystuff,travellingonathickbrassrodwithsomecontrivancetokeeptheringsfromslidingtoandfrowhentheshiprolled。Butjustthentheshipwasasstillalmostasamodelshutupinaglasscasewhilethecurtains,joinedclosely,and,perhapsonpurpose,madealittletoolongmovednomorethanasolidwall。”

Marlowgotuptogetanothercigar。ThenightwasgettingontowhatImaycallitsdeepesthour,thehourmostfavourabletoevilpurposesofmen’shate,despairorgreed——towhatevercanwhisperintotheirearstheunlawfulcounselsofprotestagainstthingsthatare;thehourofill-omenedsilenceandchillandstagnation,thehourwhenthecriminalplieshistradeandthevictimofsleeplessnessreachesthelowestdepthofdreadfuldiscouragement;

thehourbeforethefirstsightofdawn。Iknowit,becausewhileMarlowwascrossingtheroomIlookedattheclockonthemantelpiece。Hehoweverneverlookedthatwaythoughitispossiblethathe,too,wasawareofthepassageoftime。Hesatdownheavily。”OurfriendPowell,”hebeganagain,”wasveryanxiousthatIshouldunderstandthetopographyofthatcabin。Iwasinterestedmorebyitsmoralatmosphere,thattensionoffalsehood,ofdesperateacting,whichtaintedthepuresea-atmosphereintowhichthemagnanimousAnthonyhadcarriedoffhisconquestand——well——hisself-conquesttoo,tryingtoactatthesametimelikeabeastofprey,apurespiritandthe”mostgenerousofmen。”Toobiganorderclearlybecausehewasnothingofamonsterbutjustacommonmortal,alittlemoreself-willedandself-confidentthanmost,maybe,bothinhisroughnessandinhisdelicacy。

AstothedelicacyofMr。Powell’sproceedingsI’llsaynothing。Hefoundasortofdepravedexcitementinwatchinganunconsciousman——

andsuchanattractiveandmysteriousmanasCaptainAnthonyatthat。Hewantedanotherpeepathim。Hesurmisedthatthecaptainmustcomebacksoonbecauseoftheglasstwo-thirdsfullandalsoofthebookputdownsobrusquely。GodknowswhatsuddenpanghadmadeAnthonyjumpupso。Iamconvincedheusedreadingasanopiateagainstthepainofhismagnanimitywhichlikeallabnormalgrowthswasgnawingathishealthysubstancewithcruelpersistence。

Perhapshehadrushedintohiscabinsimplytogroanfreelyinabsoluteanddelicatesecrecy。Atanyratehetarriedthere。AndyoungPowellwouldhavegrownwearyandcompunctiousatlastifithadnotbecomemanifesttohimthathehadnotbeenaloneinthehighlyincorrectoccupationofwatchingthemovementsofCaptainAnthony。

Powellexplainedtomethatnosounddidorperhapscouldreachhimfromthesaloon。Thefirstsign——andwemustrememberthathewasusinghiseyesforalltheywereworth——wasanunaccountablemovementofthecurtain。Itwaswavyandveryslight;justperceptibleinfacttothesharpenedfacultiesofasecretwatcher;

foritcan’tbedeniedthatourwitsaremuchmorealertwhenengagedinwrong-doing(inwhichonemustn’tbefoundout)thaninarighteousoccupation。

Hebecamesuspicious,withnooneandnothingdefiniteinhismind。

Hewassuspiciousofthecurtainitselfandobservedit。Itlookedveryinnocent。Thenjustashewasreadytoputitdowntoatrickofimaginationhesawtremblingmovementswherethetwocurtainsjoined。Yes!SomebodyelsebesideshimselfhadbeenwatchingCaptainAnthony。Heownsartlesslythatthisrousedhisindignation。Itwasreallytoomuchofagoodthing。Inthisstateofintenseantagonismhewasstartledtoobservetipsoffingersfumblingwiththedarkstuff。Thentheygraspedtheedgeofthefurthercurtainandhungonthere,justfingersandknucklesandnothingelse。Itmadeanabominablesight。Hewaslookingatitwithunaccountablerepulsionwhenahandcameintoview;ashort,puffy,old,freckledhandprojectingintothelamplight,followedbyawhitewrist,anarminagreycoat-sleeve,uptotheelbow,beyondtheelbow,extendedtremblinglytowardsthetray。Itsappearancewasweirdandnauseous,fantasticandsilly。ButinsteadofgrabbingthebottleasPowellexpected,thishand,tremulouswithsenileeagerness,swervedtotheglass,restedonitsedgeforamoment(orsoitlookedfromabove)andwentbackwithajerk。Thegrippingfingersoftheotherhandvanishedatthesametime,andyoungPowellstaringatthemotionlesscurtainscouldindulgeforamomentthenotionthathehadbeendreaming。

Butthatnotiondidnotlastlong。Powell,afterrepressinghisfirstimpulsetospringforthecompanionandhammeratthecaptain’sdoor,tookstepstohavehimselfrelievedbytheboatswain。Hewasinastateofdistractionastohisfeelingsandyetlucidastohismind。Heremainedontheskylightsoastokeephiseyeonthetray。

Stillthecaptaindidnotappearinthesaloon。”Ifhehad,”saidMr。Powell,”Iknewwhattodo。Iwouldhaveputmyelbowthroughthepaneinstantly——crash。”

Iaskedhimwhy?”Itwasthequickestdodgeforgettinghimawayfromthattray,”heexplained。”MythroatwassodrythatIdidn’tknowifIcouldshoutloudenough。Andthiswasnotacaseforshouting,either。”

Theboatswain,sleepyanddisgusted,arrivingonthepoop,foundthesecondofficerdoubledupovertheendoftheskylightinaposewhichmighthavebeenthatofseverepain。Andhisvoicewassochangedthattheman,thoughnaturallyvexedatbeingturnedout,madenocommentonthepleaofsuddenindispositionwhichyoungPowellputforward。

Therapiditywithwhichthesickmangotoffthepoopmusthaveastonishedtheboatswain。ButPowell,atthemomentheopenedthedoorleadingintothesaloonfromthequarter-deck,hadmanagedtocontrolhisagitation。Heenteredswiftlybutwithoutnoiseandfoundhimselfinthedarkpartofthesaloon,thestrongsheenofthelampontheothersideofthecurtainsvisibleonlyabovetherodonwhichtheyran。ThedoorofMr。Smith’scabinwasinthatdarkpart。Hepassedbyitassuringhimselfbyaquicksideglancethatitwasimperfectlyclosed。”Yes,”hesaidtome。”Theoldmanmusthavebeenwatchingthroughthecrack。OfthatIamcertain;

butitwasnotformethathewaswatchingandlistening。Horrible!

Surelyhemusthavebeenstartledtohearandseesomebodyhedidnotexpect。HecouldnotpossiblyguesswhyIwascomingin,butI

supposehemusthavebeenconcerned。”Concernedindeed!Hemusthavebeenthunderstruck,appalled。

Powell’sonlydistinctaimwastoremovethesuspectedtumbler。Hehadnootherplan,nootherintention,nootherthought。Doawaywithitinsomemanner。Snatchitupandrunoutwithit。

Youknowthatcompletemasteryofonefixedidea,notareasonablebutanemotionalmastery,asortofconcentratedexaltation。Underitsempiremenrushblindlythroughfireandwaterandopposingviolence,andnothingcanstopthem——unless,sometimes,agrainofsand。Forhisblindpurpose(andclearlythethoughtofMrs。

Anthonywasatthebottomofit)Mr。Powellhadplentyoftime。

Whatcheckedhimatthecrucialmomentwasthefamiliar,harmlessaspectofcommonthings,thesteadylight,theopenbookonthetable,thesolitude,thepeace,thehome-likeeffectoftheplace。

Heheldtheglassinhishand;allhehadtodowastovanishbackbeyondthecurtains,fleewithitnoiselesslyintothenightondeck,flingitunseenoverboard。Aminuteorless。Andthenallthatwouldhavehappenedwouldhavebeenthewonderattheutterdisappearanceofaglasstumbler,aridiculousriddleinpantry-

affairsbeyondthewitofanyoneonboardtosolve。ThegrainofsandagainstwhichPowellstumbledinhisheadlongcareerwasamomentofincredulityastothetruthofhisownconvictionbecauseithadfailedtoaffectthesafeaspectoffamiliarthings。Hedoubtedhiseyestoo。Hemusthavedreamtitall!”Iamdreamingnow,”hesaidtohimself。Andverylikelyforafewsecondshemusthavelookedlikeamaninatranceorprofoundlyasleeponhisfeet,andwithaglassofbrandy-and-waterinhishand。

Whatwokehimupand,atthesametime,fixedhisfeetimmovablytothespot,wasavoiceaskinghimwhathewasdoingthereintonesofthunder。Orsoitsoundedtohisears。Anthony,openingthedoorofhisstern-cabinhadnaturallyexclaimed。Whatelsecouldyouexpect?Andtheexclamationmusthavebeenfairlyloudifyouconsiderthenatureofthesightwhichmethiseye。There,beforehim,stoodhissecondofficer,aseeminglydecent,well-bredyoungman,who,beingonduty,hadleftthedeckandhadsneakedintothesaloon,apparentlyfortheinexpressiblymeanpurposeofdrinkingupwhatwasleftofhiscaptain’sbrandy-and-water。Therehewas,caughtabsolutelywiththeglassinhishand。

ButtheverymonstrosityofappearancessilencedAnthonyafterthefirstexclamation;andyoungPowellfelthimselfpiercedthroughandthroughbytheovershadowedglanceofhiscaptain。Anthonyadvancedquietly。ThefirstimpulseofMr。Powell,whendiscovered,hadbeentodashtheglassonthedeck。Hewasinasortofpanic。Butdeepdownwithinhimhiswitswereworking,andtheideathatifhedidthathecouldprovenothingandthatthestoryhehadtotellwascompletelyincredible,restrainedhim。Thecaptaincameforwardslowly。Withhiseyesnowclosetohis,Powell,spell-bound,numballover,managedtoliftonefingertothedeckabovemumblingtheexplanatorywords,”Boatswainonthepoop。”

Thecaptainmovedhisheadslightlyasmuchastosay,”That’sallright”——andthiswasall。Powellhadnovoice,nostrength。Theairwasunbreathable,thick,sticky,odious,likehotjellyinwhichallmovementsbecamedifficult。Heraisedtheglassalittlewithimmensedifficultyandmovedhistrammelledlipssufficientlytoformthewords:”Doctored。”

Anthonyglancedatitforaninstant,onlyforaninstant,andagainfastenedhiseyesonthefaceofhissecondmate。Powelladdedafervent”Ibelieve”andputtheglassdownonthetray。Thecaptain’sglancefollowedthemovementandreturnedsternlytohisface。Theyoungmanpointedafingeroncemoreupwardsandsqueezedoutofhisiron-boundthroatsixconsecutivewordsoffurtherexplanation。”Throughtheskylight。Thewhitepane。”

Thecaptainraisedhiseyebrowsverymuchatthis,whileyoungPowell,ashamedbutdesperate,noddedinsistentlyseveraltimes。Hemeanttosaythat:Yes。Yes。Hehaddonethatthing。Hehadbeenspying……Thecaptain’sgazebecamethoughtful。And,nowtheconfessionwasover,theiron-boundfeelingofPowell’sthroatpassedawaygivingplacetoageneralanxietywhichfromhisbreastseemedtoextendtoallthelimbsandorgansofhisbody。Hislegstrembledalittle,hisvisionwasconfused,hismindbecameblanklyexpectant。Buthewasalertenough。AtamovementofAnthonyhescreamedinastrangledwhisper。”Don’t,sir!Don’ttouchit。”

ThecaptainpushedasidePowell’sextendedarm,tookuptheglassandraiseditslowlyagainstthelamplight。Theliquid,ofverypaleambercolour,wasclear,andbyaglancethecaptainseemedtocallPowell’sattentiontothefact。Powelltriedtopronouncetheword,”dissolved”butheonlythoughtofitwithgreatenergywhichhoweverfailedtomovehislips。OnlywhenAnthonyhadputdowntheglassandturnedtohimherecoveredsuchacompletecommandofhisvoicethathecouldkeepitdowntoahurried,forciblewhisper——awhisperthatshookhim。”Doctored!Iswearit!Ihaveseen。Doctored!Ihaveseen。”

Notafeatureofthecaptain’sfacemoved。Hiswasacalmtotakeone’sbreathaway。ItdidsotoyoungPowell。ThenforthefirsttimeAnthonymadehimselfheardtothepoint。”Youdid!……Whowasit?”

AndPowellgaspedfreelyatlast。”Ahand,”hewhisperedfearfully,”ahandandthearm——onlythearm——likethat。”

Headvancedhisown,slow,stealthy,tremulousinfaithfulreproduction,thetipsoftwofingersandthethumbpressedtogetherandhoveringabovetheglassforaninstant——thentheswiftjerkback,afterthedeed。”Likethat,”herepeatedgrowingexcited。”Frombehindthis。”HegraspedthecurtainandglaringatthesilentAnthonyflungitbackdisclosingtheforepartofthesaloon。Therewasononetobeseen。

Powellhadnotexpectedtoseeanybody。”But,”hesaidtome,”I

knewverywelltherewasanearlisteningandaneyegluedtothecrackofacabindoor。Awfulthought。Andthatdoorwasinthatpartofthesaloonremainingintheshadowoftheotherhalfofthecurtain。IpointedatitandIsupposethatoldmaninsidesawmepointing。Thecaptainhadawonderfulself-command。Youcouldn’thaveguessedanythingfromhisface。Well,itwasperhapsmorethoughtfulthanusual。Andindeedthiswassomethingtothinkabout。ButIcouldn’tthinksteadily。Mybrainwouldgiveasortofjerkandthengodeadagain。Ihadlostallnotionoftime,andImighthavebeenlookingatthecaptainfordaysandmonthsforallIknewbeforeIheardhimwhispertomefiercely:”Notaword!”

ThisjerkedmeoutofthattranceIwasinandIsaid”No!No!I

didn’tmeanevenyou。””Iwantedtoexplainmyconduct,myintentions,butIreadinhiseyesthatheunderstoodmeandIwasonlytoogladtoleaveoff。

Andtherewewerelookingateachother,dumb,broughtupshortbythequestion”Whatnext?””IthoughtCaptainAnthonywasamanofirontillIsawhimsuddenlyflinghisheadtotherightandtotheleftfiercely,likeawildanimalatbaynotknowingwhichwaytobreakout……””Truly,”commentedMarlow,”broughttobaywasnotabadcomparison;

abetteronethanMr。Powellwasawareof。AtthatmomenttheappearanceofFloracouldnotbutbringthetensiontothebreakingpoint。Shecameoutinallinnocencebutnotwithoutvaguedread。

Anthony’sexclamationonfirstseeingPowellhadreachedherinhercabin,where,itseems,shewasbrushingherhair。Shehadheardtheverywords。”Whatareyoudoinghere?”Andtheunwontedloudnessofthevoice——hisvoice——breakingthehabitualstillnessofthathourwouldhavestartledapersonhavingmuchlessreasontobeconstantlyapprehensive,thanthecaptiveofAnthony’smasterfulgenerosity。Shehadnomeanstoguesstowhomthequestionwasaddressedanditechoedinherheart,asAnthony’svoicealwaysdid。

Followedcompletesilence。Shewaited,anxious,expectant,tillshecouldstandthestrainnolonger,andwiththewearymentalappealoftheoverburdened。”MyGod!Whatisitnow?”sheopenedthedoorofherroomandlookedintothesaloon。HerfirstglancefellonPowell。Foramoment,seeingonlythesecondofficerwithAnthony,shefeltrelievedandmadeasiftodrawback;buthersharpenedperceptiondetectedsomethingsuspiciousintheirattitudes,andshecameforwardslowly。”IwasthefirsttoseeMrs。Anthony,”relatedPowell,”becauseI

wasfacingaft。Thecaptain,noticingmyeyes,lookedquicklyoverhisshoulderandatonceputhisfingertohislipstocautionme。

AsifIwerelikelytoletoutanythingbeforeher!Mrs。Anthonyhadonadressing-gownofsomegreystuffwithredfacingsandathickredcordroundherwaist。Herhairwasdown。Shelookedachild;apale-facedchildwithbigblueeyesandaredmouthalittleopenshowingaglimmerofwhiteteeth。Thelightfellstronglyonherasshecameuptotheendofthetable。Astrangechildthough;shehardlyaffectedonelikeachild,Iremember。Doyouknow,”exclaimedMr。Powell,whoclearlymusthavebeen,likemanyseamen,anindustriousreader,”doyouknowwhatshelookedliketomewiththosebigeyesandsomethingappealinginherwholeexpression。Shelookedlikeaforsakenelf。CaptainAnthonyhadmovedtowardshertokeepherawayfrommyendofthetable,wherethetraywas。Ihadneverseenthemsoneartoeachotherbefore,anditmadeagreatcontrast。Itwaswonderful,for,withhisbeardcuttoapoint,hisswarthy,sunburntcomplexion,thinnoseandhisleanheadtherewassomethingAfrican,somethingMoorishinCaptainAnthony。Hisneckwasbare;hehadtakenoffhiscoatandcollarandhaddrawnonhissleepingjacketinthetimethathehadbeenabsentfromthesaloon。Iseemtoseehimnow。Mrs。Anthonytoo。

Shelookedfromhimtome——IsupposeIlookedguiltyorfrightened——

andfrommetohim,tryingtoguesswhattherewasbetweenustwo。

Thensheburstoutwitha”Whathashappened?”whichseemedaddressedtome。Imumbled”Nothing!Nothing,ma’am,”whichsheverylikelydidnothear。”Youmustnotthinkthatallthishadlastedalongtime。Shehadtakenfrightatourbehaviourandturnedtothecaptainpitifully。”Whatisityouareconcealingfromme?”Astraightquestion——eh?

Idon’tknowwhatanswerthecaptainwouldhavemade。Beforehecouldevenraisehiseyestohershecriedout”Ah!Here’spapa”inasharptoneofrelief,butdirectlyafterwardsshelookedtomeasifshewereholdingherbreathwithapprehension。Iwassointerestedinherthat,howshallIsayit,herexclamationmadenoconnectioninmybrainatfirst。IalsonoticedthatshehadsidledupalittlenearertoCaptainAnthony,beforeitoccurredtometoturnmyhead。Icantellyoumyneckstiffenedinthetwistedpositionfromtheshockofactuallyseeingthatoldman!Hehaddared!IsupposeyouthinkIoughttohavelookeduponhimasmad。

ButIcouldn’t。Itwouldhavebeencertainlyeasier。ButIcouldNOT。Youshouldhaveseenhim。Firstofallhewascompletelydressedwithhisverycapstillonhisheadjustaswhenheleftmeondecktwohoursbefore,sayinginhissoftvoice:”Themomenthascometogotobed”——whilehemeanttogoanddothatthingandhideinhisdarkcabin,andwatchthestuffdoitswork。Acoldshudderrandownmyback。Hehadhishandsinthepocketsofhisjacket,hisarmswerepressedclosetohisthin,uprightbody,andheshuffledacrossthecabinwithhisshortsteps。Therewasaredpatchoneachofhisoldsoftcheeksasifsomebodyhadbeenpinchingthem。Hedroopedhisheadalittle,andlookedwithasortofunderhandexpectationatthecaptainandMrs。Anthonystandingclosetogetherattheotherendofthesaloon。Thecalculatinghorribleimpudenceofit!Hisdaughterwasthere;andIamcertainhehadseenthecaptainputtinghisfingeronhislipstowarnme。

Andthenhehadcoollycomeout!Hepassedmyimagination,Iassureyou。Afterthatoneshiverhispresencekilledeveryfacultyinme——

wonder,horror,indignation。Ifeltnothinginparticularjustasifhewerestilltheoldgentlemanwhousedtotalktomefamiliarlyeverydayondeck。Wouldyoubelieveit?””Mr。Powellchallengedmypowersofwonderatthisinternalphenomenon,”wentonMarlowafteraslightpause。”Buteveniftheyhadnotbeenfullyengaged,togetherwithallmypowersofattentioninfollowingthefactsofthecase,Iwouldnothavebeenastonishedbyhisstatementsabouthimself。Takingintoconsiderationhisyouththeywerebynomeansincredible;or,atanyrate,theyweretheleastincrediblepartofthewhole。Theywerealsotheleastinterestingpart。Theinterestwaselsewhere,andthereofcourseallhecoulddowastolookatthesurface。Theinwardnessofwhatwaspassingbeforehiseyeswashiddenfromhim,whohadlookedon,moreimpenetrablythanfrommewhoatadistanceofyearswaslisteningtohiswords。WhatpresentlyhappenedatthiscrisisinFloradeBarral’sfatewasbeyondhispowerofcomment,seemedinasensenatural。Andhisownpresenceonthescenewassostrangelymotivedthatitwasleftformetomarvelaloneatthisyoungman,acompletelychance-comer,havingbroughtitaboutonthatnight。

Eachsituationcreatedeitherbyfollyorwisdomhasitspsychologicalmoment。ThebehaviourofyoungPowellwithitsmixtureofboyishimpulsescombinedwithinstinctiveprudence,hadnotcreatedit——Ican’tsaythat——buthaddiscoveredittotheverypeopleinvolved。Whatwouldhavehappenedifhehadmadeanoiseabouthisdiscovery?Buthedidn’t。HisheadwasfullofMrs。