第10章

``MuchfasterthanIexpected,’’saidtheHarvester。

``Youaresurprisingallofus,memostofany。Ruth,youalmostmakemehopethatyouregardthisashome。

Honey,youarethinkingalittleofmethesedays?’’

Thehandthathadfallenfromhishairlayonhisshoulder。Nowitslidaroundhisneck,andgrippedhimwithallitsstrength。

``Heapsandheaps!’’shesaid。``AllIgetachanceto,forbeingbotheredandfussedover,andeverlastinglyreadmushystuffthat’sintendedforsomeoneelse。

Pleasetakemetotheverandanow;Iwanttotellyousomething。’’

Hisheadswam,buttheHarvestersethisfeetfirmly,arose,andcarriedhisDreamGirlbacktooutdoorlife。

Whenhereachedthechair,shebeggedhimtogoafewstepsfarthertothebenchonthelakeshore。

``Iamafraid,’’saidtheman。

``It’ssowarm。Therecan’tbeanydifferenceintheair。Justaminute。’’

TheHarvesterpushedopenthescreen,wenttothebench,andseatinghimself,drewthecovercloselyaroundher。

``Don’tspeakawordforalongtime,’’hesaid。``Justrest。IfItireyoutoomuchandspoileverything,I

willbedesperate。’’

Heclaspedhertohim,laidhischeekagainstherhair,andhislipsonherforehead。Heheldherhandandkisseditoverandover,andagainhewatchedandcouldfindnoresentment。Thecool,pungentbreezesweptfromthelake,andthevoicesofwildlifechatteredattheirfeet。Sometimesthewaterfolkssplashed,whileabigblackandgoldbutterflymistooktheGirl’sdarkhairforaperchingplaceandsettledonit,slowlyopeningitswonderfulwings。

``Liequietly,Girl,’’whisperedtheHarvester。``Youarewearingalivingjewel,anornamentaboveprice,onyourhair。Maybeyoucanseeitwhenitgoes。There!’’

``OhIdid!’’shecried。``HowIloveithere!BeforelongmayIlieinthedining-roomwindowawhilesoI

canseethewater。Ilikethehill,butIlovethelakemore。’’

``Nowifyoujustwouldloveme,’’saidtheHarvester,``youwouldhaveallMedicineWoodsinyourheart。’’

``Don’thurrymeso!’’saidtheGirl。``Yougavemeayear;andit’sonlyafewweeks,andI’venotbeenmyself,andI’mnotnow。Imustn’tmakeanymistake,andallIknowforsureisthatIwantyoumost,andIcanrestbestwithyou,andImissyoueveryminuteyouaregone。Ithinkthatshouldsatisfyyou。’’

``Thatwouldbeenoughforanyreasonableman,’’

saidtheHarvesterangrily。``Forgiveme,Ruth,Ihavebeencruel。Iforgothowfrailandweakyouare。ItishavingHarmonherethatmakesmeunnatural。Italmostdrivesmetofrenzytoknowthathemaytakeyoufromme。’’

``Thensendhimaway!’’

``SENDHIMAWAY?’’

``Yes,sendhimaway!Iamtiredtodeathofhispoetry,andseeinghimspoonaround。Sendbothofthemawayquickly!’’

TheHarvestergulped,blinked,andsurreptitiouslyfeltforherpulse。

``Oh,I’venotdevelopedfeveragain,’’shesaid。``I’mallright。Butitmustbeafearfulexpensetohavebothofthemherebytheweek,andI’msotiredofthem,Grannysaysshecantakecareofmejustaswell,andthegirlwhohelpshercancook。Noonebutyoushallliftme,ifIdon’tgetmynoseOutuntilIcanwalkaloneBothofthemareperfectlyuseless,andI’dmuchratheryou’dsendthemaway。’’

``There,there!Ofcourse!’’saidtheHarvestersoothingly。``I’lldoitassoonasIpossiblydare。Youdon’tunderstand,honey。Youareyetdelicatebeyondmeasure,internally。Thefeverburnedsolong。Everymorselyoueatismeasuredandcookedinsterilizedvessels,andI’dbescaredofmylifetohavethegirlundertakeit。’’

``Whysheisdoingitstraightalongnow!SheandGranny!Mollyisn’toutofDoctorHarmon’ssightlongenoughtocookanything。Grannysaysthereis`alotofbuncombeaboutwhattheydo,andsheisgoingtotellthemsorighttotheirteethsomeofthesedays,iftheybadgerhermuchmore,’andIwishshewould,andyou,too。’’

TheHarvestergatheredtheGirltohiminonecrushingbearhug。

``FortheloveofHeaven,Ruth,youdrivemecrazy!

Answermejustonequestion。Whenyoutoldmethatyou`adoredandworshipped’DoctorHarmon,didyoumeanit,orwasthatthedeliriumoffever?’’

``Idon’tknowWHATItoldyou!IfIsaidI`adored’

him,itwasthetruth。Idid!Ido!Ialwayswill!

SodoIadoretheAlmighty,butthat’snosignIwanthimtoreadpoetrytome,andbearoundallthetimewhenIamwildforaminutewithyou。IcanworshipDoctorHarmoninChicagoorOnabashaquiteaswell。

Firehim!Ifyoudon’t,Iwill!’’

``GoodLord!’’criedtheHarvester,helplessuntiltheGirlhadtoclingtohimtopreventrollingfromhisnervelessarms。``Ruth,Ruth,willyoufeelmypulse?’’

``No,Iwon’t!Butyouaregoingtodropme。Takemestraightbacktomybeautifulnewbed,andsendthemaway。’’

``Aminute!Givemeaminute!’’gaspedtheHarvester。``Icouldn’tliftababyjustnow。Ruth,dear,I

thoughtyouLOVEDtheman。’’

``Whatmadeyouthinkso?’’

``Youdid!’’

``Ididn’teither!IneversaidIlovedhim。IsaidIwasunderobligationstohim;buttheyareaswellrepaidastheyevercanbe。IsaidIadoredhim,andI

tellyouIdo!Givehimwhatweowehim,bothofus,inmoney,andsendthemaway。Ifyou’dseenasmuchofthemasIhave,you’dbetiredofthem,too。Please,please,David!’’

``Yes,’’saidtheHarvester,arisinginasuddentideofeffulgentjoy。``Yes,Girl,justasquicklyasIcanwithdecency。I——I’llsendthemonthelake,andI’lltakecareofyou。’’

``Youwon’treadpoetrytome?’’

``Iwillnot。’’

``Youwon’tmoonatme?’’

``No!’’

``Thenhurry!Buthavethemtakeyourboat。Iamgoingtohavethefirstrideinmine。’’

``Indeedyouare,andsoon,too!’’saidtheHarvester,marchingupthehillasifhewereleadinghoststobattle。

HelaidtheGirlonthebedandcoveredher,andcalledGrannyMorelandtositbesideherafewminutes。Hewentintothegoldgardenandproposedthatthedoctorandthenursegorowinguntilsuppertime,andtheywentwithalacrity。WhentheystartedhereturnedtotheGirland,sittingbesideher,hetoldGrannytotakeanap。Thenhebegantotalksoftlyallaboutwildmusic,andhowitwasmade,andwhatthedifferentodourssweepingdownthehillwere,andwhentheredleaveswouldcome,andthenutsrattledown,andthefrostfairiesenamelthewindows,andsoonshewassoundasleep。

Grannycameback,andtheHarvesterwalkedaroundthelakeshoretobealoneawhileandthinkquietly,forhewasalmosttoodazedandbewilderedforfullrealization。

Ashesoftlyfollowedthefootpathheheardvoices,andlookingdown,hesawtheboatlyingintheshadeandbeneathabigtreeonthebanksatthedoctorandthenurse。Hisarmwasaroundher,andherheadwasonhisshoulder;andshesaidverydistinctly,``Howlongwillitbeuntilwecangowithoutoffendinghim?’’

CHAPTERXIX

AVERTICALSPINE

BymiddleSeptemberthelasttraceofillnesshadbeenremovedfromthepremises,anditwasrapidlydisappearingfromthefaceandformoftheGirl。Shewasshowingabeautifulroundness,therewaslovelycolouronhercheeksandlips,andinherdarkeyessparkledatouchofmischief。Rigidlyshefollowedtheruleslaiddownfordietandexercise,andasstrengthflowedthroughherbody,andnotraceofpaintormentedher,shebeganrevellinginnewanddelightfulsensations。Shelovedtopullherboatasshewilled,driveoverthewoodroad,studythebooks,cookthenewdishes,rearrangefurniture,andgowiththeHarvestereverywhere。

Butthatwasgreatlythemanagementoftheman。

HewassoafraidthatsomethingmighthappentoundoallthewondersaccomplishedintheGirl,andagainwhitenherfacewithpain,thathescarcelyallowedheroutofhissight。Heremainedinthecabin,helpingwhensheworked,andthendrovewithherandabigblankettothewoods,arrangedherchairandtable,foundsomeattractivesubject,andwhilethewindravelledherhairandflushedhercheeks,herfingersdrewdesigns。Atnoontheywenttothecabintolunch,andtheGirltookanap,whiletheHarvesterspreadhismorning’sreapingontheshelvestodry。Theyreturnedtothewoodsuntilfiveo’clock;thenhomeagainandtheGirldressedandpreparedsupper,whiletheHarvesterspreadhisstoresandfedthestock。Thenheputonwhiteclothingfortheevening。TheGirlrestedwhilehewashedthedishes,andtheyexploredthelakeinthelittlemotorboat,ordrovetothecityforsupplies,ortoseetheirfriends。

``Areyouevenwithyourusualworkatthistimeoftheyear?’’sheaskedastheysatatbreakfast。

``Iam,’’saidtheHarvester。``Theonlythingsthathavebeencrowdedoutarethecandlesticks。Theywillhavetoremainontheshelfuntiltheherbsandrootsareallin,andthelongwintereveningscome。ThenI’llusethelunapatternandfinishyoursfirstofall。’’

``Whatareyougoingtodoto-day?’’

``Startonaregularfallcampaign。Someofitforthesakeofhavingit,andsomebecausethereisgoodmoneyinit。Willyoucome?’’

``Indeedyes。MayIhelp,orshallItakemydrawingalong?’’

``Bringyourdrawing。Nextfallyoumayhelp,butasyetyouaretooclosesufferingformetoseeyoudoanythingthatmightbeevenaslightrisk。Ican’tendureit。’’

``Baby!’’shejeered。

``Christenmeanythingyouplease,’’laughedtheHarvester。``I’mshortonnamesanyway。’’

HewenttoharnessBetsy,andtheGirlwashedthedishes,straightenedtherooms,andcollectedherdrawingmaterial。Thenshewalkedupthehill,wearingashirtandshortskirtofkhaki,stoutshoes,andastrawhatthatshadedherface。Sheclimbedintothewagon,laidthedrawingboxontheseat,andcaughtthelinesastheHarvesterflungthemtoher。Hewentswingingahead,Belshazzartoheel,theGirldrivingafter。Thewhitepigeonscircledabove,andeverydayAjaxallowedhiscuriositytoovercomehistemper,andfollowedalittlefarther。

``Whoa,Betsy!’’TheGirltuggedatthelines;butBetsytookthebitbetweenherteeth,andploddedaftertheHarvester。Shepulledwithallhermight,butherstrengthwasnotnearlysufficienttostopthestubbornanimal。

``Whoa,David!’’criedtheGirl。

``Whatisit?’’theHarvesterturned。

``Won’tyoupleasewaituntilIcantakeoffmyhat?

Ilovetoridebareheadedthroughthewoods,andBetsywon’tstopuntilyoudo,nomatterhowhardIpull。’’

``Betsy,you’renolady!’’saidtheHarvester。``Whydon’tyoustopwhenyou’retold?’’

``Ishan’twasteanymorestrengthonher,’’saidtheGirl。``HereafterIshallsay,`Gee,David,’`Haw,David,’

`Whoa,David,’andthenshewilldoexactlyasyou。’’

TheHarvesterstoppedhalfwayupthehill,andbesidealarge,shadedbedspreadtherug,andsetupthelittletableandchairfortheGirl。

``Wantaplanttodraw?’’heasked。``Thisisveryimportanttous。Ithasastringofnamesaslongasaprincess,butIcallitgoldenseal,becausetherootsareyellow。Thechemistsaskforhydrastis。Thatsoundsformidable,butit’sacousinofbuttercups。ThewoodsofOhioandIndianaproducethefinestthatevergrew,butitissonearlyextinctnowthatthetradecanbesuppliedbycultivationonly。IsuspectI’mresponsibleforitsdisappearancearoundhere。Iusedtogetadollarfiftyapound,andmostofmyclothesandbookswhenaboyIowetoit。NowIgettwoformyfinestgrade;

thataccountsforthesizeofthesebeds。’’

``It’spretty!’’saidtheGirl,studyingaplantaveragingafootinheight。Onaslender,round,purplishstemaroseonebig,roughleaf,heavilyveined,andhavingfromfivetoninelobes。Oppositewasasimilarleaf,butverysmall,andaheadofscarletberriesresemblingabigraspberryinshape。TheHarvestershooktheblackwoodssoilfromtheyellowroots,andhelduptheplant。

``Youwon’tenjoytheodour,’’hesaid。

``WellIliketheleaves。IknowIcanusethemsomeway。Theyaresounusual。Whatwonderfulcolourintheroots!’’

``OneofitsnamesisIndianpaint,’’explainedtheHarvester。``Probablyitfurnishedthesquawsofthesewoodswithcolouringmatter。Nowlet’sseewhatwecangetoutofit。YoudrawtheplantandI’lldigtheroots。’’

ForatimetheGirlbentoverherworkandtheHarvesterwasbusy。Belshazzarrangedthewoodschasingchipmunks。Thebirdscameaskingquestions。Whenthedrawingwascompleted,othersubjectswerefoundateveryturn,andtheGirltalkedalmostconstantly,herfacealivewithinterest。TheMay-applebedslayclose,andshedrewfromthem。Shelearnedtheusesandpricesoftheplant,andalsomadedrawingsofcohosh,moonseedandbloodroot。Thatwassowonderfulinitsrootcolour,theHarvesterfilledthelittlecupwithwaterandshebegantopaint。Intenselyabsorbedshebentabovethebig,notched,silveryleavesandtheblood-redroots,testingandtryingtomatchthemexactly。EveryfewminutestheHarvesterleanedoverhershouldertoseehowshewasprogressingandtooffersuggestions。Whenshefinishedshepickedupatrailingvineofmoonseed。

``Youhavethisontheporch,’’shesaid。``Ithinkitislovely。Thereisnoendtothebeautifulcombinationsofleaves,andthesearesuchprettylittlegrape-likeclusters;butifyoutouchthemtheslightestyousoilthewonderfulsurface。’’

``Andthatmakesthefairiesverysad,’’saidtheHarvester。``Theylovethatvinebestofany,becausetheypaintitsfruitwiththemostcare。`Bloom’thescientistscallit。Youseeitoncultivatedplums,grapes,andapples,butneverinanysuchperfectionasonmoonseedandblackhawsinthewoods。Youshouldbeabletodesignanumberofprettythingsfromthecohoshleavesandberries,too。Youscarcelycangetastartthisfall,butearlyinthespringyoucanbegin,andfollowtheseason。Ifyourworkcomesoutwellthiswinter,I’llsendsomeofittothebigpublishinghouses,andyoucanmakebookandmagazinecoversanddecorations,ifyouwouldlike。’’

```IfIwouldlike!’Howmodest!YouknowperfectlywellthatifIcouldmakeadesignthatwouldbeaccepted,andusedonabookormagazine,Iwouldalmostfly。OhdoyousupposeIcould?’’

``Idon’t`suppose’anythingaboutit,Iknow,’’saidtheHarvester。``Itisnotpossiblethatthepubliccanbeanymoretiredofwildroses,golden-rod,andswallowsthanthepoorarteditorswhoacceptthembecausetheycan’thelpthemselves。Danglesomethingfreshandnewundertheirnosesandseethemsnap。ThenexttimeIgotoOnabashaI’llgetyousomepopularmagazines,andyoucancomparewhatisbeingusedwithwhatyouseehere,andjudgeforyourselfhowgladtheywouldbeforachange。Andpotteries,artsandcraftsshops,andwallpaperfactories,they’dbecrazyforthedesignsIcouldfurnishthem。Asformoney,there’smoreinitthantheherbs,ifIonlycoulddraw。’’

``Icandothat,’’saidtheGirl。``Trailthevineandgivemeanideahowtoscaleit。I’lljustmakestudiesnow,andthiswinterI’llconventionalizethemandworkthemintopatterns。Won’tthatbefun?’’

``That’smorethanfun,Ruth,’’saidtheHarvestersolemnly。``Thatiscreation。ThattouchestheprovincesoftheAlmighty。ThatistakingHisunknownwondersandmakingthemintopleasureandbenefitforthousands,nottomentionfillingyourfacewithawedivine,andlightingyoureyeswithinterestandambition。

Thatislife,Ruth。Youarebeginningtoliverightnow。’’

``Isee,’’saidtheGirl。``Iunderstand!Iam!’’

``Yougetyoursubjectsnow。WhentheharvestisoverI’llshowyouwhatIhaveinmyhead,andbeforeChristmasthefunwillbegin。’’

``Whatnext?’’

``Sketchasarsaparillaplantandthisyamvine。Itgrowsonyourverandatoo——therattlebox,youremember。Theleavesandseedingarrangementsarewonderful。Youcandoanynumberofthingswiththem,andallwillbenew。’’

Hecalledherattentiontoandbroughthersamplesofgingerleaves,Indianhemp,queen-of-the-meadow,cone-flower,burdock,baneberry,andIndianturnip,asheharvestedtheminturn。WhentheycametothelargebedsoforangepleurisyroottheGirlcriedoutwithpleasure。

``Wewilltakeitsprosaicfeaturesfirst,’’saidtheHarvester。``Itisgoodmedicineandworthhandling。

Forgetthat!TheBirdWomancallsitbutterflyflower。

That’sbetter。Nowtrytoanalyzeasinglebloomofthisgaudymass,andyouwillseewhythere’spoetrycoming。’’

HekneltbesidetheGirl,separatingthebloomsandpointingouttheirmarvellouscolourandconstruction。

Sheleanedagainsthisshoulder,andwatchedwithbreathlessinterest。Ashisbareheadbroughtitsmopofdampwind-rumpledhairclose,sheranherfingersthroughit,andwithherhandkerchiefwipedhisforehead。

``SometimesIalmostwishyou’dgetsick,’’shesaidirrelevantly。

``Inthenameofcommonsense,why?’’demandedtheHarvester。

``Ohitmustbebornintheheartofawomantowanttomothersomething,’’answeredtheGirl。``IfeelsometimesasifIwouldliketotakecareofyou,asifyouwerealittlefellow。David,Iknowwhyyourmotherfoughttomakeyouthemanshedesired。Youmusthavebeencharmingwhensmall。Icanshutmyeyesandjustseetheboyyouwere,andIshouldhavelovedyouasshedid。’’

``HowaboutthemanIam?’’inquiredtheHarvesterpromptly。``Anyleaningstowardhimyet,Ruth?’’

``It’sgettingworserandworsereverydayandhour,’’

saidtheGirl。``Idon’tunderstanditatall。Iwouldn’ttrytolivewithoutyou。Idon’twantyoutoleavemysight。EverythingyoudoisthewayIwouldhaveit。

Nothingyoueversayshocksoroffendsme。I’dlovetorenderyouanypersonalservice。Iwanttotakeyouinmyarmsandhugyoutighthalfadozentimesadayasarewardforthekindandlovelythingsyoudoforme。’’

AdullredflameduptheneckandoverthefaceoftheHarvester。Onearmliftedtothechairback,theotherdroppedacrossthetablesothattheGirlwasalmostencircled。

``Fortheloveofmercy,Ruth,whyhaven’tIhadahintofthisbefore?’’hecried。

``Yousaidyou’dhateme。Yousaidyou’ddropmeintothedeepestpartofthelakeifIdeceivedyou;andifIhavetotellthetruth,why,thatisallofit。Ithinkitisnonsenseaboutsomewonderfulfeelingthatisgoingtotakepossessionofyourheartwhenyouloveanyone。

IloveyousomuchI’dgladlysuffertosaveyoupainorsorrow。Buttherearenothrills;it’sjuststeady,sober,commonsensethatIshouldloveyou,andIdo。Whycan’tyoubesatisfiedwithwhatIcangive,David?’’

``Becauseit’shusksandashes,’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``Youdrivemetodesperation,Ruth。Iamalmostwildforyourlove,butwhatyouoffermeisplain,straightaffection,nothingmore。Thereisn’tatraceofthefeelingthatshouldexistbetweenmanandwifeinit。

Somemenmightbesatisfiedtobeyourhusband,andberegardedasafatherorbrother。Iamnot。Theredbirddidn’twantasister,Ruth,hewasaskingforamate。

SoamI。That’sasplainasIknowhowtoputit。

Thereissomewaytoawakenyouintoaliving,lovingwoman,and,pleaseGod,I’llfindityet,butI’mslowaboutit;there’snoquestionofthat。Neveryoumind!

Don’tworry!SomeofthesedaysIhavefaithtobelieveitwillsweepyouasatidesweepstheshore,andthenI

hopeGodwillbegoodenoughtoletmebewhereyouwilllandinmyarms。’’

TheGirlsatlookingathimbetweennarrowedlids。

Suddenlyshetookhisheadbetweenherhands,drewhisfacetohersanddeliberatelykissedhim。Thenshedrewawayandsearchedhiseyes。

``There!’’shechallenged。``Whatisthematterwiththat?’’

TheHarvester’scolourslowlyfadedtoasicklywhite。

``Ruth,youtrymealmostbeyondhumanendurance,’’

hesaid。```What’sthematterwiththat?’’’Hearose,steppedback,foldedhisarms,andstaredather。```What’sthematterwiththat?’’’herepeated。``NeverwasIsosorelytemptedinallmylifeasIamnowtolietoyou,andsaythereisnothing,andtakeyouinmyarmsandtrytoawakenyoutowhatImeanbylove。ButsupposeIdo——andfail!Thencomestheagonyofslowenduranceforme,andthepossibilitythatanydayyoumaymeetthemanwhocanarouseinyouthefeelingsI

cannot。Thatwouldmeanmyoathbroken,andmyheartaswell;whilesoonyouwoulddislikemebeyondtolerance,even。Idarenotriskit!Thematteris,thatwasthelovingcaressofaten-year-oldgirltoabigbrothersheadmired。That’sall!Notmuch,butamightybigdefectwhenitisofferedastrongmanasfuelonwhichtofeedconsumingpassion。’’

``Consumingpassion,’’repeatedtheGirl。``Davidyouneverlie,andyouneverexaggerate。Doyouhonestlymeanthatthereissomething——oh,thereis!

Icanseeit!Youarereallysuffering,andifIcometoyou,andtrymybesttocomfortyou,you’llonlycallitbabyaffectionthatyoudon’twant。David,whatamIgoingtodo?’’

``Youaregoingtothecabin,’’saidtheHarvester,``andcookusabigsupper。Iamdreadfullyhungry。I’llbealongpresently。Don’tworry,Ruth,youareallright!Thatkisswaslovely。Tellmethatyouarenotangrywithme。’’

Hereyeswerewetasshesmiledathim。

``Ifthereisabiggerbrutethanamananywhereonthefootstool,Ishouldliketomeetit,’’saidtheHarvester,``andseewhatitappearslike。Goalong,honey;I’llbethereassoonasIload。’’

Hedrovetothedry-house,washedandspreadhisreapingonthebigtrays,fedthestock,dressedinthewhiteclothingandenteredthekitchen。ThattheGirlhadbeencryingwasobvious,butheoverlookedit,helpedwiththework,andthentheytookaboatride。

Whentheyreturnedheproposedthatsheshouldselectherfavouritelikenessofhermother,andthenexttimehewenttothecityhewouldtakeitwithhis,andordertheenlargementshehadplanned。Tosavecarryingalightedlampintotheclosethebroughtherlittletrunktotheliving-room,wheresheopeneditandhuntedthepictures。Therewereseveral,andallofthemwereofayoung,elegantlydressedwomanofgreatbeauty。TheHarvesterstudiedthemlong。

``Whowasshe,Ruth?’’heaskedatlast。

``Idon’tknow,andIhavenodesiretolearn。’’

``CanyouexplainhowthegirlhererepresentedcametomarryabrotherofHenryJameson?’’

``Yes。Iwaspasttwelvewhenmyfathercamethelasttime,andIrememberhimdistinctly。IfUncleHenrywereproperlyclothed,heisnotabadmaninappearance,unlessheisveryangry。Hecanuseproperlanguage,ifhechooses。Myfatherwasthebestinhim,refinedandintensified。Hewasmuchtaller,verygoodlooking,andhedressedandspokewell。TheywerebornandgrewtomanhoodintheEast,andcameouthereatthesametime。WhereUncleHenryisatricksterandatraderinstock,myfatherwentastephigher,andtrickedandtradedinmen——andwomen!Mothertoldmethismuchonce。Hesawhersomewhereandadmiredher。Helearnedwhoshewas,wenttoherfather’slawofficeandpretendedhewasrepresentingsomegreatbusinessintheWest,untilhewaswelcomedasapromisingclient。Hehungaroundandwhenshecameinonedayherfatherwasforcedtointroducethem。

Theremainderisthesameworld-oldstory——agoodlooking,glib-tonguedman,plyingeveryartknowntoanexpert,onaninnocentgirl。’’

``Ishedead,Ruth?’’

``Wethoughtso。Wehopedso。’’

``Yourmotherdidnotfeelthatherpeoplemightbesufferingforherasshewasforthem?’’

``Notaftersheappealedtothemtwiceandreceivednoreply。’’

``Perhapstheytriedtofindher。Maybeshehasafatherormotherwhoislongingforwordfromhernow。

Areyouverysureyouarerightinnotwantingtoknow?’’

``ShenevergavemeahintfromwhichIcouldtellwhoorwheretheywere。Insogentleawomanasmymotherthatonlycouldmeanshedidnotwantthemtoknowofher。NeitherdoI。ThisisthephotographIprefer;pleaseuseit。’’

``I’llputbackthetrunkinthemorning,whenIcanseebetter,’’saidtheHarvester。

TheGirlclosedit,andsoonwenttobed。Buttherewasnosleepfortheman。Hewentintothenight,andforhourshepacedthedrivewayinrackingthought。

ThenhesatonthestepandlookedatBelshazzarbeforehim。

``Life’sgrowingeasiereveryminute,Bel,’’saidtheHarvester。``Here’smyDreamGirl,lovelyasthemostgoldeninstantofthatwonderfuldream,offeringme——

offeringme,Bel——inmypresentpass,thelipsandtheloveofmylittlesisterwhoneverwasborn。AndI’vehurtRuth’sfeelings,andsenthertobedwithaheartache,tryingtomakeherseethatitwon’tdo。Itwon’t,Bel!IfIcan’thavegenuinelove,Idon’twantanything。

ItoldhersoasplainlyasIcouldfindwords,andsethercrying,andmadeherunhappytoendawonderfulday。

Butinsomewayshehasgottolearnthatpropinquity,tolerance,approval,affection,even——isnotlove。I

can’ttaketherisk,afteralltheseyearsofwaitingfortherealthing。IfIdid,andlovenevercame,Iwouldend——well,IknowhowIwouldend——andthatwouldspoilherlife。Isimplyhavegottobraceup,Bel,andkeepontrying。Shethinksitisnonsenseaboutthrills,andsomewonderfulfeelingthattakespossessionofyou。Lord,Bel!Thereisn’tmuchnonsenseaboutthethingthatragesinmybrain,heart,soul,andbody。Itstrikesmeasthegravestrealitythateverovertookaman。

``Sheisgrowingwonderfullyattachedtome。`Couldn’tlivewithoutme,’Bel,thatiswhatshesaid。MaybeitwouldbeaschemetobringGrannyheretostaywithher,andtakeafewmonthsinsomecitythiswinteronthosechemicalpointsthattroubleme。Thereisanoldsayingabout`absencemakingtheheartgrowfonder。’

Maybeseparationisthethingtoworkthetrick。I’vetriedabouteverythingelseIknow。

``ButI’mintoomuchofahurry!Whatafoolamanis!Afewweeksago,Bel,IsaidtomyselfthatifHarmonwereawayandhadnopartinherlifeI’dbethehappiestmanalive。Happiestmanalive!Bel,takealookatmenow!Happy!Well,whyshouldn’tIbehappy?Sheishere。Sheisgrowinginstrengthandbeautyeveryhour。Shecaresmoreformedaybyday。

FromanoutsideviewpointitseemsasifIhadalmostallamancouldaskinreason。Butwhenwasastrongmaninthegripofloveeverreasonable?IthinktheAlmightytookaprettygraveresponsibilitywhenHemademenasHedid。IfIhadbeenHe,andunderstoodtheforcesIwashandling,Iwouldhavebeentoobigacowardtodoit。Thereisnothingforme,Bel,buttomoveondoingmylevelbest;andifshedoesn’tawakensoon,Iwilltrytheabsenttreatment。Assureasyouarethemostfaithfuldogamaneverowned,Bel,I’lltrytheabsenttreatment。’’

TheHarvesteraroseandenteredthecabin,steppingsoftly,foritwasdarkintheGirl’sroom,andhecouldnothearasoundthere。Heturnedupthelightsintheliving-room。Ashedidsothefirstthinghesawwasthelittletrunk。Helookedatitintently,thenpickedupabook。Everypageheturnedheglancedagainatthetrunk。Atlasthelaiddownthebookandsatstaring,hisbrainworkingrapidly。Heendedbycarryingthetrunktohisroom。Hedarkenedtheliving-room,lightedhisown,drewtherainscreens,andpiecebypiececarefullyexaminedthecontents。Therewerethepictures,butthenameofthephotographerhadbeenremoved。Therewasnotawordthatwouldhelpinidentification。Heemptiedittothebottom,andashepickedupthelastpiecehisfingersstruckinapeculiarwaythatdidnotgivetheimpressionoftouchingasolidsurface。Hefeltoveritcarefully,andwhenheexaminedwithacandleheplainlycouldseewheretheclothlininghadbeencutandlifted。

Foralongtimehekneltstaringatit,thenhedeliberatelyinsertedhisknifebladeandraisedit。Theclothhadbeengluedtoaheavysheetofpasteboardtheexactsizeofthetrunkbottom。Beneathitlayhalfadozenyellowletters,andfacedowntwotissue-wrappedphotographs。TheHarvesterexaminedthemfirst。Theywereofamancloseforty,havingastrong,aggressiveface,onwhichprideanddominantwillpowerwereprominentlyindicated。Theotherwasareproductionofadaintyanddelicatewoman,withexquisitelytenderandgentlefeatures。LongtheHarvesterstudiedthem。

Thenamesofthephotographerandthecityweremissing。

Therewasnothingexceptthefaces。HecoulddetecttracesofthemaninthepoiseoftheGirlandthecarriageofherhead,andsuggestionsofthewomanintherefinedsweetnessofherexpression。Eachpicturerepresentedwealthindressandtasteinpose。Finallyhelaidthemtogetheronthetable,pickeduponeoftheletters,andreadit。Thenhereadallofthem。

Beforehefinished,tearswererunningdownhischeeks,andhisresolutionwasformed。Theseweretheappealsofanadoringmother,crazedwithfearforthesafetyofanonlychild,whounfortunatelyhadfallenundertheinfluenceofamanthemotherdreadedandfeared,becauseofherknowledgeoflifeandmenofhischaracter。Theywereonelong,impassionedpleaforthedaughternottotrustastranger,nottobelievethatvowsofpassioncouldbetruewhenallelseinlifewasfalse,nottotrustheruntriedjudgmentofmenandtheworldagainsttheexperienceofherparents。Butwhetherthetearsthatstainedthosesheetshadfallenfromtheeyesofthesufferingmotherorthestarvedanddeserteddaughter,therewasnowayfortheHarvestertoknow。Onethingwasclear:Itwasnotpossibleforhimtorestuntilheknewifthatwomanyetlivedandboresuchsuffering。Buteverytraceofaddresshadbeentornaway,andtherewasnothingtoindicatewhereorinwhatcircumstancestheselettershadbeenwritten。

AlongtimetheHarvestersatindeepthought。Thenhereturnedalltheletterssaveone。Thiswiththepictureshemadeintoapacketthathelockedinhisdesk。Thetrunkhereplacedandthenwenttobed。

EarlythenextmorninghedrovetoOnabashaandpostedtheparcel。Theaddressitborewasthatofthelargestdetectiveagencyinthecountry。Thenheboughtaninterestingbook,aboxoffruit,andhurriedbacktotheGirl。Hefoundherontheveranda,Belshazzarstretchedclosewithoneeyeshutandtheotheronhischarge,whosecheekswereflushedwithlovelycolourasshebentoverherdrawingmaterial。TheHarvesterwenttoherwitharush,andslippinghisfingersunderherchin,tiltedbackherheadagainsthim。

``Gotakissforme,honey?’’heinquired。

``Nosir,’’answeredtheGirlemphatically。``Igaveyouaperfectlylovelyoneyesterday,andyousaiditwasnotright。Iamgoingtotryjustoncemore,andifyousayagainthatitwon’tdo,I’mgoingbacktoChicagoortomydearUncleHenry,Ihaven’tdecidedwhich。’’

Herlipsweresmiling,buthereyeswerefulloftears。

``Whythankyou,Ruth!Ithinkthatiswonderful,’’

saidtheHarvester。``I’llriskthenextone。Inthemeantime,excusemeifIgiveyouademonstrationoftherealthing,justtofurnishyouanideaofhowitshouldbe。’’

TheHarvesterdeliveredthesample,andwentstridingtothemarsh。ThedazedGirlsatstaringatherwork,tryingtorealizewhathadhappened;forthatwasthefirsttimetheHarvesterhadkissedheronthelips,anditwasthematerialexpressionastrongmangivesthewomanheloveswhenhisheartissurgingathightide。

TheGirlsatmotionless,gazingatherstudy。

InthemarshsheknewtheHarvesterwasreapingqueen-of-the-meadow,andaroundthehighborders,elecampaneandburdock。Shecouldhearhisvoiceinsnatchesofsongorcheerywhistle;notesthatshedivinedwereintendedtokeepherfromworrying。Intermingledwiththemcamethedog’sbarkofdefianceashediggedforanescapingchipmunk,hisnoteofpleadingwhenhewantedarootcutwiththemattock,hiscryofdiscoverywhenhethoughthehadfoundsomethingtheHarvesterwouldlike,orhisyelpofwarningwhenhescenteddanger。TheGirllookeddownthedrivetothelakeandacrossatthehedge。Everywhereshesawglowingcolour,withintermittentblueskyandgreenleaves,allofitacompletepicture,fromwhichnothingcouldbespared。Sheturnedslowlyandlookedtowardthemarsh,tryingtohearthewordsofthesongabovetherippleofSingingWater,andtoseetheformoftheman。Slowlysheliftedherhandkerchiefandpresseditagainstherlips,asshewhisperedinanawedvoice,``MygraciousHeaven,isTHATthekindofakissheisexpectingmetogiveHIM?Why,Icouldn’t——nottosavemylife。’’

Sheplacedherbrushesinwater,setthecolourboxonthepaper,andwenttothekitchentopreparethenoonlunch。Assheworkedthesoftcolourdeepenedinhercheeks,anewlightglowedinhereyes,andshehummedoverthetunethatfloatedacrossthemarsh。

ShewasverybusywhentheHarvestercame,buthespokecasuallyofhismorning’swork,ateheartily,andorderedhertotakeanapwhilehewashedrootsandfilledthetrays,andthentheywenttothewoodstogetherfortheafternoon。

Intheeveningtheycamehometothecabinandfinishedtheday’swork。Asthenightwaschilly,theHarvesterheapedsomebarkintheliving-roomfireplace,andlayontherugbeforeit,whiletheGirlsatinaneasychairandwatchedhimashetalked。Hewastellingheraboutsomewonderfulcombinationshewasgoingtocompoundfordifferentailmentsandhelaughinglyaskedherifshewantedtobeamillionaire’swifeandliveinapalace。

``OfcourseIcouldifIwantedto!’’shesuggested。

``Youcould!’’criedtheHarvester。``Allthatisnecessaryistocombineafewproperdrugsinonegreatremedyandfloatit。Thatiseasy!Thepeoplewilldotheremainder。’’

``Youtalkasifyoubelievethat,’’marvelledtheGirl。

``Wantitproven?’’challengedtheHarvester。

``No!’’shecriedinswiftalarm。``Whatdowewantwithmorethanwehave?Whatistherenecessarytohappinessthatisnotoursnow?Maybeitistruethatthe`loveofmoneyistherootofallevil。’Don’tyouevergetalotjusttofindout。YousaidthenightIcameherethatyoudidn’twantmorethanyouhadandnowIdon’t。Iwon’thaveit!Itmightbringrestlessnessanddiscontent。I’veseenitmakeotherpeopleunhappyandseparatethem。Idon’twantmoney,Iwantwork。Youmakeyourremediesandofferthemtosufferinghumanityforjustalivingprofit,andI’llkeephouseanddrawdesigns。Iamperfectlyhappy,free,andunspeakablycontent。Ineverdreamedthatitwaspossibleformetobesoglad,andsofilledwiththejoyoflife。ThereisonlyonethingonearthIwant。

IfIonlycould——’’

``Couldwhat,Ruth?’’

``Couldgetthatkissright——’’

TheHarvesterlaughed。

``Forgetit,Itellyou!’’hecommanded。``Justsolongasyouworryandfret,solongI’vegottowait。Ifyouquitthinkingaboutit,all`unbeknownst’toyourselfyou’llawakesomemorningwithitonyourlips。I

canseetracesofitgrowingstrongereveryday。Verysoonnowit’sgoingtomaterialize,andthengetoutofmyway,forI’llbeawhirling,irresponsiblelunatic,withthewildjoyofit。OhI’vegotfaithinthatkissofyours,Ruth!It’sontheway。Thefateshavebookedit。Thereisn’tareasononearthwhyIshouldbeservedsoscurvyatrickastomissit,andIneverwillbelievethatIshall——’’

``David,’’interruptedtheGirl,``goontalkinganddon’tmoveamuscle,justreachoverpresentlyandfixthefireorsomething,andthenturnnaturallyandlookatthewindowbesideyourdoor。’’

``Shallmissit,’’saidtheHarvestersteadily。

``Thatwouldbetoounmerciful。Whatdoyousee,Ruth?’’

``Aface。IfIamnotgreatlymistaken,itismyUncleHenryandheappearslikeaperfectfiend。OhDavid,Iamafraid!’’

``Bequietanddon’tlook,’’saidtheHarvester。

Heturnedandtossedapieceofbarkonthefire。

Thenhereachedforthepoker,pusheditdownandstirredthecoals。Hearoseasheworked。

``Riseslowlyandquietlyandgotoyourroom。StaythereuntilIcallyou。’’

WiththeGirloutoftheway,theHarvesterpotteredoverthefire,andwhentheflameleapedheliftedastickofwood,hesitatedasifitweretoosmall,andlayingitdown,startedtobringalargerone。Inthedining-

roomhecaughtasmallstickfromthewoodbox,softlysteppedfromthedoor,andranaroundthehouse。ButheawakenedBelshazzaronthekitchenfloor,andthedogbarkedandranafterhim。BythetimetheHarvesterreachedthecornerofhisroomthemanleapeduponahorseandwentracingdownthedrive。TheHarvesterflungthestickofwood,butmissedthemanandhitthehorse。ThedogsprangpasttheHarvesterandvanished。Therewasthesoundandflashofarevolver,andtherattleofthebridgeasthehorsecrossedit。Thedogcamebackunharmed。TheHarvesterrantothetelephone,calledtheOnabashapolice,andaskedthemtosendamountedmantomeettheintruderbeforehecouldreachacrossroad;buttheyweretooslowandmissedhim。However,theGirlwascertainshehadrecognizedheruncle,andwasextremelynervous;buttheHarvesteronlylaughedandtoldheritwasatripmadeoutofcuriosity。Herunclewantedtoseeifhecouldlearnifshewerewellandhappy,andhefinallyconvincedherthatthiswasthecase,althoughhewasnotverysanguinehimself。

ForthenextthreedaystheHarvesterworkedinthewoodsandhekepttheGirlwithhimeveryminute。

Bytheendofthattimehereallyhadpersuadedhimselfthatitwasmerelycuriosity。Sothroughthecoolingfalldaystheyworkedtogether。Theywereveryhappy。

BeforeherwonderingeyestheHarvesterhungqueerbranches,burs,nuts,berries,andtrailingvineswithcuriousseedpods。Thereweremassesofbrilliantflowers,mostofthemstrangetotheGirl,manytothegreataverageofhumanity。Whileshesatbendingoverthem,besidehertheHarvesterdelvedintheblackearthofthewoods,ortheclayandsandoftheopenhillside,orthemuckofthelakeshore,andliftedlargebagfulsofrootsthathelaterdrenchedonthefloatingraftonthelake,andwhentheyhaddrainedhedriedthem。

Someofthemhedidnotwet,butscrapedandwipedcleananddry。Oftenaftershewassleeping,andlongbeforesheawokeinthemorning,hewasatworkcarry-

ingheapedtraysfromtheevaporatortothestore-

room,andtyingtheroots,leaves,bark,andseedsintopackages。

WhilehegatheredtrilliumrootstheGirlmadedrawingsoftheplantandlearneditscommercialvalue。

Shedrewlady’sslipperandSolomon’sseal,andlearnedtheirusesandprices;andcarefullytracedwildgingerleaveswhilenibblingthearomaticroot。Itwasdifficulttokeepfromprotestingwhentheworkcarriedthemaroundthelakeshoreandtothepokeberrybeds,forthecolourofthesesheloved。Itrequiredcarefulexplanationastothevalueoftherootsandseedsasbloodpurifier,andtheargumentthatinafewmoredaysthefrostwouldlevelthebed,toinducehertoconsenttoitsharvesting。Butwhenthecasewasproperlypresented,sheputasideherdrawingandstainedherslenderfingersgatheringtheseeds,andlovedthework。

Thesunwasgoldenonthelake,thebirdsoftheuplandwereclusteringoverreedsandrushes,forthesakeofplentifulseedandconvenientwater。Manyofthemsangfitfully,thenotesofalmostallofthemweremelodious,andthedaywasalong,happydream。Therewasbutlittlelefttogatheruntilginsengtime。ForthattheHarvesterhadengagedseveralboystohelphim,forthetaskofdiggingtheroots,washinganddryingthem,buryingpartoftheseedsandpreparingtheremainderformarketseemedendlessforonemantoattempt。AfterafulldaytheHarvesterlaybeforethefire,andhisheadwassoclosetheGirl’skneethatherfingerswereinreachofhishair。Everytimehemendedthefirehemovedalittle,untilhecouldfeelthetouchofhergarmentsagainsthim。Thenhebegantoplanforthewinter;howtheywouldstorefoodforthelong,colddays,howmuchfuelwouldberequired,whentheywouldgotothecityfortheirwinterclothing,whattheywouldread,andhowtheywouldworktogetheratthedrawings。

``Iamalmosttooanxioustowaitlongertogetbacktomycarving,’’hesaid。``Whoeverwouldhavethoughtthisspringthatfallwouldcomeandfindthebirdstalkingofgoing,thecaterpillarsspinningwinterquarters,theanimalsholingup,megettingreadyforthecold,andyourcandlesticksnotfinished。Winteriswhenyoureallyneedthem。Thenthereissolidcheerinnumbersofcandlesandaroaringwoodfire。Thefurnaceisgoingtobeagoodthingtokeepthefloorsandthebathroomwarm,butanopenfireofdry,cracklingwoodistheonlyrationalsourceofheatinahome。Youmustwatchforthefairydancesonthebackwall,Ruth,andlearntotracegoblinfacesinthecoals。Sometimesthereisapanoramaoftemplesandtrees,andyouwillfindexquisitecolourinthesmoke。Drymaplemakesalovelylavender,softandfineasafloatingveil,anddampelmmakesablue,andhickoryredandyellow。Ialmostcantellwhichwoodisburningafterthebarkisgone,bythesmokeandflamecolour。Whenthelittleredfirefairiescomeoutanddanceonthebackwallitisfuntofigurewhattheyarecelebrating。Bytheway,Ruth,Ihavebeenalambfordays。Ihopeyouhaveobserved!

ButIwouldsleepalittlesounderto-nightifyouonlycouldgivemeahintwhetherthatkissiscomingonatall。’’

Hetippedbackhisheadtoseeherface,anditwasgloriousintheredfirelight;thebigeyesneverappearedsodeepanddark。Thetiltedheadstruckherhand,andherfingersranthroughhishair。

``Yousaidtoforgetit,’’sheremindedhim,``andthenitwouldcomesooner。’’

``Whichsametranslatedmeansthatitisnothereyet。

Well,Ididn’texpectit,soIamnotdisappointed;butbegorry,IdowishitwouldmaterializebyChristmas。

IthinkIwillworkforthat。Wouldn’titmakeadayworthwhile,though?Bytheway,whatdoyouwantforChristmas,Ruth?’’

``Adoll,’’sheanswered。

TheHarvesterlaughed。Hetippedhisheadagaintoseeherfaceandsuddenlygrewquiet,foritwasveryserious。

``Iamquiteinearnest,’’shesaid。``Ithinkthebigdollsinthestoresarebeautiful,andIneverownedonlyateenylittleone。AllmylifeI’vewantedabigdollasbadlyasIeverlongedforanythingthatwasnotabsolutelynecessarytokeepmealive。Infact,adollisessentialtoahappychildhood。Themotherinstinctissoingrainedinagirlthatifshedoesn’thavedollstolove,evenasababy,sheisdeprivedofapartofhernaturalrights。It’sapitifulthingtohavebeenthelittlegirlinthepicturewhostandsoutsidethewindowandgazeswithlongingsoulatthedollsheisanxioustoownandcan’teverhave。Harvester,Iwasalwaysthatlittlegirl。Iamquiteinearnest。Iwantabig,beautifuldollmorethananythingelse。’’

AsshetalkedtheGirl’sfingerswereidlythreadingtheHarvester’shair。Hisheadlightlytouchedherknee,andsheshiftedherpositiontoaffordhimacomfortablerestingplace。Withathrillofdelightthatshookhim,themanlaidhisheadinherlapandlookedintothefire,hisfaceglowingasahappyboy’s。

``Youshallhavetheloveliestdollthatmoneycanbuy,Ruth,’’hepromised。``Whatelsedoyouwant?’’

``Aroastedgoose,plumpudding,andallthosehorridindigestiblethingsthatChristmasstoriesalwaystellabout;andpopcornballs,andcandy,andeverythingI’vealwayswantedandneverhad,andalongbeautifuldaywithyou。That’sall!’’

``Ruth,I’msohappyIalmostwishIcouldgotoHeavenrightnowbeforeanythingoccurstospoilthis,’’

saidtheHarvester。

Thewheelsofacarrattledacrossthebridge。Hewhirledtohisknees,andputhisarmsaroundtheGirl。

``Ruth,’’hesaidhuskily。``I’llwagerathousanddollarsIknowwhatiscoming。Hugmetight,quick!

andgivemethebestkissyoucan——anyoldkindofaone,soyoutouchmylipswithyoursbeforeI’vegottoopenthatdoorandletintrouble。’’

TheGirlthrewherarmsaroundhisneckandwiththeimprintofherlipswarmonhistheHarvestercrossedtheroom,andhisheartdroppedfromtheheightswithathud。Hesteppedout,closingthedoorbehindhim,andcrossingtheveranda,passeddownthewalk。HerecognizedthecarasbelongingtoagarageinOnabasha,andinitsattwomen,oneofwhomspoke。

``AreyouDavidLangston?’’

``Yes,’’saidtheHarvester。

``DidyousendacoupleofphotographstoaNewYorkdetectiveagencyafewdaysagowithinquiriesconcerningsomepartiesyouwantedlocated?’’

``Idid,’’saidtheHarvester。``ButIwasnotexpectinganysuchimmediatereturns。’’

``Yourquestionstouchedonacasethatlonghasbeeninthehandsoftheagency,andtheytelegraphedtheparties。Thefollowingdaythepeoplehadaletter,givingthemtheinformationtheyrequired,fromanothersource。’’

``ThatiswhereUncleHenryshowedhisfineSpencerianhand,’’commentedtheHarvester。``ItalwayswillbeagreatsatisfactionthatIgotmyfistinfirst。’’

``IsMissJamesonhere?’’

``No,’’saidtheHarvester。``Mywifeisathome。HersurnamewasRuthJameson,butwehavebeenmarriedsinceJune。DidyouwishtospeakwithMrs。Langston?’’

``Icameforthatpurpose。MynameisKennedy。

Iamthelawpartnerandtheclosestfriendoftheyounglady’sgrandfather。Newsofherlocationhasprostratedhergrandmothersothathecouldnotleaveher,andI

wassenttobringtheyoungwoman。’’

``Oh!’’saidtheHarvester。``Wellyouwillhavetointerviewheraboutthat。Onewordfirst。ShedoesnotknowthatIsentthosepicturesandmadethatinquiry。Oneotherword。Sheisjustrecoveringfromacaseoffever,inducedbywrongconditionsoflifebeforeImether。Sheisnotsostrongassheappears。

Understandyouarenottobeabrupt。Goverygently!

Herfeelingsandhealthmustbeguardedwithextremecare。’’

TheHarvesteropenedthedoor,andasshesawthestranger,theGirl’seyeswidened,andshearoseandstoodwaiting。

``Ruth,’’saidtheHarvester,``thisisamanwhohasbeenmakingquiteasearchforyou,andatlasthehasyoulocated。’’

TheHarvesterwenttotheGirl’sside,andputareinforcingarmaroundher。

``Perhapshebringsyousomenewsthatwillmakelifemostinterestingandverylovelyforyou。WillyoushakehandswithMr。Kennedy?’’

TheGirlsuddenlystraightenedtounusualheight。

``Iwillhearwhyhehasbeenmaking`quiteasearchforme,’andonwhoseauthorityhehasme`located,’

first,’’shesaid。

AdiabolicalgrincrossedthefaceoftheHarvester,andhetookheart。

``Thenpleasebeseated,Mr。Kennedy,’’hesaid,``andwewilltalkoverthematter。AsIunderstand,youarearepresentativeofmywife’speople。’’

TheGirlstaredattheHarvester。

``Takeyourchair,Ruth,andmeetthisasamatterofcourse,’’headvisedcasually。``Youalwayshaveknownthatsomedayitmustcome。Youcouldn’tlookinthefaceofthosephotographsofyourmotherinheryouthandnotrealizethatsomewhereheartswereachingandbreaking,andbrainswerebusyinasearchforher。’’

TheGirlstoodrigid。

``Iwantitdistinctlyunderstood,’’shesaid,``thatI

havenouseonearthformymother’speople。Theycometoolate。Iabsolutelyrefusetoseeortoholdanycommunicationwiththem。’’

``Butyounglady,thatisveryarbitrary!’’criedMr。

Kennedy。``Youdon’tunderstand!Theyareacoupleofoldpeople,andtheyareslowlydyingofbrokenhearts!’’

``Notsobadlybrokenortheywouldn’tdieslowly,’’

commentedtheGirlgrimly。``Theheartthatwasreallybrokenwasmymother’s。Thetortureofastarved,overworkedbodyandhopelessbrainwashers。Therewasnothingslowaboutherdeath,forshewentoutwithonlyhalfalifespent,andmuchofthatinacuteagony,becauseoftheirnegligence。David,youoftenhavesaidthatthisismyhome。Ichoosetotakeyouatyourword。Willyoukindlytellthismanthatheisnotwelcomeinthishouse,andIwishhimtoleaveitatonce?’’

TheHarvestersteppedback,andhisfacegrewverywhite。

``Ican’t,Ruth,’’hesaidgently。

``Whynot?’’

``BecauseIbroughthimhere。’’

``Youbroughthimhere!You!David,areyoucrazy?You!’’

``Itisthroughmethathecame。’’

TheGirlcaughtthemantelforsupport。

``ThenIstandaloneagain,’’shesaid。``Harvester,Ihadthoughtyouwereonmyside。’’

``Iamatyourfeet,’’saidthemaninabrokenvoice。

``Ruthdear,willyouletmeexplain?’’

``Thereisonlyoneexplanation,andwithwhatyouhavedoneformefreshinmymind,Ican’tputitintowords。’’

``Ruth,hearme!’’

``Imust!Youforceme!Butbeforeyouspeakunderstandthis:Notnow,orthroughalleternity,doIforgivetheinexcusableneglectthatdrovemymothertowhatIwitnessedandwashelplesstoavert。’’

``Mydear!Mydear!’’saidtheHarvester,``Ihadhopedthewoodshaddoneamoreperfectworkinyourheart。Yourmotherislyinginstatenow,Girl,safefromfurthersufferingofanykind;andifIreadaright,hertiredfaceandshrivelledframewereeloquentofforgiveness。Ruthdear,ifshesolovedthemthatherheartwasbrokenandshediedforthem,thinkwhattheyaresuffering!Havesomemercyonthem。’’

``Getthisveryclear,David,’’saidtheGirl。``Shediedofhungerforfood。Herheartwasnotsobrokenthatshecouldn’thavelivedalifetime,andgotmuchcomfortoutofit,ifherbodyhadnotlackedsustenance。

OhIwassohappyaminuteago。David,whydidyoudothisthing?’’

TheHarvesterpickeduptheGirl,placedherinachair,andkneltbesideherwithhisarmsaroundher。

``BecauseofthePAININTHEWORLD,Ruth,’’hesaidsimply。``Yourmotherissleepingsweetlyinthelongsleepthatknowsneitherangernorresentment;andsoIwasforcedtothinkofagentle-faced,littleoldmotherwhoseheartisdailyonelongache,whoseeyesaredimwithtears,andaproud,brokenoldmanwhospendshistimetryingtocomforther,whenhislifeisasdesolateashers。’’

``Howdoyouknowsowonderfullymuchabouttheirachesandbrokenhearts?’’

``BecauseIhaveseentheirfaceswhentheywerehappy,Ruth,andsoIknowwhatsufferingwoulddotothem。

Therewerepicturesofthemandlettersinthebottomofthatoldtrunk。Isearchedittheothernightandfoundthem;andbywhatlifehasdonetoyourmotherandtoyou,Icanjudgewhatitisnowbringingthem。

Nevercanyoubetrulyhappy,Ruth,untilyouhaveforgiventhem,anddonewhatyoucantocomforttheremainderoftheirlives。Ididitbecauseofthepainintheworld,mygirl。’’

``Whataboutmypain?’’

``Theonlywayonearthtocureitisthroughforgiveness。That,andthatonly,willeaseitallaway,andleaveyouhappyandfreeforlifeandlove。Solongasyouletthisrancoureatinyourheart,Ruth,youarenot,andnevercanbe,normal。Youmustforgivethem,dear,hearwhattheyhavetosay,andgivethemthecomfortofseeingwhattheycandiscoverofherinyou。

Thenyourheartwillbeatrestatlast,yoursoulfree,youcantakeyourrightfulplaceinlife,andtheloveyoucravewillawakeninyourheart。Ruth,dearyouaretheacmeofgentlenessandjustice。Bejustandgentlenow!Givethemtheirchance!Myheartaches,andalwayswillacheforthepainyouhaveknown,butnursingandbroodingoveritwillnotcureit。Itisgoingtotakeaheroicoperationtocutitout,andI

chosetobethesurgeon。YouhavesaidthatIoncesavedyourbodyfrompainRuth,trustmenowtofreeyoursoul。’’

``Whatdoyouwant?’’

``Iwantyoutospeakkindlytothisman,whothroughmyacthascomehere,andallowhimtotellyouwhyhecame。ThenIwantyoutodothekindandwomanlythingyourdutysuggeststhatyoushould。’’

``David,Idontunderstandyou!’’

``Thatisnodifference,’’saidtheHarvester。``Thepointis,doyouTRUSTme?’’

TheGirlhesitated。``OfcourseIdo,’’shesaidatlast。

``Thenhearwhatyourgrandfather’sfriendhascometosayforhim,andforgetyourselfindoingtoothersasyouwouldhavethem——really,Ruth,thatisallofreligionoroflifeworthwhile。Goon,Mr。Kennedy。’’

TheHarvesterdrewupachair,seatedhimselfbesidetheGirl,andtakingoneofherhands,hehelditcloselyandwaited。

``Iwassentherebymylawpartnerandmyclosestfriend,Mr。AlexanderHerron,ofPhiladelphia,’’saidthestranger。``BothheandMrs。Herronwerebitterlyopposedtoyourmother’smarriage,becausetheyknewlifeandhumannature,andthereneverisbutoneendtomensuchasshemarried。’’

``Youmayomitthat,’’saidtheGirlcoldly。``Simplystatewhyyouarehere。’’

``InresponsetoaninquiryfromyourhusbandconcerningtheoriginalsofsomephotographshesenttoadetectiveagencyinNewYork。Theyhavehadthecaseforyears,andrecognizingthepicturesasaclue,theytelegraphedMr。Herron。TheprospectofnewsafteryearsoffruitlesssearchingsoprostratedMrs。

Herronthathedarednotleaveher,andhesentme。’’

``Kindlytellmethis,’’saidtheGirl。``Whereweremymother’sfatherandmotherforthefouryearsimmediatelyfollowinghermarriage?’’

``TheywenttoEuropetoavoidthehumiliationofmeetingtheirfriends。There,inItaly,Mrs。Herrondevelopedafever,anditwasseveralyearsbeforeshecouldbebroughthome。Sheretiredfromsociety,andhasbeenconfinedtoherroomeversince。Whentheycouldreturn,asearchwasinstitutedatoncefortheirdaughter,buttheyneverhavebeenabletofindatrace。

Theyhavehuntedthrougheveryeasterncitytheythoughtmightcontainher。’’

``AndoverlookedalittleinsignificantplacelikeChicago,ofcourse。’’

``Imyselfconductedapersonalsearchthere,andvisitedthehomeofeveryJamesoninthedirectoryorwhohadmailattheofficeorofwhomIcouldgetaclueofanysort。’’

``Idon’tsupposetwowomeninalittlegarretroomwouldbeinthedirectory,andthereneverwasanymail。’’

``Didyourmothereverappealtoherparents?’’

``Shedid,’’saidtheGirl。``Sheadmittedthatshehadbeenwrong,askedtheirforgiveness,andbeggedtogohome。Thatwasinthesecondyearofhermarriage,andshewasinCleveland。AfterwardshewenttoChicago,fromthereshewroteagain。’’

``HerfatherandmotherwereinItalyfightingforthemother’slife,twoyearsafterthat。Itisveryeasytobecomelostinalargecity。Criminalsdoiteverydayandareneverfound,evenwiththebestdetectivesontheirtrail。Iamverysorryaboutthis。Myfriendswillbebroken-hearted。Atanytimetheywouldhavebeenmorethandelightedtohavehadtheirdaughterreturn。Aletteronthedayfollowingthemessagefromtheagencybroughtnewsthatshewasdead,andnowtheironlyhopeforanysmallhappinessatthecloseofyearsofsufferinglieswithyou。Iwassenttopleadwithyoutoreturnwithmeatonceandmakethemavisit。Ofcourse,theirhomeisyours。Youaretheironlyheir,andtheywouldbeveryhappyifyouwerefree,andwouldremainpermanentlywiththem。’’

``HowdotheyknowIwillnotbelikethefathertheysodetested?’’

``Theyhadsufficientcausetodislikehim。Theyhaveeveryreasontoloveandwelcomeyou。Theyareconsumedwithanxiety。Willyoucome?’’

``No。Thisisformetodecide。Idonotcareforthemortheirproperty。Alwaystheyhavefailedmewhenmydistresswasunspeakable。NowthereisonlyonethingIaskoflife,morethanmyhusbandhasgivenme,andifthatlayinhispowerIwouldhaveit。YoumaygobackandtellthemthatIamperfectlyhappy。

IhaveeverythingIneed。TheycangivemenothingIwant,noteventheirlove。Perhaps,sometime,Iwillgotoseethemforafewdays,ifDavidwillgowithme。’’

``Youngwoman,doyourealizethatyouareissuingadeathsentence?’’askedthelawyergently。

``Itisajustone。’’

``Idonotbelieveyourhusbandagreeswithyou。

IknowIdonot。Mrs。Herronisatinyoldlady,withafeeblesparkofvitalityleft;andwithallherstrengthsheisclingingtolife,andpleadingwithittogiveherwordofheronlychildbeforeshegoesoutunsatisfied。

Sheknowsthatherdaughterisgone,andnowherhopesarefastenedonyou。Ifforonlyafewdays,youcertainlymustgowithme。’’

``Iwillnot!’’

ThelawyerturnedtotheHarvester。

``Shewillbereadytostartwithyouto-morrowmorning,onthefirsttrainnorth,’’saidtheHarvester。``Wewillmeetyouatthestationateight。’’

``I——IamafraidIforgottotellmydrivertowait。’’

``YoumeanyourinstructionswerenottolettheGirloutofyoursight,’’saidtheHarvester。``Verywell!

Wehavecomfortablerooms。Iwillshowyoutoone。

Pleasecomethisway。’’

TheHarvesterledtheguesttothelakeroomandarrangedforthenight。Thenhewenttothetelephoneandsentamessagetoanaddresshehadbeenfurnished,askingforanimmediatereply。ItwenttoPhiladelphiaandcontainedadescriptionofthelawyer,andaskedifhehadbeensentbyMr。Herrontoescorthisgrand-

daughtertohishome。WhentheHarvesterreturnedtotheliving-roomtheGirl,whiteanddefiant,waitedbeforethefire。Hekneltbesideherandputhisarmsaroundher,butsherepulsedhim;sohesatontherugandlookedather。

``Nowonderyoufeltsureyouknewwhatthatwas!’’

shecriedbitterly。

``Ruth,ifyouwillallowmetoliftthebottomofthatoldtrunk,andifyouwillreadanyoneofthehalfdozenlettersIread,youwillforgiveme,andbeginmakingpreparationstogo。’’

``It’sawonderyoudon’tholdthembeforemeandforcemetoreadthem,’’shesaid。

``Don’tsayanythingyouwillbesorryforafteryouaregone,dear。’’

``I’mnotgoing!’’

``Ohyesyouare!’’

``Why?’’

``Becauseitisrightthatyoushould,andrightisinexorable。Also,becauseIverymuchwishyouto;

youwilldoitforme。’’

``Whydoyouwantmetogo?’’

``Ihavethreestrongreasons:First,asItoldyou,itistheonlythingthatwillcleanseyourheartofbitternessandleaveitfreeforthetenantingofagreatandholylove。Next,Ithinktheyhonestlymadeeveryefforttofindyourmother,andarenowgrowingoldindespairyoucanlighten,andyouoweittothemandyourselftodoit。Lastly,formysake。I’vetriedeverythingIknow,Ruth,andIcan’tmakeyouloveme,orbringyoutoarealizingsenseofitifyoudo。SobeforeIsawthatchestIhadplannedtoharvestmybigcrop,andtrywithallmyheartwhileIdidit,andiflovehadn’tcomethen,Imeanttogetsomeonetostaywithyou,andIwasgoingawaytogiveyouafreeperspectiveforatime。ImeanttopleadthatIneededafewweekswithafamouschemistIknowtopreparemebetterformywork。Myrealmotivewastoleaveyou,andletyouseeifabsencecoulddoanythingformeinyourheart。You’vebeenverynearlythecreatureofmyhandsformonths,mygirl;whateveranyoneelsemaydo,you’reboundtomissmemightily,andIfiguredthatwithmeaway,perhapsyoucouldsolvetheproblemaloneIseemtofailinhelpingyouwith。Thisisonlyaslightchangeofplans。Youaregoinginmystead。

Iwillharvesttheginsengandcureit,andthen,ifyouarenotathome,andthelonelinessgrowsunbearable,Iwilltakethechemistrycourse,untilyoudecidewhenyouwillcome,ifever。’’

```Ifever?’’’

``Yes,’’saidtheHarvester。``Iamgrowingaccustomedtofacingbigpropositions——Iwillnotdodgethis。ThefacesofthethreeofyourpeopleIhaveseenproverefinement。Theirclothingindicateswealth。Theselong,lonelyyearsmeanthattheywillshoweryouwitheveryoutpouringofloving,hungryhearts。Theywillkeepyouiftheycan,mydear。Idonotblamethem。

ThelifeIproposeforyouisoneofwork,mostlyforothers,andthereward,ingreatpart,consistsofthejoyinthesoulofthecreatorofthingsthathelpintheworld。

Irealizethatyouwillfindwealth,luxury,andlavishlove。IknowthatImayloseyouforever,andifitisrightandbestforyou,IhopeIwill。IknowexactlywhatIamrisking,butIyetsay,go。’’

``Idon’tseehowyoucan,andlovemeasyouproveyoudo。’’

``Thatisalittlestreakoftheinevitablenessofnaturethattheforesthasgroundintomysoul。I’drathercutoffmyrighthandthantakeyourswithit,inthepartingthatwillcomeinthemorning;butyouaregoing,andIamsendingyou。SolongasIamshapedlikeahumanbeing,itisinmetodignifythepossessionofaverticalspinebyactingasnearlylikeamanasI

knowhow。Iinsistthatyouaremywife,becauseitcrucifiesmetothinkotherwise。Itellyouto-night,Ruth,youarenotandneverhavebeen。Youarefreeasair。Youmarriedmewithoutanyloveformeinyourheart,andyoupretendednone。Itwasallmydoing。IfIfindthatIwaswrong,Iwillfreeyouwithoutathoughtofresultstome。Iamasecondaryproposition。

Ithoughtthenthatyouwerealoneandhelpless,andbeforetheAlmighty,IdidthebestIcould。ButI

knownowthatyouareentitledtotheloveofrelatives,wealth,andhighsocialposition,nodoubt。IfIallowedthepassioninmyhearttotriumphoverthereasonofmybrain,andworkedonyourfeelingsandtiedyoutothewoods,withoutknowingbutthatyoumightgreatlypreferthatotherlifeyoudonotknow,buttowhichyouareentitled,IwouldgooutandsinkmyselfinLoonLake。’’

``David,Iloveyou。Idonotwanttogo。Please,pleaseletmeremainwithyou。’’

``Notifyoucouldsaythatrealizingwhatitmeans,andgivemethekissrightnowIwouldstakemysoultowin!Notbyanybribeyoucanthinkoforanyallurementyoucanoffer。Itisrightthatyougotothosesufferingoldpeople。Itisrightyouknowwhatyouarerefusingforme,beforeyourenounceit。Itisrightyoutakethepositiontowhichyouareentitled,untilyouunderstandthoroughlywhetherthissuitsyoubetter。Whenyouknowthatlifeaswellasthis,thepeopleyouwillmeetasintimatelyasme,thenyoucandecideforalltime,andIcanlookyouinthefacewithhonest,unwaveringeye;andifbyanychanceyourheartisinthewoods,andyouprefermeandthecabintowhattheyhavetooffer——toalleternityyourplacehereisvacant,Ruth。Myloveiswaitingforyou;

andifyoucomeunderthoseconditions,Inevercanhaveanyregret。Aclearconscienceisworthrestrainingpassionafewmonthstogain,andbesides,Ialwayshavegotthefacttofacethatwhenyousay`Ilove,’andwhenIsay`Ilove,’itmeanstwoentirelydifferentthings。

Whenyourealizethattheloveofmanforwoman,andwomanforman,isathingthatfloodstheheart,brain,soul,andbodywithawonderfulandall-pervadingecstasy,andifIhappentobethemanwhomakesyourealizeit,thencometellme,andwewillshowGodandHisholyangelswhatearthmeansbytheHeaveninspiredword,`radiance。’’’

``David,thereneverwillbeanyothermanlikeyou。’’

``Theexigenciesoflifemustdevelopmanyafinerandbetter。’’

``Youstillrefuseme?YouyetbelieveIdonotloveyou?’’

``NotwiththeloveIask,mygirl。ButifIdidnotbelieveitwasgerminatinginyourheart,andthatitwouldcomepouringovermeinatorrentsomegladday,I

doubtifIcouldallowyoutogo,Ruth!Iamlikeanyothermaninselfishnessandinthepassionsofthebody。’’

``Selfishness!Youhaven’tanideawhatitmeans,’’

saidtheGirl。``Andwhatyoucalllove——thereI

haven’t。ButIknowhowtoappreciateyou,andyoumaybepositivelysurethatitwillbeonlyafewdaysuntilIwillcomebacktoyou。’’

``ButIdon’twantyouuntilyoucanbringtheloveIcrave。Iamsendingyoutoremainuntilthattime,Ruth。’’

``Butitmaybemonths,Man!’’

``Thenstaymonths。’’

``Butitmaybe——’’

``Itmaybenever!Thenremainforever。Thatwillbeproofpositivethatyourhappinessdoesnotlieinmyhands。’’

``WhyshouldInotconsideryouasyoudome?’’

``BecauseIloveyou,andyoudonotloveme。’’

``Youarecrueltoyourselfandtome。Youtalkaboutthepainintheworld。Whataboutthepaininmyheartrightnow?AndifIknowyouintheleast,onedegreemorewouldmakeyoucryaloudformercy。OhDavid,areweofnoconsiderationatall?’’

ThemusclesoftheHarvester’sfacetwistedaninstant。

``Thisiswherewelopoffthesmallbranchestogrowperfectfruitlater。Thisiswherewedoevilthatgoodmayresult。Thisiswherewesufferto-nightinorderwemayappreciatefullythejoyoflove’sdawning。IfI

amcausingyoupain,forgiveme,dearheart。Iwouldgivemylifetopreventit,butIampowerless。Itisright!Wecannotavoiddoingit,ifweeverwouldbehappy。’’

HepickeduptheGirl,andheldhercrushedinhisarmsalongtime。Thenhesetherinsideherdoorandsaid,``LayoutwhatyouwanttotakeandIwillhelpyoupack,sothatyoucangetsomesleep。Wemustbereadyearlyinthemorning。’’

Whentheclothingtobewornwasselected,thenewtrunkpacked,andallarrangementsmade,theGirlsatinhisarmsbeforethefireashehadheldherwhenshewasill,andthenhesenthertobedandwenttothelakeshoretofightitoutalone。OnlyGodandthestarsandthefaithfulBelshazzarsawtheagonyofastrongmaninhisextremity。

Neardawnheheardthetinkleofthebellandwenttoreceivehismessageandorderacarformorning。

Thenhereturnedtothemercifuldarknessofnight,andpacedthedrivewayuntillightcamepeepingoverthetreetops。HepreparedbreakfastandanhourlaterputtheGirlonthetrain,andstoodwatchingituntilthelastriftofsmokecurledabovethespiresofthecity。

CHAPTERXX

THEMANINTHEBACKGROUND

ThentheHarvesterreturnedtoMedicineWoodstofighthisbattlealone。Atfirstthepainseemedunendurable,butworkalwayshadbeenhispanacea,itwashissalvationnow。Hewentthroughthecabin,foldingbeddingandstoringitinclosets,rollingrugssprinkledwithpowderedalum,packingcushions,andtakingwindowseatsfromthelight。

``Oursleepingroomandthekitchenwillserveforus,Bel,’’hesaid。``Wewillputalltheseotherthingsawaycarefully,sotheywillbeasgoodasnewwhentheGirlcomeshome。’’

Theeveningoftheseconddayhewascalledtothetelephone。

``Thereisatelegramforyou,’’saidavoice。``A

messagefromPhiladelphia。Itreads:`Arrivedsafely。

Thankyouformakingmecome。Dearoldpeople。Willwritesoon。Withlove,Ruth。’

``Haveyougotit?’’

``No,’’liedtheHarvester,grinningrapturously。``Repeatitagainslowly,andgivemetimeaftereachsentencetowriteit。Now!Goon!’’

Hecarriedthemessagetothebackstepsandsatreadingitagainandagain。

``IsupposedI’dhavetowaitatleastfourdays,’’hesaidtoAjaxasthebirdcircledbeforehim。``ThisisfromtheGirl,oldman,andsheisnotforgettingustobeginwith,anyway。Sheisthereallsafe,sheseesthattheyneedher,theyarelovableoldpeople,sheisgoingtowriteusallaboutitsoon,andshelovesusallsheknowshowtoloveanyone。Thatshouldbeenoughtokeepussaneandsensibleuntilherlettercomes。Thereisnousetoborrowtrouble,sowewillsayeverythingintheworldisrightwithus,andbeashappyaswecanonthatuntilwefindsomethingwecannotavoidworryingover。Inthemeantime,wewillhavefaithtobelievethatwehavesufferedourshare,andtheendwillbehappyforallofus。IammightygladtheGirlhasahome,andtherightkindofpeopletocareforher。Now,whenshecomesbacktome,Ineedn’tfeelthatshewasforced,whethershewantedtoornot,becauseshehadnowheretogo。Thiswillletmeoutwithacleanconscience,andthatistheonlythingonearththatallowsamantoliveinpeacewithhimself。NowI’llgofinisheverythingelse,andthenI’llbegintheginsengharvest。’’

SotheHarvesterhitchedBetsyandwithBelshazzarathisfeethedrovethroughthewoodstothesarsaparillabeds。Henoticedthebeautifullobedleaves,atwhichtherabbitshadbeennibbling,andtheheadsoflustrouspurple-blackberriesashebegandiggingtherootsthathesoldforstimulants。

``Imighthaveneededadoseofyounowmyself,’’

theHarvesteraddressedaheapofuprootedplants,``iftheelectricwireshadn’tbroughtmeabetter。Greatinventionthat!Neverbeforerealizeditfully!I

thoughtto-daywouldbeblackasnight,butthatmessagechangesthecomplexionofaffairsmightily。SoI’lldigyouforpeoplewhoreallyareinneedofsomethingtobracethemup。’’

Afterthesarsaparillawasonthetrays,heattackedthebedsofIndianhemp,withitslonggracefulpods,andtookhisusualsupply。Thenheworkeddiligentlyonthewarmhillsideoverthedandelion。Whenthesewerefinishedhebroughthalfadozenyoungmenfromthecityanddrilledthemonhandlingginseng。Hewaswarm,dirty,andtiredwhenhecamefromthebedstheeveningofthefourthday。Hefinishedhisworkatthebarn,preparedandatehissupper,slippedintocleanclothing,andwalkedtothecountryroadwhereitcrossedthelane。Thereheopenedhismailbox。TheletterheexpectedwiththePhiladelphiapostmarkwasinside。Hecarriedittothebridge,andsittinginherfavouriteplace,withthelakebreezethreadinghishair,openedhisfirstletterfromtheGirl。

``MydearFriend,Lover,Husband,’’itbegan。

TheHarvesterturnedthesheetsfacedownacrosshisknee,laidhishandonthem,andstaredmeditativelyatthelake。```Friend,’’’hecommented。``Well,that’sallright!Iamherfriend,aswellasIknowhowtobe。

`Lover。’Icomeinthere,fullforce。Ididmylevelbestonthatscore,thoughIcan’tboastmyselfahowlingsuccess;amancan’tdomorethanheknows,andifI

hadbeenfamiliarwithallthewilesofexpert,professionallove-makers,theywouldn’thaveavailedmeintheGirl’scondition。Ihadamightypeculiarcasetohandleinher,andnotaparticleoftraining。Butifshesays`Lover,’Imusthavemadesomekindofashowingonthejob。`Husband。’’’Aslowflushcreptupthebrawnyneckandtingedthebronzedface。``That’sagoodword,’’saidtheHarvester,``anditmustmeanawonderfulthing——tosomemen。`Whobideshistime。’Well,I’m`biding,’andifmytimeevercomestobemyDreamGirl’shusband,I’llwagerallI’mworthononething。I’llstudythejobfromeverypointofthecompass,andI’llseewhatshowingIcanmakeonbeingthekindofahusbandthatawomanclingstoandlovesateighty。’’

TakingadeepbreaththeHarvesterliftedtheletter,andlayingonehandonBelshazzar’shead,heproceeded——``ImightaswelladmitinthebeginningthatIcriedmostofthewayhere。SomeofitwasbecauseIwasnervousanddreadedthepeopleIwouldmeet,andmoreonaccountofwhatIfelttowardthem,butmostofitwasbecauseIdidnotwanttoleaveyou。Ihavebeenspoileddreadfully!Youhavetaughtmesotodependonyou——andforonceIfeelthatIreallycanclaimtohavebeenanaptpupil——thatitwaslikehavingthehearttornoutofmetocome。Iwantyoutoknowthis,becauseitwillteachyouthatIhavealittlebitofappreciationofhowgoodyouaretome,andtoalltheworldaswell。IamgladthatIalmostcriedmyselfsickoverleavingyou。IwishnowIjusthadstoodupinthecar,androaredlikeaburnedbaby。

``ButallthetearsIshedinfearofgrandfatherandgrandmotherwerewasted。Theyareacoupleofdearoldpeople,anditwouldhavebeenacrimetoallowthemtosuffermorethantheymustofnecessity。Itallseemssodifferentwhentheytalk;andwhenIseethehome,luxuries,andfriendsmymotherhad,itappearsutterlyincomprehensiblethatshedaredleavethemforastranger。Probablythereasonshedidwasbecauseshewasgrandfather’sdaughter。Heisgentleandtendersomeofthetime,butwhenanythingirritateshim,andsomethingdoeseveryfewminutes,hebreaksloose,andsuchanotherexplosionyouneverheard。

Itdoesnotmeanathing,anditseemstolowerhistensionenoughtokeephimfromburstingwithpalpitationoftheheartorsomething,butitisastrainforothers。Atfirstitfrightenedmedreadfully。Grandmotherissotinyandfrail,sowhiteinherbigbed,andwhenheistheveryworst,andsheonlysmilesathim,whyIknowhedoesnotmeanitatall。But,David,Ihopeyouneverwillgetanideathatthiswouldbeapleasantwayforyoutoact,becauseitwouldnot,andIneverwouldhavethecouragetoofferyoutheloveIhavecometofindifyouslammedacaneandyelled,`demnation,’atme。Grandmothersaysshedoesnotmindatall,butIwonderifshedidnotacquirethehabitoflyinginbedbecauseitiseasiertoendureinaprostrateposition。